A/N: Hey! Hmmm...this is a rather fast update, but w/e. It's summer,
nothing to do, nowhere to go. What better way to use my free time (and to
save me from boredemness... --) then to write! I have no life... ::sighs::
It's so sad...Okay, on with the story...
Disclaimer: No, sadly I do not own any of the characters of yugioh, cuz if I did, then I wouldn't be here complaining about not having a life now would I.
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Chapter 1: Facing Reality
RIIINNNNGGGG!!! RINNNGGGGG!!!!!! Urrrggggghhh....the 18-year- old teen groaned, as she struggled to turn her alarm clock off, with her head still in the pillows. Finally, after what seemed like forever, she had found the wretched thing and flung it across the room. She slowly got up, only to shield her eyes from the blinding sunlight shinning through her window. She was feeling grouchy this morning, and her throbbing headache only made things worse.
After returning from her walk in the rain yesterday, Tea was in the worse of moods, and ended up later in a restless slumber, only to be reawakened by the annoying clock.
She then brushed her teeth, washed her face, and took a hot shower.
At the age of 18, Tea had somehow amazingly had enough money to rent a place of her own, worked as a nurse at the hospital (earns $$ that way), and was finishing her senior and last year at Domino High with all her friends. It would've seemed that her life was perfect, if it weren't for a certain someone breaking her heart.
Ever since the break up, Tea became less outgoing, and kept everything to herself. In fact, she avoided everyone, even the friends who were once dearest to her. She knew she would be sad, and they would ask, and she just wasn't ready to talk about that all over again. She even declined any invitations that her friends made to her, like going out for a movie, a party, or whatever. The truth was, she was a loner now, an outcast to the group. The group that once made her feel like she really belonged there. But now, she wasn't so sure. It wasn't like it mattered anyway. The group didn't seem to miss her too much, now that Khana had taken her place. That was probably the main reason why she avoided her group of friends. One, she would be there.
But most important of all, he would be there with her, holding her close to him. Seeing that only made her drown deeper in pain, and fall deeper into the abyss of darkness and depression. She knew it was over between Yami and her, but that hadn't been enough reason for her heart to stop aching.
She hated it. She hated it all. She felt so pathetic and weak. This wasn't her. She was supposed to be strong and determined. She should have gotten over Yami long before now, but he always seemed to be in her mind, and she hated that. She hated herself for thinking of him, for being weak.
She snapped back into reality when warm water made contact with her skin. All of the hatred she felt just then, caused her to clench her fist and pound it against a wall.
She was such an emotional wreck. She had to stop all this nonsense.
If love was this painful, then she would love no longer love. She would lock her heart away, and let no other reach it. She would remain in the shadows. All of her would change. Joy and carefree now had no meaning to her.
It was then and there that she had made her choice.
She would no longer love. No longer care. No longer feel.
To her, this was the only solution against pain and love. Even if it meant locking her old self away forever. If she was forced to stay in darkness forever, then so be it.
Suddenly, nothing seemed precious anymore, nothing. She felt as if the promise she had just made to herself was a promise to the devil, but she didn't care anymore, she would keep going. She was going to be strong.
It seemed like she had sealed her fate. She was going to face reality.
She was going to change.
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Tum-tum-tum!! What will happen next? How is Tea going to change? Will she get revenge on Yami? What will happen? I am NOT UPDATING until I get AT LEAST 5 REVIEWS!!! Until then, hang on to that cliffy!!! MUWAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! :::::Luminous Dream::::::::
Disclaimer: No, sadly I do not own any of the characters of yugioh, cuz if I did, then I wouldn't be here complaining about not having a life now would I.
#$%#$#$#$#%#$%#%$#%$#$#$#$#%#$%#%#%#$#%#%#
Chapter 1: Facing Reality
RIIINNNNGGGG!!! RINNNGGGGG!!!!!! Urrrggggghhh....the 18-year- old teen groaned, as she struggled to turn her alarm clock off, with her head still in the pillows. Finally, after what seemed like forever, she had found the wretched thing and flung it across the room. She slowly got up, only to shield her eyes from the blinding sunlight shinning through her window. She was feeling grouchy this morning, and her throbbing headache only made things worse.
After returning from her walk in the rain yesterday, Tea was in the worse of moods, and ended up later in a restless slumber, only to be reawakened by the annoying clock.
She then brushed her teeth, washed her face, and took a hot shower.
At the age of 18, Tea had somehow amazingly had enough money to rent a place of her own, worked as a nurse at the hospital (earns $$ that way), and was finishing her senior and last year at Domino High with all her friends. It would've seemed that her life was perfect, if it weren't for a certain someone breaking her heart.
Ever since the break up, Tea became less outgoing, and kept everything to herself. In fact, she avoided everyone, even the friends who were once dearest to her. She knew she would be sad, and they would ask, and she just wasn't ready to talk about that all over again. She even declined any invitations that her friends made to her, like going out for a movie, a party, or whatever. The truth was, she was a loner now, an outcast to the group. The group that once made her feel like she really belonged there. But now, she wasn't so sure. It wasn't like it mattered anyway. The group didn't seem to miss her too much, now that Khana had taken her place. That was probably the main reason why she avoided her group of friends. One, she would be there.
But most important of all, he would be there with her, holding her close to him. Seeing that only made her drown deeper in pain, and fall deeper into the abyss of darkness and depression. She knew it was over between Yami and her, but that hadn't been enough reason for her heart to stop aching.
She hated it. She hated it all. She felt so pathetic and weak. This wasn't her. She was supposed to be strong and determined. She should have gotten over Yami long before now, but he always seemed to be in her mind, and she hated that. She hated herself for thinking of him, for being weak.
She snapped back into reality when warm water made contact with her skin. All of the hatred she felt just then, caused her to clench her fist and pound it against a wall.
She was such an emotional wreck. She had to stop all this nonsense.
If love was this painful, then she would love no longer love. She would lock her heart away, and let no other reach it. She would remain in the shadows. All of her would change. Joy and carefree now had no meaning to her.
It was then and there that she had made her choice.
She would no longer love. No longer care. No longer feel.
To her, this was the only solution against pain and love. Even if it meant locking her old self away forever. If she was forced to stay in darkness forever, then so be it.
Suddenly, nothing seemed precious anymore, nothing. She felt as if the promise she had just made to herself was a promise to the devil, but she didn't care anymore, she would keep going. She was going to be strong.
It seemed like she had sealed her fate. She was going to face reality.
She was going to change.
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Tum-tum-tum!! What will happen next? How is Tea going to change? Will she get revenge on Yami? What will happen? I am NOT UPDATING until I get AT LEAST 5 REVIEWS!!! Until then, hang on to that cliffy!!! MUWAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! :::::Luminous Dream::::::::
