Hey Everyone I'm back with a kind of different chapter. I've seen chapters where people write a thing of poetry and put it in while they write their story. Ok now this might be kind of interesting because I am talking or yelling to my so-called friend ERIC but I promise to do the best I can!

Also I'm not really sure of what to write for this chapter I think I have come up with a ending but the rest is a complete mystery to me.

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Chapter 4 I think

Before I go on there is like a line in here that I kind of ACCIDENTALLY (I really didn't mean to use it I swear.) used that was in a poem in a STORY called 'Wish I could let go' by Hn. Fool.

Now I'll get on with it! But I must also say that this was not intently written FOR this story, it was actually meant to be for a friend of mine. (When they read it they didn't understand if you're wondering.) But I thought it matched perfectly with this.

I've known you practically forever

All I ask is for more

Before I feel the need to end my worthless life

For once and for all

Hiei walked down the hall and reentered the room. The window was open, he could always escape out there as to not be disturbed again. He thought for a moment but soon thought against it.

He would die right here, just to let Kurama find him and see what he had caused.

My final note has been written

My only comfort

Is the sight of my blood

All I ever do

Is taint the Earth

Hiei didn't know what he was doing, after all Kurama had said he still wanted to kill himself. Did he really want to put everyone into that sort of pain and suffering?

Yes, he wanted everyone to feel as much pain as he had all his life. But it wouldn't matter; they would get over him in a day or two and find a new replacement for the team.

Hiei already knew that when he got to Koenma's office and he was questioned about why he had done it, along with numerous questions he wouldn't answer. He didn't need to explain himself to anyone.

I have nothing to live for

How I wish my worthlessness

Was a lie

This seemed all too familiar, it didn't seem real to him. Hiei was about to attempt the endless plunge he had tried not long ago. Inside Hiei knew he really didn't want to do this, that when he thought about it he could find things that people would like him for.

But no matter how much he thought about it, no matter how much he thought about these pleasant thoughts his suicidal side kept coming back and he kept moving.

My final note has been written

The blade has been drawn

I have reached my breaking point

Hiei sat himself down for a second time and took out his sword. This time he would not fail. He took a deep breath and pressed the smooth part against his unbandaged wrist.

With a slight turn and a little pressure he could do it…he could be free of this world, that's all he had to do. It seemed like something he should be able to do instantly, and yet something was holding him back.

He shook the holding side back and went to make his last cut…the one that would end his life forever, and free his tortured soul

I have crossed into darkness

Only one can save me

But I doubt

They would do anything

The blade has been drawn

It is time to say our final

Goodbye

End for now

A/N: Yes it's not finished we still have to know what Kurama will do when Hiei… you know.

Anyway yes this poem was written for a friend of mine but in my point of view as I said before. I gave it to that person and they COMPLETELY didn't understand, I had to make up a lie about it to get them off my back about how 'stupid' it was. Uh how much I go threw.