Author's Note: I absolutely love my two reviewers Moon Without a Sun and rekkanotara! This continuation is for them because they reviewed! I really hope you like the happy ending though it might have to be two chapters…
Disclaimer: I don't own the Ronin Warriors but I do own Calli, Sareila, Kyla, Cyclone and his kind.
WARNING: This chapter will have the long awaited Yoai sex. I also hope for all of you who complained about my last Sai torture fic Whisper that this on is more real for you!
Chapter10) Coming together
Rowen set down the book he had been reading when he heard the shower turn off. He just needed to talk to Sai, hoping he would let him get close. Since they returned to Mia's house Sai shut off to all of them. Not completely like to the point where he wouldn't come out of his room, but he hadn't let them touch him or get to close to him without jumping or shaking. It was also obvious he didn't like talking to them in a room where the door was closed. Yeah he was getting better but he wasn't himself and a lot of the time it seemed like an act trying his best to be who he was.
Sage and Ryo had left the house to go back to THEIR home almost six months ago, about a month after they had arrived back from saving Sai and Calli. Of course Sage had verbally rejected Sai first, though it was clear to every one that both Sage and Sai knew it was over without pouring lemon juice on the wound. Sage and Ryo kept in touch, calling at least once a week and used to stop by every so often, but Sai always seemed more uncomfortable since the incident with Sage around. Sai hadn't even wanted to go back to the home that he had shared with Sage to get his things, actually he refused and that's what made it unquestionably clear that keeping Sage out of view for the time being probably was better.
"Rowen where you going?" Calli asked poking her head out of her room. She had stayed with them and actually seemed to help Sai. Rowen couldn't really decide how but her presence and a lot of the things she said just helped. "You're not going to leave us alone?" Calli asked pulling a stuffed kitty they had given her to her chest.
"No I'm just going to go talk with Sai." Rowen smiled. Calli was always making sure that Sai or herself was never left alone. Guess the experience had affected her too.
"Okay!" She smiled and went back into her room. Rowen sighed and continued down the hall to Sai's room. Rowen tapped on the door lightly waiting for Sai to answer.
"Sai you in there?" Rowen called. The door creaked open and Sai looked up at him. "Sai can we talk." Rowen asked hoping he wasn't intimidating Sai but he needed to talk to Sai alone.
"I… I guess." Sai stepped away from the door and took a seat on his bed pulling his knees to his chest. Rowen walked in noting that the shades were down instead of up.
"How are you doing?" Idiot! That's the prefect thing to ask! Rowen scolded himself.
"Fine I… I think." Sai answered shaking a little. Rowen carefully took a step closer to Sai. "Rowen what you did back on…. You know, I mean did you…?" Sai voice was quiet and his eyes darted around with uncertainty. Rowen walked over to the bed and knelt down by it.
"If you're asking if I love you then yes I do. I love you Sai." Rowen placed his hand over Sai's watching Sai carefully making sure he wasn't scaring him. "I still do love you… I'll always love you." Rowen smiled up at Sai.
"Why?… Why do you care? I'm dirty and used and, and." Sai hiccupped and began to cry. Rowen clasped his hand around Sai's and sat next to his wounded angel.
"Because I do… I don't know why and I don't care why. I love you and nothing will change that." Rowen pulled Sai to him trying to prove that he really loved Sai and meant him no harm. Sai was stiff in his embrace and when he began to shake Rowen let go and stood up to leave. Damn it! You knew he's still trying to get over that and now I've scared him by trying to prove that I love him! Damn it! Rowen went to leave when Sai grabbed his arm with both hands. Rowen stopped and turned around. Sai jump off the bed and moved as close to Rowen as he could pulling the arm he had grabbed around him. Rowen smiled and wrapped both arms around Sai pulling him into a loving embrace.
"I'm not going to leave… I promise I'm not going anywhere." Rowen purred.
"I'm sorry…" Sai said softly.
"For what?"
"For making you wait for hurting you back…" Sai trailed off not really wanting to speak the exacted words.
"Don't worry about that. Take all the time you need to get over this. No one's rushing you and I'd wait forever for you." Rowen smiled resting his chin on top of Sai's head. "Hey you want to take Calli to get some ice-cream?" Rowen asked hoping the change of topics would help his little angel feel a bit better. Sai looked up at him and nodded wiping away the few tears that still clung to the corners of his eyes. "Come on then." Rowen put his arm around Sai's shoulder and smiled. "Hey Calli?" Rowen called letting Sai slip on his shoes.
"Yeah!" Calli stood at the top of the stairs dressed in a green skirt and a white top with a green sparkly butterfly on it.
"Want to come get ice cream?" Rowen smiled.
"Yeah!" Her face lit up brighter then anything Rowen had seen. He chuckled at her excitement as she ran down the stairs and pulled her shoes on. "Can we go to the park too?" Calli asked bouncing up and down.
"Sure." Sai smiled. "And after we can go visit Kyla and Sereila." Calli lunged at Sai hugging him around the waist. Sai laughed as Calli then did the same thing to Rowen.
(Park)-------------------------------------------------
"Here we go." Rowen handed Calli her ice cream and took a seat on the bench next to Sai. Calli took it and began trying to eat it faster than it could melt. Rowen shook his head as she popped the last bit of cone into her mouth.
"Sai can I have some of yours?" Calli asked making Rowen laugh. He should have known there was a reason Calli wanted the same as Sai instead of her usual Butter crunch.
"What happened to yours?" Sai asked playfully, acting like himself for the first time in months.
"I ate it!" Calli exclaimed proudly.
"All of it?" Sai asked and Calli nodded. "I guess you can have some." Sai smiled letting Calli take a few licks at his black raspberry. Once she had enough Calli turned to go play. "Hold it! Get back here." Sai said grabbing her little arm. "Rowen could you hold this?" Sai handed him his ice cream and began to wipe Calli's face clean with the napkin.
"Now can I go play?" She asked. Sai nodded and took back his ice cream. Sai looked over at Rowen and began to chuckle.
"What?" Rowen asked, letting a smile dance on his face. He was so glad to see Sai acting like himself and playing around with those around him. Sai leaned close and ran his thumb along the corner of Rowen's mouth.
"You're just as bad as Calli." Sai smiled. Rowen Smirked and tapped his ice cream on Sai's cheek.
"Now we're equal." Rowen smiled leaning very close to Sai. "I'll get it." Rowen smiled placing a hand over Sai's. Rowen leaned over and ran his tongue over Sai's cheek to get rid of the ice cream, and then kiss his cheek. Sai sat there stunned by what Rowen did and Rowen immediately regretted it. "Sorry Sai I shouldn't have done that." Rowen went to move away.
"I-It's alright…Really." Sai smiled.
"Come on! Let's go it's going to rain and I want to see Kyla!" Calli came running over in prefect timing too. "Come on!" She pulled on Sai's arm trying to get him to come with her.
"Alright Calli we get the picture." Rowen chuckled standing up. Rowen reached out a hand and helped Sai up.
(Hours later at Mia house.)----------------------------
"Goodnight Calli." Sai smiled shutting the door to her room. Sai headed down the hall towards his room.
"Goodnight Sai." Rowen smiled at him.
"Goodnight Rowen." Sai smiled back letting Rowen wrap his arms around him. With a sigh Rowen stepped back and shook his head when Sai opened his mouth to speak.
"It's alright I'll wait for you. No matter how long it's takes." Rowen smiled at him reassuringly. Sai nodded and headed to his room. Sai crawled into his bed and laid there staring out the window till sleep found him.
The thunder cracked through the sky and rattled the widows a little. Sai bolted up his eyes franticly searched the room. Another loud boom of thunder sounded and Sai clasped his hands over his ears. He never really liked thunderstorms but now he couldn't handle them. He stood up shakily and headed to the door to check on Calli. Sai cracked her door open a bit as lighting lit her room. Sound asleep, totally unaware of the storm outside. Sai jumped as another boom of thunder came.
Rowen felt another presence climbing onto his bed and waking him. He moaned and cracked an eye opened to see who was on his bed. He sat up confused by what he saw and turned to face the person.
"Sai? What…?" Rowen started but the roar of thunder and Sai burying himself against Rowen stopped him. Sai whimpered as the storm raged on outside.
"Please can I stay here?" Sai asked quietly.
"Sure." Rowen looked over to see if Calli was coming or not, and it looked like she wasn't. "Come on." Rowen motioned for Sai to get under the covers. Sai's eyes never left his as he climbed under the blankets. Sai laid down trying his best to relax. "You're still scared huh?" Rowen sighed rolling over to face Sai and propped himself up on his elbow. Sai stayed silent averting his eyes. "It's alright… Sai, I swear I'm never going to hurt you. I mean it." Rowen said firmly.
"I know… But…" Sai couldn't really identify why he could separate the differences between Rowen and those that had hurt him he just couldn't. The thunder boomed and Sai found him self pressed against Rowen again. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be. If you want to stay like this I have no objections." Rowen smiled. When Sai didn't move away he wrapped an arm around him and pulled him closer. "I love you Sai." Rowen wanted to kiss Sai but stopped him self. Sai nodded but stayed silent. "Sai I don't want to do anything that would scared but…" Sai looked up at Rowen a bit nervous. "Um. Can I … Can I kiss you?" Rowen asked swallowing the lump in his throat.
"Y-Yes." Sai answered after a little more silence. Rowen smiled to him self and moved closer to Sai bring his face inches from Sai's.
"Are you sure?" Rowen asked making sure that Sai was okay. He was coming so close to finally having his angel that he couldn't ruin it now. Sai nodded barely able to breathe. Rowen gently touched his lips to Sai's savoring how soft Sai's lips felt. Rowen cautiously ran his tongue over Sai's lips asking for entrance. Sai slowly parted his lips feeling a rush of emotions, so similar to many he felt when he had, had his first kiss and some were of fear and told him to run. But he couldn't, he didn't want to. Rowen moved his hand to the back of Sai's head deepening the kiss. His tongue rubbed against Sai's enjoying the taste of his mouth. Sai gasped and pulled back as another loud crack of thunder shook the room. Damn storm! Rowen cursed. "Hey it's alright I'm here." Rowen cooed pulling Sai close again. Rowen leaned his face close to Sai's again searching his eyes for any fear or objections and when he saw none pressed his lips to Sai's once again. Sai opened his mouth against Rowen's welcoming the kiss. Rowen slowly let his tongue slide into Sai's mouth this timing tasting every crevice of his mouth. Rowen ran his hand up Sai's arm and caressed his face. They pulled away both panting for air as a low murmur of thunder rolled a cross the sky. Rowen could feel the heat pooling between his legs he wanted to be inside Sai's so bad. Rowen gently pushed on Sai's shoulders laying the confused boy on his back and running his hand down his chest. Rowen shook his head trying to rid himself of the thought of taking Sai right now. "No. Sai you have to go." Rowen said abruptly and moved away from Sai.
"What?… Why?" Sai asked confused sitting up. Rowen sighed he could see the tears brimming in Sai's eyes.
"Because I-I… Because if you stay her I know I'll touch you and I don't know if I'd be able to stop myself from hurting you…" Rowen sighed. Sai stayed silent but didn't move from his spot.
"Rowen… I want you to… Touch me I mean." Sai blushed not sure of what to say. "Just move slow?" Sai asked more than said. Rowen leaned over to him and cupped his face.
"Sai do you know what you're saying?" Rowen raised his eyebrows. Sai hesitated but then nodded. "Okay. I promise I'll go slow… Sai if I start now I don't think I'll be able to stop." Rowen said.
"Alright." Sai said. Rowen gently pushed Sai on to his back. Rowen flipped the covers down and climbed over Sai. His eyes traveled up and down Sai's body taking in every little inch.
"You're beautiful.." Rowen smiled placing a quick kiss on Sai's lips before trailing his way down Sai's neck. He stopped right above Sai's collarbone Rowen began to nip, lick, suck, and kiss the skin there. Rowen placed another kiss there and looked up at Sai. "I love you." Rowen smiled. He curled his fingers round the hem of Sai's pants pulling them down. Rowen tossed Sai's pants and the floor and grabbed the hem of his boxers. "Are you sure?" Rowen asked locking eyes with Sai.
"Yes… Please Rowen I want…" Rowen laid a finger on Sai's lips silencing him. He smiled than brushed his lips against Sai's. Rowen removed Sai's boxer and threw them on the floor and quickly did the same to his own. Rowen trailed a few kisses across Sai's chest before capturing one of his nipples between his teeth. Rowen teased it till Sai's hands pushed at his shoulders then he moved to the other one. Sai whimpered and arched off the bed his hands shaking a bit. Rowen slid down between Sai's legs and kissed the top of Sai's sex. Rowen ran his tongue along it before taking the sex into his mouth. Sai screamed out in pleasure as Rowen sucked on him, clutching the sheets in his hands. Rowen savored the taste enjoying every moment every sound that Sai made. Rowen removed his mouth from Sai's sex and paused for a second.
"What's wrong?" Sai groaned wanting to be touched more. He had forgotten how good it felt.
"We need lubricant…" Rowen sighed.
"Bathroom there's a bottle of oil." Sai panted letting his hand wrap around his aching sex. Rowen grabbed Sai's hand and kissed it.
"No you don't." Rowen smiled, then playfully licked the palm of Sai's hand. "I'll be right back… No touching either." Rowen smiled and slipped away from the bed. The cold air bit at his skin as Sai laid there waiting for Rowen to come back. Unconsciously he moved his hand across his chest and let it slide down around his sex once again. Sai let his eyes close, shutting off the world, and didn't notice Rowen standing at the door staring at him. Sai gasped when he felt teeth lightly grasp one of his fingers. Rowen removed Sai's hand once again and chuckled. "I told you none of that." Rowen settled in between Sai's legs and pushed them farther apart. Rowen poured some of the oil into his hand. Coating his finger in the oil Rowen slide his finger into Sai. Rowen let Sai adjust before adding a second the whole time his eyes never left Sai's face. Rowen began to stroke his fingers in and out of Sai and smiled when Sai arched off the bed screaming in pleasure. Adding a third finger he continued to stroke that spot drawing whimpers from his angel. Rowen leaned down and kissed Sai before withdrawing his fingers. Rowen pulled Sai up onto his lap and held him close.
"Ro…" Sai whimpered pushing his hips against Rowen's.
"Ssshhh. It'll be better this way." Rowen smiled knowing that trapping Sai under his own body may not be best seeing how he was starting to really come back. Lifting Sai up he slowly lowered him onto his sex. Rowen shut his eyes waiting for Sai to adjust. Sai's nails had bitten into his skin and when Sai let up on the pressure Rowen lifted him up and slowly lowered him again. Sai began to take over lifting himself and sliding back down as their pace quickened. Rowen placed sloppy kisses over Sai's neck as his thrusts became quicker. Sai leaned his head back moaning in pleasure as Rowen drove into him. It wasn't long before Sai's screamed clamping down on Rowen's sex as he released all over Rowen's chest and his own abdomen. Almost at the same time Rowen had released inside his new lover crying out his name. The two collapsed holding on to each other. Rowen grabbed the covers and pulled them up. Rowen kissed the top of Sai's head and stroked his auburn hair as they drifted to sleep.
Author's note: I finished this chapter yeah! Anyways I really hoped you like it and there will be one more chapter that will be more light hearted than the rest of this fic. And it will be up soon!
