A/N: This is my first song Fic and it is completely OOC
DISCLAIMER: Unfortunately the characters are not mine but I wish more than anything they were.
ITALICS indicate flashbacks.
PROLOGUE
Let us begin
It was 4 in the morning and Elliot Stabler was on his way home from his partner Olivia Benson's apartment and he couldn't believe what had just happened.
They had just got the perp they had been looking for for months and as soon as he set his eyes on Olivia he became obsessed with her and he had said some pretty disturbing things to her, so as soon as they had closed the case Elliot went over to her apartment to check up on her.
"Liv, it's me, open up, PLEASE" called Elliot knocking on Olivia's door
"What El?" said Olivia slightly irritated when she flung open the door.
"Are you okay, you let that guy get to you" said Elliot letting himself inside the apartment.
"Im fine El" she replied sitting down on the couch with him "he just hit a nerve is all, I'll be over it by the morning"
"Olivia, you can't keep pushing everything and everyone away, you need to talk"
"Who am I pushing away Elliot, Who" she shouted
"ME" Elliot stated
"Elliot, don't start, you have a family, just spend time with them, GO HOME!"
"I'm not going anywhere" Elliot said grabbing Olivia by the wrists and forcing her to look at him.
Olivia tried desperately to avoid his gaze and eventually she pulled herself away from him and headed towards the kitchen "You want something to drink" she asked avoiding t5he subject
"Yeah sure'
Olivia came with a bottle of wine and two glasses "Sorry this is all I've got"
"That's ok" Elliot said taking the bottle from her and opening it "Liv, please talk to me, you're my best friend "he pleaded
"Yeah friends" whispered Olivia
"What?" Elliot asked not hearing her.
"Huh, nothing"
AN HOUR AND MANY GLASSES OF WINE LATER
Olivia and Elliot had been drinking and talking non-stop since he came over, all the while avoiding the topic he came over to talk about in the first place.
"El, you better get home' said Olivia looking at her watch
"Ah, shit, Kath's gonna kill me for getting home this late"
"Want me to call you a cab?" Olivia asked getting up.
"Nah it's ok, I didn't have a much as you" Elliot said with a smirk as he beaded for the door.
"Elliot?" asked Olivia quietly
"Yeah?" he answered spinning around
"Thanks" she replied smiling
Elliot smiled, he was happy when she was happy and it was great to see her smile "Liv I've been thi…" he began but as cut off by Olivia's mouth on his, at first Elliot was shocked so he didn't react causing Olivia to break away.
"oh god, I should not of done that, im so sorry"
"Don't be "said Elliot quickly grabbing her round the waist and pushing her towards the bedroom
Elliot didn't want to leave her but he needed a change of clothes and a shower, hopefully he could get in without Kathy waking… Kathy…oh shit what the hell was he going to do, he thought pulling up to the house 'he has a family, which he loved, but last night just felt so…so right.
Slowly Elliot tiptoed upstairs to his bathroom; he was almost in when the lights came on.
"Where have you been?"
"Geez, Kath you scared the crap out of me" said Elliot avoiding the question.
"Answer the question ELLIOT"
"I was at Liv's "he answered without thinking, Kathy's eyes instantly flashed with pain "Why?"
"The perp fixated on her I had to see if she was okay"
"You've been drinking"
"I had a glass or two of wine, I lost track of the time, sorry, can we talk about this later?"
"No, we need to talk about this now"
"About what?" asked Elliot impatiently
"US"
