Title: I've Got a Secret
Series: Kingdom Hearts
Type: implied yaoi...?
Rating: R (Just to be safe)
Challenge: masturbation
Disclaimer: KH and all of it's characters belong to Square Enix and Disney.

"It gets nasty."

You always had that way of making me feel entangled; just by looking at you, by breathing the same air, I feel as though I could just take you with the sheets.

You always had that undeniable power, Sora.

The blanket swelters in this hot summer heat; summer at Destiny Islands was no picnic, with the sun beating down on you like Hell's fire pits. But I hide under the blanket anyway, alone in my room, during a hot summer's day.

It's because I have a secret.

Right at this moment, I lay under the furry blankets and I think of you, Sora. I dream if raking my fingers through your brown hair, so soft, with it's faint smell of fresh shampoo. I can feel you against my skin, held in a tight embrace.

My fingers move fast, faster and faster until I feel the fire at my fingertips. I want to hold you so much, to feel you underneath me, the desire burns like the sweat that boils from my pores; but that can never happen, you'll never love me that way, would you? Would you?

I dance, in sync with the waves outside my window, rocking and rocking, pretending that you are lying next to me, and my fingers act like how I imagine yours would. The fire is intense; the pressure of the heat, the pressure…

And into my hands, the fire spills, scorched from my own body heat. It's all over my sheets and my hands. The satisfaction wears off as I wonder what the real thing would be like.

Would you be there to help me clean the mess?

I have a secret, that's why I'm lying here in my bed, under a thick blanket, during a warm summer's day.

Oh, how I yearn to share this secret with you, Sora.

Notes- Edited on July 14, 2005. I deleted some details, a lot of lovely details because had me agree to the guidelines again. So I must be doing something wrong, because if I remember correctly, I've agreed to that thing three times already. It looks like I have to go through all of my stories and edit them again. If you want the unedited version, email me.