Somtimes I wish to be

Who I am is not your concern

Even though i wish to be

Different

I have no emotions

I wish I did

so i coud feel what people could give

but i have none

Somtimes I wish i had more friends for i have none

No one cares for me

Its like they dont even care

I know they dont for

I am nothing

just a pile if dirt all washed up

I somtimes wish i could be different

Have friends that laugh with me

But i dont laugh

I want more in life at times

But today is different today is the day

That I wish i no longer existed

I am dark

not just dark pure dark

I can not help it that i am

I understand that what I must do now

My emotions cause things to happen

bad things

If i try to feel i blow up somthing

if i get angry i coud blow up the earth

so i cant take it

not being loved

I wont take it anymore

so goodbye world thanks for all that you have tried to give me

I know you cant help me

I dont belong in heaven or hell

a much worse pace

then hell

so goodbye

Forever

Because I am different.

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