A/N: This is a new idea I have and I think it's going to be interesting. This chapter is kind of short but the other up coming chapters shouldn't be; enjoy.

Somewhere I Belong

When this began
I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find/That I'm
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

This all began without warning. I was considered normal until that day, and that day changed everything! I kept it a secret until it slipped. When it did slip…my parents saw. In that instant I was no longer their son. Normal wasn't a word to describe me anymore and I saw it in their eyes. I'll admit…it hurt. I never claimed to be completely normal but this…this is far from it! I didn't want this! I didn't ask to become…Pyro.

I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
It's gone
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I Belong

I don't like this numbness inside of me. Even though I'm always warm…underneath I'm as cold as Ice. I wish someone would just suck the anger out of me so I can go back to the way I was before all of this started. I don't like it here in the mansion. It may be huge, but I feel like the walls are closing in on me and I can't breathe. I don't belong here and I never will. But the important question is…where do I belong?

And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere/Only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
'Cause I can't justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain/Hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
The fault is my own

I'm not fine and I'm not alright. I don't hide my opinions. Everyone here at the mansion stare and talk about me because of the things I say. They will never admit that I'm right. I wouldn't feel like this if I didn't truly believe it.

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I need to figure out who I am, and I can't do it stuck in this mansion. You can't keep me closed in like this and you won't shut me out. My journey might benefit me and it might not, but being hidden definitely won't do jack.

I want to heal
I want to feel like I'm,
Somewhere I belong