My New Path
One day I was thinking, why me? Why is it that when something goes wrong it is to me that you turn? Why whenever I do something right do you never give me due credit?
I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
Why have I had to get used to this horrible status quo? Why is it that I am destined to be alone? Why is it no one ever wonders how I am or where I go?
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
Why don't you see my effort? How can you only focus on my failures? Whose plan was it to ruin my life? Why is it you refuse to see how hard I have tried?
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
Well, I won't take it! I refuse to live a contemptible existence anymore! Despite my shortcomings I won't let my past or you hold me down!
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
My time is soon, but I will be patient. I will be more than what I am and a million fold better than what anyone imagined I could be.
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I WILL be better, smarter, smoother, stronger…. than you. I will be powerful, more so even than you.
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone
I will do whatever it takes, cross any line, break any boundary, and breach any wall. I'll show you some day, I'll show you that there is more to their "lovable" oaf. I'll show you when it is I that you look up to rather than look down on.
Read between the lines of what's
Fucked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
My day is coming. My time is near. Just wait, when I find my opportunity I'll right the wrongs in my life and make you wish you'd never treated me less than equal, like a cockroach, like a stain on your precious house of Gryffindor.
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
Not anymore, not after this, after this revelation on the disgrace I've lived in.
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
I'm glad I've found this new side, now I can make my parents proud, bless them and the empty shells they are. Now, I can make my grandmother see that her lecturing and pushing and harassment has paid off. That she did it all the right way despite my kicks and screams
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I refuse to remain, to be as you have always seen me. Now, I'm different and beyond your comprehension. You used to know me, but not anymore.
I walk alone
I walk a...
I'm better off alone. Then you can't poke you can't tease, you can't joke, and you can't squeeze out every shred of humanity left within me. This is how it will always be, these feelings brooding till one day you see how superior I am.
I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
Till you want to be me. Till you scream and wail in agony that you are less than what I am. You will regret all of those jokes you carelessly flung at me, at all the neglect I had to endure.
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone!
And then you'll scream and whine and express your contempt and pain. You'll beg for mercy, you'll plead for forgiveness. But I won't grant it, because I won't have forgotten, the way you used to treat me, Neville Longbottom.
