Hi here's the next chapter, this one is more based on how Stu is feeling rather than explain what is currently going on.
Surrounded by friends yet how can I feel so…,
Alone?
Thoughts of Fran threaten to surface
I try to block them but they all seem to slip by my barrier
Will the baby be ok…will Fran be ok!
Here I am traveling into certain death
Knowing I will never see her face ever again
In the morning her presence seems faint
But at night I can almost touch her…
As if she is every where
Inever was really a talkative person but I feel the need to tell some one about what I'm feeling
I guess what I'm truly afraid of…more than death…more than Flagg…is to never be understood by my companions
With a new day brings new promises…maybe some day I'll be comfortable telling Larry, Ralph, and Baldy what I'm feeling.
But…for now this feeling is never going to be brought up with anyone…but…me.
