Chapter 6

When I woke up the next morning I was still thinking about what Raven had said to me the night before. She acts like she doesn't trust me. "If only I could tell them who I really am." I whispered to myself as I looked in the mirror remembering the past, including Slade.

I was walking to Perrin's room to wake her up and tell her breakfast was ready (and maybe ask her out). I was walking slowly thinking if I'm ready to ask anyone out or not. Then I was finally at her door. As I hesitated to walk in, I heard something… "If I could only tell them who I really am." I froze. Even though it was Perrin's room it was Terra's voice coming from that room. I thought I was going crazy but then I saw through the crack in the door that it was Perrin talking. I ran down the hall wondering if I should run down the hall into the main room of the tower screaming at the top of my lungs "TERRA'S ALIVE! SHE'S PERRIN IN DISGUISE! TERRA'S ALIVE!" or stop running and keep it my secret. I decided to keep it a secret because why would she come back in disguise without a good reason to hide herself, maybe even from Slade. That would explain why I heard her voice when I talked to Terra that night. But why didn't she answer? Terra's still watching over me even if it's in secret.

2/9/04

Dear Dairy,

It's Terra. Things are getting calm around here. My cover is still, well, covered. I know it's not safe to keep a dairy but I can't keep it all in all the time. Beast Boy keeps looking at me like he did that night on the Ferris Wheel, before Slade. Does he like me again? Does he love Perrin or the old Terra? I'm getting wrapped up in lies. I have to be careful with each passing sentence. I love him so much but yet I can not tell him and it rips me to pieces.

See ya,

Terra

2/9/04

Dear Dairy,

It's Beast Boy. Things are getting calm around here. My secret is still, well, a secret. I know it's weird for a guy to keep a dairy but I can't keep it all in all the time. Terra keeps looking at me like she did that night on the Ferris Wheel, before Slade. Does she like me again? Does she love me? I'm getting wrapped up in this secret. I have to be careful with each passing sentence. I love her so much but yet I can not tell her and it rips me to pieces.

See ya,

Beast Boy