Thursday, September 1 Hogwarts Express, Heads Compartment, 11:05an

Nothing much is happening right now. You should see the heads compartment! It is so cool! It has the colors of Gryffindor. Red seats and a gold color rug. The room is absolutely huge. The seats are really long. Long enough to sit five people on a side! There is also a ton of gold and red pillows in here. They also have a mini fridge in here! It's filled with pumpkin juice and cauldron cakes. James is already going through it. Once Sirius is in here, all the food will be gone and will all starve to death. Oh! The agony! Lol. Ooops gotta go. Got to give the speech to the prefects and I gotta pry James away from the fridge. Write later.

Thursday September 1 Hogwarts Express, Heads Compartment, 4:20pm

Ya, sorry it took so long. I was play exploding snap with everyone. Lindsay, April, Remus and Sirius came in after the prefects meeting. Well, actually, Remus and April were already in here, because they are prefects (April got her letter this year). We played exploding snap the whole time and talked about quidditch. The boys finished everything in the fridge by 12:15. It took them so long because the prefect meeting was until 11:45.

Everyone is now bored. Sirius is on the floor, his head underneath one of the pillows, sleeping. Lindsay is also on the floor. Her head is on his stomach and she too is also sleeping. James is in front of me, looking out of the window. He looks like he's trying not to go to sleep. Remus is sitting next to James, reading a book on transfiguration. April is sleeping beside me. Half of her body is on the seat and half isn't. One good lurch will get her on the floor. Hmmmm.

Ya, and I'm writing. I haven't seen Peter anywhere. Wonder where he is at the moment... not that I care or anything.

I have been receiving the Daily Prophet everyday. There have been attacks on muggle borns, half-bloods and muggles. There is this guy called Voldemort and he is a psycho freak that wants to kill muggle borns. This is getting a little freaky cause...well, I'm muggle born. I mean, why is he doing this? What have we done to him? And these attacks have been happening everyday. Everyday, people are getting killed. But, this morning was really freaky.

I received the Daily Prophet this morning at breakfast. On the front page, there were the attacks of witches and wizards. But on the third page, there was an article on aurors. They have received information that the followers of Voldemort were now going after aurors. The way they found out is that three other had died. And on the last auror, it had a note that said 'the aurors better watch their backs...and their families." And the thing is, James' parents are both aurors. When I read the headline, I almost spit out the orange juice I was drinking. Unfortunately, the boys were in the same room as me.

"What's wrong Lily?" said Remus. All three of them were looking at me, concerned.

"N-nothing," I stuttered. I don't know why, but I didn't want James to know. I hastily folded up the paper and got up. Sirius got up also.

"Lily, what's happening?" he said calmly.

"Nothing, okay?" I walked to the door that leads to the rooms, but James blocked my exit.

"Lily, tell us now," he said, his hazel brown eyes boring into mine. I quickly looked away. I hastily looked for another exit. There were three other exits. (Thank goodness they live in a mansion!)

I rushed to the door that was by the dining room, but Remus blocked it. So I ran to the one that was near the living room. Sirius jumped in the way. I looked at each of their faces. Each one had concern on their face. I bit my lip. The only exit was outside. And then I remembered. My balcony has stairs on the side. Excellent.

So I rushed toward the outdoors.

"Crap, get her!" yelled Sirius.

So the boys started lunging towards me. Thankfully, my excellent quidditch reflexes helped me get out of their grip. I ran to the doors and opened it and closed it behind me. I ran around the pool and the hot tub and ran towards my stair way. I ran up the spiraling step up to my balcony. I could hear the boys running behind me. I ran over to my doors and opened them, went in and then closed them. I knew that the boys could open the doors cause of Sirius. So ran to the other side and went out the door that leads to the hallway. I closed it behind me.

"Where to go...where to go..." I muttered. Then I thought James' room. I thought that they would never find me there.

So I ran down the hallway and ran into his room and shut the door. I put my forehead on the door and breathed in and out. I was really out of shape. I think I need to run again.

"What is wrong, Lily? Why are you running?" I heard a voice say. I bit my lip. I had a pretty good idea who was behind me. I turned around slowly.

James was right there, standing in front of me. He was wearing a white shirt and plaid pj's and his arms were folded in front of his chest.

"I-I...ahh...um..." I stuttered. While I was stuttering, I tried to find the handle to the door. I grabbed it and started to open it. James saw this and put his hand on the door and closed it.

"Lily, tell me, now."

I couldn't hide it any longer. I knew that he was going to find out soon. I guess I didn't want him to be in pain. So I gave up.

"Page three," I muttered. I gave him the paper.

He looked at me questionly. He took the paper from me and looked at page three. His eyes got bigger and bigger as he read the page. When he finished it, he dropped the paper on the floor and sat on his bed. He put his face in his hand.

"No...no...this can't be happening...no..." he was muttering.

I walked over to him and sat next to him. I don't know what possessed me, but I gave him a HUG. He seemed pretty shocked too, cause he was all stiff and stuff, but then he relaxed and gave me one. And it actually felt pretty nice, being in his arms and stuff. Whoa, did I just say that?

Anyways, Sirius and Remus came barging in and runed the moment. Ugh. The both of them grinned at us when they saw us.

"So, you finally warmed up to James, huh?" he said. I let go of James and looked at Sirius and gave him my I-cannot-believe-you-just-said-that look.

"Padfoot, its not what you think." He picked up the paper and gave him the page of the article. Both Remus and Sirius read it.

"That bloody bastard." Is all Sirius said. Remus was in total shock and didn't say anything.

Can you believe that? I mean why does he want to kill us? What did we do? And why...

Wait, why are we slowing down? There should be another hour left. Unless...

Oh shit...

so what do you think? ya wierd ending, espically ending with that word. sorry for the cliffe. he he he. anyways, read and review. please?