Author's Note: So sorry that I haven't been writing in a while. School is a distraction nowadays, I mean who goes to High School if you only have three periods?! Nothing left to say other than the fact I'm still not sure whom I should pair Shuichi with?
Who shall it be?
Yuki or Tohma?
You choose.
I'm waiting.
Rating: R
Warnings: Mentions of Rape, Sex, and Drugs, so run little kids!
Some Pasts are Murky and Clouded
By Yardat Sama
Chapter 10
"Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome."
- Isaac Asimov (1920 – 1992)
Shuichi awoke feeling like he had been run over by some crazy American who can't drive on the correct lane in Japan. He chuckled in his mind and tried to look around. The pain was getting to him as he moved his head looking….
Looking for something that wasn't there…
Or…
Someone…
Tohma…Yuki…
Where are you?
He didn't notice the camera that was recording his every move and that it had been recording for the entire time he was there.
Tohma all of a sudden felt his heart clench as he stared at a magazine that showed Bad Luck at a concert some two months ago. Shuichi looked so vibrant, so alive, that he would have never guessed what went on behind the scenes in the pink-haired singer's life. Suddenly all of Shuichi's smiles that he remembered in the past didn't seem so alive anymore.
No…
Everything changed…
But sometimes he wondered what would have happen if he didn't bump into Shuichi that day. The day, that changed his entire outlook on Shuichi's life. He had promised Shuichi that he would never let him go, and now he had broken that promise.
Because that bastard, Yamaguchi had him. That white-haired fucking freak, he seethed silently.
With Haru's help he could find Yamaguchi. He would find Shuichi.
"Self-conceit may lead to self-destruction."
- Aesop (620 B.C. – 560 B.C.) The Frog and the Ox
Yuki sighed as he looked at his lighter. The lighter that had that picture of Shuichi and him. He had never let Shuichi explain why he had slept with Tohma. It never really occurred to him why he let it affect him so much.
He had always thrown the younger man's love completely out the door. Shuichi saying 'I love you' went in one ear and out the other. But in seeing Shuichi with Tohma of all people left him a cold rage and a deep pain that felt like he was getting punched in the stomach.
It confused him.
Did he really love that stupid baka?
And if he did, then why did he kept pushing him away, confident in the knowledge that Shuichi would keep coming back.
But now it scared him.
Would Shuichi come back?
Ever?
" Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry."
- Henry Ward Beecher (1813 – 1887)
K frowned when he looked at Tohma who stared calmly back at him, " Why wasn't I informed about his disappearance?"
" Shindou-san kidnapping is only known to you, myself, Eiri-san, and Fujisaki-san at this moment, not even the Press know K-san, and I hope that it will remain that way. The less people that know the better. I didn't even bring Hiroshi-san into this."
" So in other words, you're trusting me." K said bluntly.
" Yes."
" So what happened?"
Tohma sighed, briefly showing that deep down he was tired. So deeply tired that he wanted to fall asleep at the moment, " A little less than a week ago, Shindou-san was abducted from this very building by a psychotic madman named, Yamaguchi. Yamaguchi is from Shuichi past from what I know," Tohma said, using a little white lie in the process, " But now, we have no leads, not even the Police have found anything when they were here."
" Do we know the exact spot Shuichi was taken from and Suguru was attacked?"
" Someplace near the elevator on the floor Bad Luck uses for their practices. Suguru said that all he could remember at the moment was that he spoke to Shindou-san and saw flashing blue eyes that Shuichi had described to me before."
There was a knock on the door.
" Come in."
" Sir, this package arrived for you." Tohma's secretary left a padded package on his desk and left, not even glancing at K.
Tohma opened it and saw a videotape. No label, or any kind of markings. He stood up and walked over to his TV and put the tape in.
Immediately a white haired man was shown who smirked at the camera with such evilness that even K stepped back from the TV, " Greeting Seguchi-sama," Yamaguchi mocked, " I hope you enjoy my home video of my precious doll. He tastes oh so good." He chuckled and the scene changed.
Five minutes into the video, Tohma slammed 'off' on the remote as ran to vomit in his private restroom. K looked sickened, and when Tohma came back into the room, he could hear K grit his teeth in anger.
" I'm going to kill that fucking bastard." K growled.
To Be Continued…
Sorry chapter 10 was short, but I had to get this out. Maybe I'll write more this week or next.
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