Somtimes I wish to be
Who I am is not your concern
Even though i wish to be
Different
I have no emotions
I wish I did
so i coud feel what people could give
but i have none
Somtimes I wish i had more friends for i have none
No one cares for me
Its like they dont even care
I know they dont for
I am nothing
just a pile if dirt all washed up
I somtimes wish i could be different
Have friends that laugh with me
But i dont laugh
I want more in life at times
But today is different today is the day
That I wish i no longer existed
I am dark
not just dark pure dark
I can not help it that i am
I understand that what I must do now
My emotions cause things to happen
bad things
If i try to feel i blow up somthing
if i get angry i coud blow up the earth
so i cant take it
not being loved
I wont take it anymore
so goodbye world thanks for all that you have tried to give me
I know you cant help me
I dont belong in heaven or hell
a much worse pace
then hell
so goodbye
Forever
Because I am different.
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