A/N I know it's been forever since I updated but I'm trying to write again. Reviews would be appreciated.

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Jaime Bee

Ch. 16

Spike was sound asleep in her bed when she walked in. The blonde stood there for a minute staring at him. He looked so innocent and sweet while he slept. Could there be some good inside her mortal enemy?

"My mom is dating Giles!" Buffy yelled as she flopped down on the bed; waking the sleeping vampire.

"Bloody Hell, are you trying to give me a heart attack?" Spike growled.

"No and your heart doesn't beat," Buffy said rolling her eyes.

"It's an expression, pet."

"Whatever!" She said getting up and crossing her arms.

"Look kitten, your mum and your watcher dating is not the end of the world." He said soothingly.

"Yeah. It's just my mom and Giles; it's just way gross to even think about. I mean it's bad enough that they slept together under the candy spell."

"They what?"

"Yeah, that Ethan Rayne who turned us all in our costumes on Halloween. The school was selling band candy and Snyder made us sell it even though we weren't in band. I tell you I'm so glad that the mayor ate him." Buffy rambled.

"Luv, what did the candy do?" Spike asked raising his scarred eyebrow.

"The candy made all the adults who ate it act like teenagers. I tell ya it was way scary to see Giles act so not responsible." Buffy said wrinkling her eyebrows.

"I wish I could've seen that." He said wrapping his arms around her waist. She leaned into him as he began nibbling on her ear making her sigh.

"So. Did you have a good time at the beach?" Spike asked changing the subject.

"It was ok. " The blonde said feeling more relaxed.

"I missed you." He said looking in her eyes.

"You were asleep. How could you miss me?" The slayer asked with a hint of humor.

"I like having you in my arms; your body so warm; wrapped around me." Spike said looking at her intensely.

Buffy gently cupped his cheek and gave him a chastised kiss.

"What was that for?" The vampire asked with wonder in his blue orbs.

"Sometimes you can be really sweet." She said giving him a genuine smile that lit up her eyes.

If vampires could blush, Spike knew he would be beet red. Buffy watched as he looked at her shyly through is lashes; not wanting to look her in the eye.

"Oh, you're so adorable." Buffy said stroking his jaw. For good measure she was kissing him on the cheek. To say that Spike was confused would have been an understatement.

The next thing he knew, his golden slayer was kissing his neck and pushing him back on the bed. He roamed his hands and undid her bathing suit top; throwing it to the floor. Buffy licked and nipped down his body; making him let out soft moans.

Nobody had ever touched him so tenderly or cared about his pleasure. Drusilla had always been into pain and would get angry anytime he tried to be tender. Spike pulled her ponytail down as she swirled her tongue in his navel. Her hair was now fanned out across his pale chest.

He gasped when he felt her little tongue lick and engulf his cock. She sucked it using her whole mouth; taking him inside in regular intervals. Spike grabbed the white bed sheet as Buffy tightened her lips around his throbbing erection. His cock was pushed to the brink of pleasure and with a deep growl he exploded with a thunderous orgasm.

Buffy looked up at him with impish grin after he came in her mouth. "Yummy!" She said as she got rid of her bottoms and pulled him into a passionate kiss.

He looked at her as he chuckled. Buffy was a sexual minx that still acted like a little girl sometimes.

Spike flipped her over and kissed down her body; it was her turn to be sensually kissed. Spike started with her neck. He was paying lots of attention to her breasts, nipping and sucking the way down. He knew this drove her crazy. Buffy moaned and pushed his head closer; twining her fingers through his surprising soft bleached locks. Loving how they curled when not slicked back.

Soon she couldn't think as her beautiful vampire continued down worshipping her body and finally licking her heat. He explored her sex, tasting every inch of her moist, sensitive flesh. Using his tongue and his hand, Spike used every erotic means to bring her to a mind-blowing orgasm.

Buffy laid beside Spike breathing heavily; her chest heaving. Spike couldn't stop starring at her. He had never seen her smile so much. It made her glow and he couldn't help but think how lucky he was to even have her in his arms. Unexpectedly, Buffy started laughing confusing him even more.

"Luv, you wanna let me in on the joke?" Spike asked.

"Oh, I was just thinking how crazy this is. I mean who would ever think that we a vampire and slayer who have tried to kill each other many times would suddenly…"

"Shag like bunnies." Spike finished for her; joining in her laughter.

"Well, that isn't exactly the way I would have put it, but yeah." She said looking at him with wide eyes.

"I guess life can be unpredictable." He said feeling the heat between them as they looked deep into each other's eyes.

"I almost feel like I'm living in a bizarro world with you and now my mom and Giles." Buffy said softly licking her lips. Spike began ravishing her mouth with renewed lust as their tongues battled each other for dominance.

Their hands seemed to be touching each other everywhere without ending their lip lock. When she finally needed air Buffy pulled away gasping. She looked down and saw that he was already hard again and it made her feel wetter than she already was.

Buffy pushed him back on the bed straddling him and slowly taking him inside. She held his wrists down as Buffy descended. She enjoyed how thick he felt, throbbing inside her tight channel. Buffy used the power of her hips to grind into him as she milked the entire length of his cock.

Soon she had Spike in a frenzy, moaning her name. He also cried out other things about how good she was and how much he wanted her. It made Buffy feel so much power knowing that the big bad couldn't get enough of her. She rode him until her legs gave out and she fell on his chest bringing them both to a tumultuous climax screaming each other's name.

"Spike! Oh Wow!" She moaned burrowing her head in his chest.

"Oh Buffy! Never been like this, Kitten!" Spike screamed as he came hard. "I love you!"

Buffy looked up at him with shock written all over her face. For minute he didn't know what was wrong until he realized what he had inadvertently said in the heat of passion. Spike felt almost as shocked as Buffy. He knew that he had feelings for her but did he really love her? They both wanted to say something but neither knew what to say. Finally she got up and ran out of her room. Leaving him to ponder what he should do next.

Buffy stood in the bathroom staring at her reflection in the mirror. The last thing she wanted to do was face Spike. What he didn't mean it? Ironically, what she felt most terrified of was that he did. What did that mean? Vampires weren't supposed to be able to love without a soul. Had everything she had ever been told been wrong and if so the biggest question of all was if Spike could love her without a soul? Why couldn't Angel?