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Chapter 12
(Wow it's catching up to my first story!)
(Also important this chapter is VERY emotional and HIEI MIGHT DIE! If your disturbed by this please don't read! and wait for the next chapter. IT made me cry!)
Hiei had been awake the whole time but after about 12 hours (You'll see why i chose this long.) he decided it was time to get himself up and face everyone.
Strangely his body felt weaker then it should have been and it took him a moment to really get stable. He had figured out what he would do now, glancing out the window the black night sky shown threw, 'perfect.' He thought walking out of the room.
The room was oddly quiet and darker then usual but he found his way out to the living room where the three had fallen asleep, this night truly was his luck.
He thought about his plan again thinking about how careless and stupid he was to want to end his life that bad, but what could he say, he had completed all of his life's tasks what more was there to do?
He retrieved his sword from Yusuke quietly then sat himself in front of Kurama. He would send a mental note to Kurama that he would receive in his dream or shortly before he woke up, but most defiantly he would remember it.
'I'm sorry Kurama you were not meant to get into this and it would be better if you didn't.' He breathed thinking of what more to say, if his luck held out it would be the last time he ever talked to his only friend.
'I know you may think badly about me for what I have and am going to do, but please understand that I truly have nothing more to live for. I have completed all my life's deeds and can no longer find anything to hold me down here.' That would be all; all he said… no he needed to say one more thing.
'You are my best and only friend and I thank you for everything, please understand my wishes. Don't dwell on the past as I have done, always look to the future and never look at negatives. Treasure what you have and live life to the fullest.'
'Take care of Yukina for I no longer can, if you don't then fear your death.' (OH burn, he's saying he's going to like kill Kurama AGAIN when he dies if he doesn't take care of her.)
'Goodbye my friend I hope are paths may cross yet again.' (Origonally i WAS going to say 'See you in hell my friend.' but i thought that would be to mean and mad type thing.)
He sent the note and Kurama twitched a bit and opened his eyes. (He didn't get the note yet.) He was sure he had sensed Hiei's presence but when he looked all he saw was darkness, that when the note became clear to him and he heard it like Hiei mentally talking to him.
Meanwhile Hiei flittered threw different trees and across different buildings, he needed to send a note to Yukina before he did anything more and he was well aware that Kurama was probably getting the note as he went.
The temple was dark and not even a single candle was burning. He knew exactly where Yukina's room was so he appeared suddenly in there.
She was asleep on in her bed. He walked over and sat before his sister's sleeping form thinking of what to say. Unaware to him though Yukina already knew he was there. (Twins are like connected.)
'My beautiful sister, I'm sorry. I have done so many wrongs to you threw out my life and I won't even go to name them. My biggest wrong was when I lied to you just today. I told you everything was fine and my words meant nothing, when they did.'
'They were my silent plea to you, I had done two suicide attempts before I finally admitted to you, then I lied and said nothing. I hate myself for it and wish I could repeat that part of the day.' If he didn't stop he would become emotional.
'I have nothing more to live for, all my life's purposes have been fulfilled and I no longer have anything to hold my down. Don't cry all night; don't do anything drastic like I have done. You are and will always be my perfect sister and I only want you to be happy.'
One more thing and he would have to leave and he knew it.
'I will always be with you, I will always love my little sister.' He sent the note like before the disappeared as she got it in her dream.
'Where to die, where to die?' He asked himself as he flittered from place to place. He finally decided in a tree not far form the temple, why he chose this he didn't know, maybe he just wanted his last feeling to be the presence of his sister.
Yukina's P.O.V
'I will always be with you, I will always love my little sister.' The words finished and I shot up. It had been a note from my brother.
I got out of my bed and got dressed quickly, my mind raced I could not lose my brother just after I had found him and thought I could be happy.
I quietly went outside the temple and swallowed hard, I could feel my brother's energy but it was now dangerously low. I took off at a run towards his energy and was lead to a tall tree outside the temple grounds.
'At least it wasn't far.' I thought as I looked up to only meet darkness. How was a supposed to get up that? I decided to use my ice power. (Shut up I couldn't think of any other way and I couldn't see Yukina climbing a tree!)
I sat on the grass and concentrated, soon a block of ice flowed from the ground and up the tree. I opened my eyes only when I willed it to stop and to my luck it was at my brothers branch.
I let out a little shriek as I saw his bloody form lying up against the tree blood soaked his sword. "No, No, No!" I said crawling over and taking his limp form.
He still had energy but it was very little likely that he couldn't live off of. I had to realize that this might be the last time I ever held my brother, ever got to see him again.
Silent tears and teargems fell from my face as I placed a hand over his blood soaked wrists, a blue light was emitted from my hands and the cut started to heal up until it was no more. (I'm sorry I don't… Oh I'll talk at the end this is to emotional.)
I healed the wound on his other wrist but they had been very deep and had already bled very badly but it was not blood lost or the actual wounds I worried about, it was how much energy he had.
He couldn't make or survive without his energy so that just about meant he was going to die no matter what.
I would've given him my energy, I would have given him all my energy just to see his crimson eyes look at me again, to hear him say that he loved me and held me with his warm arms. But I couldn't, I didn't know how and I couldn't do it if I didn't know how.
"I am sorry my brother, I am so sorry." I sobbed into him as I held his bloodied form, I wanted to help, but I didn't know what to do.
The dawn started to break and the morning sun started to shine over the horizon. "See Hiei, the dawn, you have to survive. You have energy just use it to make more, please I beg you."
"You need to Survive, I need you, Kurama and the rest need you to. You need to survive so you and I can watch the dawn and sunset together, like brother and sister." I cried and I didn't care, I was losing my brother right after I had found him, this couldn't be right, this wasn't supposed to happen.
Normal P.O.V
The dawn sun shown on the sister and her dying brother, Yukina looked from Hiei to the rising sun.
This would most likely be the last time her and her brother would be able to share this type of sight.
A/N: Cries That was so sad! Like I said before I got the idea from sadandlonely and I am so happy I got it because this chapter came out so well! Please review to it and I will start working on my other chapters for this story as well as my other ones thanks!
