If you make a mistake, don't leave it…

If you tell someone a lie, don't leave it…

If you create a problem, don't leave it…

…fix it


Chapter 3

Never Leave

Kai POV

The odd thing with life is that it seems to never end.

I used to tell myself never to give up but…it's becoming to hard now, to give up is so easy, but to stay and never give in is tricky.

Tala once asked me who I was; he was in one of those moods again.

In answer, I shrugged.

And I finally know why, because I don't know, who I really am.

I remember as a child being told I was Kai Hiwatari…am I?

I found that never speaking solves and begins many problems.

But…I don't like problems that concern me.

Hearing Tala and Ray speak, it made me jump, I remember each and every word, "I'm worried Kai, you never spoke of your troubles, and I wish you would. We all do, we're all worried, even, even Voltaire, I wish you could hear me, because Kai, because I don't know what life would be like without you".

But I could Tala I could, I heard everything, I just didn't know how to tell you, and Ray I wanted so badly to tell you how I felt.

"Kai, I really don't know what to say, or do, you're the captain and you can't go like this, we still need you. Tyson needs you to tell him he's a fat pig, Max needs you to tell him to go a sugar diet, Kenny needs you for data research and I need you to tell me never to give up, even without Driger, Bryan needs you to kick his head in, Ian and Spencer need you to tell them their stupid slobs, and Tala needs you for the orphanage, the children need you to open it, they need a home you've only just found. You're the glue and we're the paper, we may fall apart sometimes but, you'll always fine a way to stick us back together".

It was one of the best things I had heard, and the amazing part was, it was true.

So, I will fight because, because that's what Kai does, he fights.

Normal POV, with the guy's

"I don't know what to do", said Tala.

It had been silent for the past twenty minutes and someone needed to speak.

"Why, what do you have to do", asked Ray.

The other was out, getting some sunshine and food, so only Tala, Bryan and Ray were there.

"The orphanage, I don't know whether to open it or not, its ready, I just need…" Tala's voice trailed off.

"We need to ask Kai, to inspect it and anyway, it was his idea", explained Bryan, looking at Ray with intense eyes.

Ray looked at his hands, "Kai's full of surprises lately, I got an email from him a few weeks ago telling me about it, and he said it was one of the best things he'd ever done"

Tala smiled, "yes, Kai's become different, but…he's still silent about his past".

Bryan nodded, his look leaving ray and falling onto Tala, "You worry about him Tala, it's obvious you have feelings fro him", he said in Russian.

Tala glared at him and said back in their home language, "It's nothing like that"

Bryan nodded and Ray didn't seem to notice Tala blushing.

Suddenly Tala stood up and announced, "I'm going fro a walk, see you guy's later", and so he left Bryan and Ray alone.

Ray looked uncomfortable, being alone with Bryan, "it's cold, I think Kai's room warmer", said Bryan and they walked there.

Sitting down, warming up Bryan looked at Ray and said, "Um, Ray there's something I need to tell you".

Ray looked up at him, "You may freak out or something but just listen to what I have to say".

Ray nodded and Bryan carried on, "Ray I think, I think I may like you", "Most people do Bryan", said Ray.

"No, I mean, really, really like you", and Bryan in a flash found his lips in on Ray's, at first Ray was shocked and his body had become stiff.

But then, he got over it and welcomed Bryan's tongue to explore his mouth, Ray was entranced.

Breaking off for air they looked at each other and smiled, "I think the feeling mutual Bryan" he whispered.

A few minutes later, Ray and Bryan talked when Bryan said, "I think Tala may have a crush on Kai".

Ray stared at him in disbelief, "and Kai"

Bryan shrugged, "Kai doesn't speak that much, but Tala never gives up on him"

Ray looked at Kai before a smirk formed on his lips, "What are you thinking about Ray".

"You know what, I think your right" he asked

Bryan nodded and the two set out on finding some food.


You left me standing

At a bottomless cliff

You told me to jump

To follow you to freedom

You left me hanging

You left me alone

You told me to fly

To follow you away

To wish my dreams away

You made me what I am

But changed me to what I was

You left me hanging in the clouds

But you came and freed me from the past

And brought me to the future

Were life is simple and love is great

There…

You didn't leave me…

Hanging


Shadow Samurai of the Darkness: Thanx for being the first to review, yes there is the sequel which I just posted so you'd better take a good look at that, I think I wrote the poem, I don't remember, I actually wrote this fic ages ago but never had the courage to submit it because its so short but I have now because well, because I'm so damn bored at the moment.

And a big thanx to these people:

ShadedRogue, catseyes77, fireanice, Syaoran-Lover