I look around the room like a shadow in the darkness
I sit in the corner just staring into the room like I'm not ever there
Wondering what is wrong with me
I look around another time and see people I know but I just ignore them
The people I know smile at me and I just grin back
The shadow comes back over me and I disappear
I'm sitting in my shadow when someone I haven't seen in awhile sits by me
We talk for hours then he leaves and I probably will not see him again for awhile
Once again I return to my shadow of darkness
I just sit there in my own world but I can still feel the weird looks I am getting
But I don't care what they are thinking or talking about
I been sitting there for a hour when the same person from before comes over with one of my best friends
They ask if I am okay
I just say, "I'm fine! I just wanna sit there and think!"
I thought they were going to leave me alone but until they sat next to me
I feel a little better now but I could still feel that dark shadow by me
That dark shadow was waiting for them to leave so it can come over me once again
But they stayed there until I felted better about myself
Ever since that day I haven't sat in the dark shadow alone like I once did
Ever though I know my friends are here for me…I still feel alone
I still sit in the corner and look around but this time if I see someone I know…I get up and talk to him or her
The darkness disappears and I feel better about myself
Once in awhile I still feel alone and lose like I did before but now I'm not always in the corner
The dark shadow and the corner are my past but I feel crappie
It's better to feel crappie…I guess
But I have days when I miss the corner so I sit in one and I feel okay
The dark shadow doesn't dare to come over me
But this time I stare at the person that pisses me off
And if they dare to talk to me or anything
I will go psycho on them