First time ---for real (warning: strong R-rated scene!)

Dawn tried to hide the fact that somehow Rileys words had made her unsure. She understood why he had done it, but it made her wonder if he would ever do it because of her. If it meant that he loved Buffy more than he could ever love her. But when she looked into his eyes she knew he loved her. In what way she didn't know, she just hoped he needed her as much as she needed him.

She walked into her bedroom and put the picture of Buffy in her drawer. She loved her sister dearly, but to have her watch while she was making love to her ex-boyfriend somehow didn't sound like a good idea. She was still wearing the summerdress she wore when she came to his house.

Riley entered the room after her and put his arms around her waist so she was leaning against his chest. One of his hands went up and stroked her breast until she felt her nipple getting hard. He gently tugged it and made her moan softly.

She turned around so they were facing eachother and stood on tiptoe to kiss him. He kissed her back and lifted her so he could easily push her down on the bed. She touched the scars on his arm while looking into his eyes, proving him that it didn't matter to her. He returned her gesture with a loving smile.

She had had some experience with him already, he had gone down on her a couple of times, and she had returned the favour. At first reluctantly, as he was very big, but when she found out he enjoyed it she had learned to enjoy it too. She was glad that he never forced anything upon her, and therefore she loved being close to him and making him feel good.

She loved feeling his hands running up and down her body, and when his warm mouth found her sensitive spot she just went all weak.

Dawn was still lying on her bed and Riley slowly took her dress off. After that she helped him out of his shirt and watched his body in awe. He was so strong and muscly, yet not like a bodybuilder. She loved being in his arms, for it made her feel safe and loved.

Her hands were already in his boxers and he moaned softly, while he kept kissing her over and over again. She was a little lost for breath but didn't want him to stop. He caressed her breasts and took one of them in his mouth. She panted when he softly bit the nipple. She felt him getting hard as he started to stroke her clitoris.

She was about to go down on him when he stopped her. He looked into her eyes and kissed her.

'Not today' He said 'this is about you'

When she tried to protest he softly kissed her arguments away and left her behind with butterflies racing in her stomach.

He kissed her breasts and paid fair attention to each before kissing his way down to her panties. She got goosebumps all over her body when he slowly took her string off.

She loved this particular aspect of lovemaking, the moment before he started to pleasure her. She always felt like a little kid did right before he was allowed to open his presents.

His tongue darted out and started caressing her clitoris. Soon he had her moaning with pleasure, but his crueller side didn't allow her to come. He wanted her to want him.

She wanted him so much but had learned to practise patience. Riley was an attentive lover, and he would make sure she would enjoy this the whole way through.

Taking off his boxers he reached into his jeans and found a condom. They had never talked about condoms, and although she was using the pill she was happy he took the protection for granted.

When he first entered her, it hurted a bit, but much less than she had expected. He gave her time to adjust to him, before he started moving. She started stroking his back while they kissed, and he kept looking at her face to see how she felt. Slowly his fingers found her clitoris again and he kept caressing it until she came crying out his name. It wasn't until after that, that he allowed himself to come as well.

Dawn was lying on her back, looking at the ceiling. Her heart was still beating fast and she was covered in sweat. Next to her Riley was still panting. They were holding hands and stayed silent for a moment. When he turned to face her he smiled and asked if it had been good for her. She smiled back and told him it had been wonderful.

He took her into his arms and they cuddled for a while, before drifting off to sleep.