Suicide From The Inside CHAPTER 2

Aren't you so happy that I'm updating twice for you all!

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Lilyumi: HIEI'S NOT GAY! I would never think of writing something like that

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Chapter 2 like I said

It didn't take long for Kurama to drag the lifeless Hiei back to his house but Hiei's energy was becoming more and more nonexistent (he's dying just so you know.)

Kurama brought him up the steps and into the house seeing he had been out in the rain he needed warmth. 'Why did you do this Hiei I don't understand, what drove you?' Kurama thought as he desperately ran around getting things then returning to Hiei who sat on a chair.

The blood fell and made his hand almost died red. Kurama applied pressure and for once was thankful that Hiei was not human or he would have already have been dead.

The bleeding took awhile to stop thanks to Hiei's lack of energy it made it harder for him to heal himself.

Finally it was just a slow trickle and Kurama took this to his advantage to add a healing plant of his, apply it and wrap Hiei's wrist. 'Finally it's done with, now only time will tell if he survives.' Kurama got up satisfied with his work carried Hiei into his room to sleep for a while.

Hiei's P.O.V

I didn't know what was happening to me I was only faintly aware that I was being carried to another place. But I could feel that I was being tended to, why was Kurama doing this to me. (He could feel his energy that's how he knows its Kurama.)

All I ever did to this world was make it imperfect and make everyone unhappy why can't I rid myself of it, everyone would be happier.

I just don't understand and why can't Kurama understand, I don't have anything to live for I don't want to live why can't he let my die the painful death I deserve.

I was lying on something soft and I couldn't find the strength in me to see what it was, Kurama said something but I didn't catch it, he left and once again I was left alone.

If I could I would go and try suicide again but for right now all I could do was let my heavy eyelids fall.

Kurama's P.O.V

"Please make it my friend." I said trying to keep myself together and walked out of the room. It was still a mystery to me why Hiei would do something like that. I had always known he was capable of doing it but I never thought he would.

'I better inform Koenma before he breaks down.' I thought then again it would be funny to see him breaking down again. I grabbed my communicator that Yusuke had given me and flipped it open.

It was very fuzzy for a moment before Koenma popped into view, "Kurama, what is going on? For a while Hiei was on the death list! What is going on?" He shouted at me getting so close to the screen.

"Hiei tried to commit suicide."

"What? Why? Did you speak to him?" He seemed to be calming down a bit.

"Yes I know this is unbelievable although we all knew he was capable of doing it. No I didn't he was out when I found him but I will." I explained

"Fine when you know more contact me and make sure he doesn't so it again!" He said before the communicator got fuzzy again.

I shut it and let out a breath and put it on the table beside me. I knew this would be a long night I was thankful Shiori was with friends for a few days. (Ok I don't know his mom's name but that's what everyone else puts so yeah deal with it.)

Two Hours later

I still sat on the couch just trying to clear my mind by reading when I heard something coming down the hall. I looked over to find Hiei leaning against the wall and trying to get around. (He is still weak from loss of energy.)

I ran over to him and helped him to stand on his own but he seemed against my help.

"Let me go fox." He said trying to be calm but I was a fox, I could hear his pain.

"No Hiei your still very weak and it really looks like you haven't eaten in a weak!" I said firmly and sat him down at the kitchen table.

"Actually I haven't eaten in two weeks and I'm fine." "I don't care I'm making you some soup to eat and your going to eat it even if I have to force you." There was no way I was going to let him die on my behalf.

He just grunted and put his head on the table as I prepared the food. About 5 minutes later I sat a bowl down in front of him. (It's the kind you prepare in like two minutes so yeah.)

He lifted his head and sniffed the bowls contents then put his head back down. "Hiei please eat it." I was patient.

"I don't want your food."

"But you haven't eaten."

He growled a bit and started eating; I smiled and waited for him to finish a bit.

"I have a question for you Hiei." I stated resting my head on my hands after he had eaten about half the bowl. He stopped and looked at me to show he was listening

"Why did you so that?" He looked away not in a ashamed way but like he was looking for the right words.

"Don't even try to transport away. (I know in my other story I said run but this is just sounds better.) Your still to weak and all the doors and windows are locked. Nobody else has to know what you did, just you, me, and Koenma." His eyes widened at this

"Yes Koenma already knows you where on the death list for a while and I had to explain to him what happened."

"You nor anyone else needs to know what I am thinking fox!"

"I don't want to know what you're thinking, just why you did it."

"Why do you care anyway!"

"Hiei." I was taken back how could he honestly say I don't care about him, (not in a love type way like really strong friendship.)

"I've known you just about all my life, you're my best friend and I care about you why wouldn't I?"

"Because you have that stupid Ningen girl to love you now!" I was starting to think he had done it because he was never heard out, understood, no one listened to him when he pleaded out.

"Is that why, because I had a girl friend? Hiei you should know nothing can come between us not even her, were like Yin and Yang always together. You should know you can always talk to me."

"I tried but she had blinded you to much." He put his head down and shut his eyes slowly as though not in his intention.

"I…I…" I could defiantly tell this was hard for him to say.

"I just wanted to be heard."

End for now

Is anyone else crying because I am. Ok I'm going to go and wait for all or your reviews and don't forget to read my other story 'The Demon Within.' It is 16 chapters long and more on the way! If you like this then you will like that.

I am going to go go read all of this over again and cry more.

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