Starcrossed Lovers Chapter Ten
It's true...I really haven't updated in a while. I've been busy (#1 Fanfiction writer's excuse! Oh yeah!), but I really have... and that's all I'm going to say. How long has it been... a week in a half? Well, at least it's not taking me about a month to update... Ok my disclaimer: I do not own anything except for Soare, the moon (ok, maybe I don't own that... but that's okay... it makes me feel better.), and.... well that's about it...
Starcrossed Lovers Chapter Ten: Heartbroken
Everything happened too quickly before Hitomi could realize what was happening. Soare had grabbed her and smashed his lips against hers. She tried to get away, but he was holding her too tightly. What was ironic was that she actually felt love in his kiss, but there was still no way that she was going to return that kiss.
Hitomi was fatigued and did not have the capability to struggle. It felt kind of weird to just stand there and let Soare kiss her to death.
Should I kiss him back? What am I thinking? Think of how angrily distressed Van would be if he found out what was happening? What if he's coming right now for me? No... he couldn't...I'm here alone...it's not possible. What is going on? Does Soare love me? Shouldn't he know that I'm in love with Van, not him?
This is pretty fun, I would say, Soare thought to himself. It's just too bad I have to ditch her after this whole thing is over... well, I might as well enjoy the time I have. Let's take it a step farther... Suddenly, Soare knocked Hitomi over onto a bed and continued to kiss her.
"What do you think you're do—" Before Hitomi could finish, Soare started to tickle her.
Hitomi, being the rather ticklish type, began laughing instantly. Trying not to laugh, she was able to say, "Quit."
"If you kiss me back," he said.
"What?" Before Hitomi had a chance to say anything else, he grabbed her and started to kiss her again.
Will I ever get out of this? Hitomi thought. He is kind of cute, but if I kissed him back... that would just be horrible...I couldn't...I can't breathe either... Oh my gosh...Van... She saw him dumbstruck just standing there. As usual, he just ran away. She pushed Soare as hard as she could and succeeded in getting him off of her.
"Van!" She ran after him.
"Hitomi!" Soare yelled. "Forget about him! All you need is me!" Or not...this is getting a little out of hand...
Part Two:
Van ran out of mansion back into the snowy field. He trudged frustratedly, thinking, How can this really be happening to me? Does she really want to be kissed that bad. Ok, maybe it's true the farthest I've gone with her is a really, really, nice and warm hug and a kiss on the cheek, but that doesn't mean she has to go and kiss some hideous guy that nearly killed me. Maybe she doesn't want to stay together anymore. I guess that I should just go away...and die...she probably hates me...
Then Van saw it. It was the barrier that he was at earlier. Maybe I should go out there. That's probably where I belong. A deserted glacier... He stuck his hand outside of the barrier. For the first few seconds, all he could feel was pure iciness. It was so cold that it was tearing at his hand. It was extremely painful, but the pain inside his heart was outmatched the icy pain by far.
Then Van stuck his whole arm out of the barrier. Then he felt something. It was a painfully depressing feeling. He evoked all the painful feelings he had had throughout his whole entire life.
Cold
Lying in my bed
Staring into darkness
Lost
I hear footsteps overhead
And my thoughts return
Again
He didn't want to live that dismaying life anymore...why was everything bad happening to him? He had no family...no one to love him...no one to love back...
Like a child who's run away
And won't be coming back
Time keeps passing by
As night turns into day
I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make me whole
His father had died...his mother was crying...his brother had disappeared...his mother had disappeared...his brother had turned to Zaibach... his brother had died...
Try to stay alive
Until I hear your voice
I'm gonna lose my mind
Someone tell me why
I chose this life
This superficial lie
Constant compromise
Endless sacrifice
...and now this...the one who he thought loved him...had kissed an enemy.
Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn...
Van prepared to step into the colorless barrier...he no longer cared about what could happen to him. Perhaps something nice would happen to him...perhaps he would die. He just had to see.
It's all about the way you're feeling deep in your heart
When she let you go.
I don't doubt you can't believe it tears you apart.
What you didn't know uh oh.
Someday you'll remember why you fell for her why you said goodbye.
Don't let your broken heart keep from ever mending
And miss out on love that is never ending yeah.
This could be your final heartbreak.
Hitomi chased after Van as fast as she could. She stopped and saw him staring at a blanket of snow, but then she realized it was a barrier. His arm was shaking and he stuck his whole arm into the wall.
Then he stepped into the barrier and disappeared. Just realizing what had happened, Hitomi rushed after him in hopes to stop him.
"Van! No! Don't go!" Hitomi cried with tears streaming down her face. "Come back, Van! You don't understand!" She continued yelling although she knew her efforts were useless.
She ran up to the barrier and stuck her hand out. She felt a noxious frostiness. Her hand tingled in the chill. Van thinks that I don't love him! He's hurting himself because of me! Oh, why? I must help him...Why am I so slow? I should have stopped him before he stepped into this white...wall... What if he's gone—for good? No, I can't think that. I must go after him.
Hitomi was determined. She had to search for Van and explain to him what had happened. She could feel his distress like they were connected. She felt his sorrow...his uncertainty. Without hesitation, she took a deep breath and jumped into the barrier.
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Well, okay... I thought those were just some cool song lyrics that I found. They're don't really have that much to do with the story, but that's okay. I put them in anyways.
If this chapter was boring, I'm very sorry.
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