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Chapter 5
)I want top tell everyone that this might be one of my best chapters, or at least the ending was like the BEST i could do, i think this chapter came out awsome and please tell me what you think!)
Hiei threw his sword across the room; it hit the wall making a loud thump as it made contact. He drew his knees up and just starred at nothing his breath coming in heavy heaves.
He couldn't do it; no matter how much he tried he couldn't bring himself to doing it again. Not because of the pain it would bring onto people but because of the complete opposite.
He couldn't leave these people, especially Yukina even though she didn't deserve him she would still deny it and probably never be happy again.
The door opened and Kurama walked in. (Who was expecting that?) He spotted Hiei's sword abandoned across the room and found Hiei across from it. "Hiei what happened?" He questioned looking over.
"I couldn't do it Kurama, you and your stupid words." Kurama was a bit confused by this but kneeled down in front of him.
"What do you mean? What couldn't you do?" (And here I was saying he was the smart one in my other story.)
"I tried again Fox, but you and your stupid words filled my head and blocked me from freeing myself." Now he understood Hiei had tried to take his life again but was unable to this time.
"Do you really think taking your life would be freeing yourself? Come on you need to talk out of the room and down the hall.
"Where are you taking me Fox?" Hiei protested. "To the temple, it might be hard for you Hiei but I think it would be best if you had someone else to help you along with myself." Hiei was still confused.
"Can you be a little more clearer?"
"You need to tell Yukina, she can help you a lot more then I can." Hiei jerked him to a stop. (I know in the series if he tells something happens to him or something but in this he just didn't want to tell her because of who he was so deal with it.)
"No Fox she doesn't need to know and there is no reason she should."
"Hiei she can help you and she will accept you. You of all people should know that she is a loving person that will love you no matter what."
"No, she doesn't need to know, she doesn't deserve me to hold her down."
"So letting her search for her brother all her life just to find out he has been there all her life is better?"
Hiei couldn't think of a come back to him so he just walked on his own and they went to the temple.
TEMPLE
They sat in the living room waiting for Genkia to get Yukina, Kurama sat calmly while Hiei sat next to him feeling warmer then usual. (He's nervous people.)
Finally Yukina entered the room. (I don't know how to describe her and all of you should know what she looks like.)
"Hello Kurama, Hiei. What can I do for you today?" She said bowing slightly. "Hello Yukina Hiei has something he needs to speak with you about, I'll go out for a while." Kurama explained getting up and walking out the door.
Hiei was burning, this was it, and there was nothing he could do now. 'Thanks a lot fox, note to self: kill the Fox.' He thought as Yukina sat down.
"What is it Hiei?"
"Yukina I… I am your brother." Hiei stuttered closing his eyes. He had done it, he had put the enormous weight off his shoulders, but it didn't stay like that for long as he was met with a slap to the cheek.
He moved with the motion and stayed that way his eyes open now but still just staring at the floor.
"How can you say that? My brother wouldn't leave me for so long!" Yukina shouted at him but it was all right, he deserved it all.
"I'm sorry Yukina but I did it because you didn't deserve to have a brother like me." He explained but never looked up.
"No, no this can't be, your lying my brother would never keep something like that from me!" Hiei wanted to tell how much he had been dying to tell her over time but he just couldn't, he deserved to be hated by her.
Hiei could feel Yukina get up and walk out and away from the room.
He could feel his breaths coming in heavy heaves again trying to accept everything, he at one time had thought that his sisters liking for him even if it was just as a friend was a pleasure to have, one the things that could never be taken from him, or she could never hate him.
But he was sadly mistaken, now even his twin hated his very being.
Kurama entered the room not long after and retook his seat in front of Hiei but didn't speak for the moment.
"What happened?"
It took a moment for Hiei to find his words. "She hates me, just like everyone else. She doesn't believe me."
In one fluid motion Hiei was up against Kurama in a hug. (Ok there not gay they never WILL be and I've just been reading fictions like that all day and it just sounded right for the moment don't yell at me.)
Surprisingly enough Hiei didn't make any act to break free he just lay limp in the fox's arms.
"I'm sorry Hiei I guess that didn't help in the least for you right now, but maybe she will come around later."
"No, she hates me just like the rest of the three worlds." Hiei felt himself being pushed back and he looked up into Kurama's green eyes.
"She can't hate you forever Hiei, whether she wants to believe it or not you two are siblings, and the rest of the worlds don't hate you. They just don't know you well enough." Kurama smiled but Hiei just looked down.
"I wish I could believe you fox."
Kurama ignored this but went on. "Come on we'll go back to my house, my mother might be there but she won't mind your being there." The two stood up and Kurama went out the door with Hiei following behind.
Kurama's P.O.V
I could tell he was still upset despite my attempts to help but really there was nothing I could do. It really did surprise me that Yukina didn't accept him as her long lost brother also.
As we walked down the long hall I looked back at Hiei to find him following but his eyes shut. It looked as if his eyes were trembling under the shut eyelids. 'I wonder what he's doing.' I thought still worried about my friend
We bid Genkai a goodbye and went out and on our way to my house, what would happen then was beyond my knowledge but I knew it would be a rough night for Hiei to cope with his sister's hatred.
Hiei's P.O.V
'She hates me, what did I do, where did I go wrong? Was it my very being?' The words filled my mind to capacity but I couldn't help but use my Jagan eye to probe the house for what Yukina was felling as we went down the long hallway
Hatred, that was what I picked up and it was strong, very strong. I had to shut my eyes tight to keep from setting off my emotion and even then it didn't work, my eyes still trembled as the feeling of her hatred loomed in the air even when I did shut the eye.
But what was this other thing I felt, it was small but I could still pick it up even with my Jagan close, sadness? Why would she be feeling sadness? When we stopped and Kurama said goodbye to Genkai I looked back down the hall still wondering. Even through all of this i knew one thing was still true.
She might hate me with her very being, even though she was a kind, gentle, being. But there was one thing that could never change, that I would never let change.
She was my younger sister, my twin. We were one in the same, and even if she hated me I would always love her with what heart I had.
A/N: Bet that wasn't what you were thinking lol I'm so evil. Ok anyway I'm still not sure about what's going to happen in the next chapter but I CAN say that I ABSOLUTLY LOVED this chapter's ending.
I wanted it to be sweet and yet VERY emotional and I think I got it! Please review me your thoughts on it!
Forbiddensoul562 Oh yeah I finally heard form Kevaiss YAY!
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