Roxy and Lita had finally made it back to her hotel room. Roxy sat on the sofa that was near the window and looked out onto the star filled streets of Hollywood. Lita looked at her friend. She knew her worst fears were coming true and everything was crumbelling around her. Slowly, she walked over to her and knelt before her.

"Is there anything I can get for you?" Lita asked sympathetically.

Roxy couldn't even answer. She just shook her head. Her mind was like a whirlwind at the minute, everything was being destroyed. Everything. And there wasn't a damn thing she could do about it.

Lita sat next to Roxy and gazed at her. Lita remember how she felt at the vulnerable age of 19. She knew that Roxanna was mature beyond her years. Well, most of the time anyway.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Lita inquired.

"What's there to tell, you know everything."

"How do you feel?"

"I feel like shit basically. Why did he have to say such things?"

"I don't know..."

"I should have known better. He was in Evolution, a renowned womaniser yet I was too stupid to see right through it!"

"C'mon, you know you're not stupid, he's the one that is stupid."

"The thing is, he's not. He's played me like the damn fool that I am. Why the hell would he want to go out with me huh? Why when he has women falling head over heels in love with him everyday. We both know he only wanted me for one thing..."

"I didn't believe Kurt at first but now, after everything that I heard about a week ago, I know who I would believe."

"I believe Kurt, it's just..."

"Just what?"

"I don't know as to whether I want to."

"Roxy, you're bound to be confused. The guy that had given you so much has left you with very little. Face it; you are young, beautiful, intelligent and funny. There is a guy out there that is more than willing to love you. He's not after you for your goods or anything like that. He's the one, not Randy Keith Orton."

"Do you really mean that?"

"Of course, I wouldn't have said it unless I meant it."

"It's just...I know he loves me. He must do."

"How come?"

"He told me to quit smoking and drinking, he told me that I'd ruin my life if I carried on with it."

"You know what, he only said that to humour you. It would have affected everything he wanted you for. He doesn't care about you."

"I know, I know." Roxy sighed, resting her head on her hands and staring out onto the midnight sky.

"Does he know..."

"About what?"

"What happened at Survivor Series?"

"No." Roxy said bluntly, looking thoughtfully at the ground.

Both Roxy and Lita sat in silence for about half an hour. Neither of them knowing what to say to the other. Roxy sighed, and clenched the necklace that Randy had given her for her Birthday. She laughed angrily to herself. She couldn't think straight.

"Do you mind if I go for a while...I need to clear my head."

"Are you sure you want to go alone?"

"Yeah, and thanks. I just need some space."

Roxy left Lita and walked the now empty streets of Hollywood. The place where people are meant to be so euphoric and star struck. The only thing Roxy felt at the minute was betrayal and antagonism.

'How can I ever forgive nor forget him for what has happened?" she pondered to herself. The most painful part of all was the fact that she had given him one of the supposedly 'best years' of her life to him. She let him deflower her.

'Lets face it, if I had never gone out with him, Olivia would never been inside my womb and I would probably be in a real relationship.' Roxy began to sob lightly to herself. Going out with him brought her more torment than she cared to think about.

Nothing made sense anymore, not even the truth.

"Where did it all go wrong?" Roxy muttered tearfully to herself, parking her backside on the nearest available bench.