A/N: I increased the rating to PG-13…I like swearing and I can't help it! Thanks for the reviews. Let's continue with Pyro's Theory!
Easier to Run
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
I'm a ghost. I'm not really there even if you can see me. If you touch me…I won't feel a thing...
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
Like I have said, somethingchanged inme that day. Maybe it's the fact that I'm no longer human. My humanity was taken from me and I feel violated. It's hard to understand how I feel unless you're placed in my shoes.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would
I realize I can't change back to the way I was. This pain that consumes me will haunt me for the rest of my life. I'll never be the same. Don't you get it? My life will never go back to normal, never!
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Just washing it aside
I shouldn't have these memories burning my brain. They play over and over again and they're driving me insane. I keep to myself. No one needs to know the images that haunt me every fucking day. I stare out the window flicking my lighter to escape reality even if it only lasts a few minutes. Everyone at the institute has their own theory as to why I flick this thing. However, that tale is for another day.
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change
I do feel helpless. As powerful as Professor Xavier is…he can't make me human again. Life isn't about fluffy bunnies…on fire (Yes…that sight would make me smile). Life's a bitch and it bit me right on the ass…and it fucking hurts!
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone.
Since no one can help me I'm just going to go. I'll be better off anyway as a runaway. If you distance yourself from others you can't bring them down with you…it's just easier to run…
A/N: Review…I know you wanna! (Hint: I gave a little clue as to the next song…can you guess which one?)
