It is really takinga long time to update, since my computer isn't workign, so i can't spell check my chapter for my story "No cure for this Poison" I'm really sorry it's taking so long, I'll try to fix it a.s.a.p. To kill some time i have written some small things, here is a poem. I hope you enjoy it R&R thanks!
love is like a disease...
Each time you catch it, it will eventulally pass away.
Once it finds a reason to stay, it will become a cancer...
This time...You pass away...
by, Tifa's diary
If love is supposed to be so sweet,
The why is it aching so much?
Is it just only hurting my soul,
Because I live my life without a goal?
Or is it you, who just doesn't care,
Why does love has to be so unfair...
I tried to be there for you...
Every hour, ever day...
But I never found the courage enough to say...
Everything we have been through together,
Only made my love for you better,
But the bigger it grows,
The more it hurts...
I try to stop it,
I can't say those words.
One time you are the beat of my heart,
The next time you make me fall apart,
When you are there and I am here,
I still feel you, oh so near,
I try to get up, each time I fall,
But does it matter, matter at all...
It burns like a hot knife through my skin,
the pain of love is growing within,
Will you understand my love for you,
After all the things that we gone through...
All the times when death was near,
Every time again, i had that fear,
Torn apart by the fearless death,
A nightmare it was when you lay in that bed...
Filled with poison, a big chance to die,
The only thing I did was pray hope, and cry,
Like my own soul was about to leave...
In the hope it could reach you...become a sleave
The sleave of death, so you could live
I just hoped one day you could forgive,
But something different happened that day,
We together, are the ones to say,
Covered in liquid, we maneged to survive,
Be able to get up, from that endless dive
We found out what troubled us so bad,
found out about the things that made you mad,
I was with you, and you were with me,
Are you blind or don't you want to see?
I often asked myself if it was me,
I am captured, I'm not free
I am a prisoner of something called love,
I want to get rid of it, get it off
What is the point if you can't see,
That I am Tifa, I am me,
The girl you said, you loved so deep,
Did it turn out, I became a creep,
Tell me what I did wrong,
And I will change,
why are you acting so awfull strange,
Is it her, what you choose over me,
So that you love her, and we can never be...
Cloud please tell me what it is,
'cause my heart is aching... aching over this...
One day you became the cancer, that stayed with me...
I will die but at least i'm free...
I catched the disease that I wanted so bad,
It was driving me... driving me mad
You are my heart beat, it's not a crime
For me to die now, it will only take time...
