Pain

As Jacob put his hand over her body, San could feel this wonderful warmth flowing through her, she took in a deep breath, and let it out. She could feel her body's sickness, going away, her thought were clear, she wasn't afraid to slip awa… what was happening? A Horrible burning sensation came, her head ached, and her body was on fire. She could feel herself screaming, a hand tighten its grip on hers. She couldn't hear a thing; she could tell bodies were moving around her.

When San started to scream and curl into a ball, Jacob stopped trying to heal her. Jonas tightened his grip on her hand, and tried to calm her down. Something went wrong, Jacob had felt her body healing, then it just stopped, he may have made it worst.

The young girl's screaming slowly came to an end. She was breathing heavily, and she grabbed her head, "My head! Oh God! It hurts!" She continued to take deep breaths, "I'm on fire! Jonas! Make it stop!"

"San! Calm down!" she heard her brother calling from a distance. "San take a deep breath. Dr. Frasier!" He called to the small doctor, "What happened?"

The doctor gave the girl some aesthetic, hopefully that would help, she started to fall a sleep, finally only the sound of her rapid breathing could be heard. "I don't know. The device must of set something off. I don't know how to explain it. I'm going to take more brain scans, see what happened to whatever we saw."

Jacob Carter looked more frightened then he ever had in his life, " I'm sorry, it was going fine. I felt it." He felt a hand rest on his shoulder, it was Sam's, "I'm sorry." She hugged him, held him tight, as if she'd never let him go.

"You tried, you did your best."

Jonas stood, there, holding his sister's hand. He had calmed down after what had just happened, he was running it over in his head, She was going to die, he would live. He couldn't handle that, why could he live, and she couldn't? Why?

He looked down at her exhausted body, she was trying to fight it, what ever it was, and she was trying so hard. One day it would over come her and there would be nothing for him to do. He wouldn't be able to help her. He would never be able to help her. All the times she had saved his life, he wouldn't be able to pay her back. He had never once saved her when she was in trouble, she could always get herself out of messes. With anything. If she couldn't she'd leave, like she did after mum had died. She just left.

Through everything that happened, to their family he could only watch, well everyone else did something, why couldn't he do something now? When his sister needed him most?

He looked up at the scene before him, he walked right by them, Dr. Frasier doing… something, Samantha Carter hugging her father, Teal'c… Teal'cing, Daniel sitting down his glasses off, rubbing his eyes, and Jack, just watching. He walked by it all, he left the room, and walked to that place, the place where he could rest his head, he couldn't remember now what they called it, but he went there, to do one last thing for the girl that he loved, the only person in this world who loved him back.

When he got to his room, he picked up some paper, and a pencil, and started to write, he kept on writing into the night. He wouldn't stop until he was done, it would be short, but perfect, like San, perfect.


Jack saw the boy leave, but he knew he wanted to be alone, so he sat down and let Frasier do her thing. He had been through a lot, travelling to planets, meeting people, killing people, meeting Goul'd, killing Goul'd, he had even died some number of times! Then there were the Jaffa, he had killed Jaffa, befriended Jaffa, helped Jaffa. This had to be one of the worst, to see two kids who were technically his, going through this, one dying, and the other watching the last person they knew die, it was hard to watch, and probably harder to go through. But what really tore him apart, was how much it reminded him of Charlie.


Daniel couldn't believe what he just saw. That girl should be alive and well, not dying of some sort of disease, like she was, it just wasn't right. And her brother, they didn't deserve this. But what could he do, nothing, all Daniel really wanted to do was help other cultures, and people, but these to people, he'd never be able to help. Never.


As Sam held her father, she knew what he must have been going through to be hard. He had tried to save a little girl, but in doing so probably made it worst. He was devastated, so she took him by his arm and led him to one of the guest rooms, and then she went and got him something to eat. When she came back he was fast a sleep on the couch, she left the food on the side table, and left for her lab to think.

Right now everyone wanted to be alone to think over what they had just witnessed, they had witnessed death, and pain all at once in the most horrible form. In the form of a young child.


As Janet was looking over the brain scans, what she saw made her heart drop, the thing in San's head, had grown a fair amount. It was very likely that she would be dead within the next 2 days. What made it worst, is that she knew that everyone else just, knew, the young girl's fate. But no one knew, her brother's. He would have to figure that out for himself.

I will love you for always and forever San, and I just wish that I could do more. Goodbye. Jonas.

These were the last words Jonas wrote to his sister, he would give them to her in the morning, then he would leave.


I kow it's short, but I needed to write those few words. Please R&R