b/n: hey everyone! I hope you like my next chapter. My birthday is today (May 1) and as a birthday present to everyone...I give u this chapter...lol. well, hope u like it! (and now back to homework...arg...)

October 23, Hogwarts' Grounds, 3:45pm

Hey. I'm so sorry I haven't been writing. The teachers have been giving us a ton of homework and I mean a ton. I've finally finished it all while everyone is in the castle, trying to finish their own homework.

Nothing much has been happening around here. Sirius and Lindsay are flirting more than ever and Remus and April are always seen together, either talking or doing homework together. James and I do stuff together like homework or play exploding snap when ever we have time. There has been a little flirtation going on between us, but neither of us have been acting on it (which surprises me how much he has changed).

Britt and Desi got in a fight today and lets say it didn't go to well...

I was sitting with James, and we were talking about some random things when we heard a portrait slam and some yelling. Brittni stomped in while, Sirius was behind her, fuming.

"I swear Britt! The seeker of Ravenclaw!" he yelled at her.

"So what if he's the seeker?" she shot back.

"HE'S THE ENEMY! YOU CANNOT DATE THE ENEMY!" roared Sirus.

"I CAN DATE WHO EVER I WANT SIRUS BLACK! YOU CANNOT TELL ME WHO DATE!"

Then, Desi came down the stairs. "What are you two yelling about?" she asked the both of them. Brittni turned around and shot Desi the most dirtiest look I have ever seen.

"YOU! I CANNOT BELIVE THAT YOU TOLD SIRIUS!"

"W-what do you m-mean?" she asked

"OH DON'T GIVE ME THAT CRAP! I THOUGHT THAT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND. YOU KNOW WHAT? FORGET IT!" Then she turned around and marched out of the common room out to who knows where.

Desi shot Sirius a look and ran back up to her dormitory. Sirius sat down by us, still huffing and puffing.

James was the first to speak. "Um...Padfoot? What's with all the yelling?"

"Brittni is going out with Harris!"

James quickly stood up. "WHAT?"

"Yes I know. I mean he's the enemy for pete sakes!"

I had to intruded on this. I mean, they aren't giving her the benefit of the doubt or anything.

"Oh, just shut it the both of you," I said, standing up. The both of them looked taken aback.

"Britt is seventeen. She can make her own decisions. And the two of you should support her decisions, not nag her about them. I've met Pat and he is a nice guy. He made prefect this year and he's changed since sixth year. Give him a chance. He could be good for her." And with that said, I left the guys, and went to lunch. I really hope they take my a...

Sunday, October 23, Hogwarts' Library 5:26pm

Sorry I had to cut off here. James came down I wanted to know what I was doing. I told him nothing much. We talked about the quidditch match that was yesterday. Oh, woops, I forgot to tell you. We won the quidditch match yesterday against Hufflepuff. No offence to their team or anything, put the game was a pushover. The score was 180-10.

I made two scores while Lindsay (one of the other chasers) made one. James caught the snitch in about five minutes. There was a party after the game, but I went straight to my room. I was tired cause I didn't get that much sleep the night before.

I've been getting reoccurring nightmares now. I've been getting the same one over again and again. And it's starting to scare me. Literally.

Its always the same dream. I'm in this house, a big one. Its quite beautiful. It decorated with my kind of style. I walk into the next room which is the living room. A man with out of control black hair with hazel eyes and glasses is playing with a baby with the same black hair as the man.

I walk over to them and sit down next to the man and the baby. I open a notebook and start to write in it. The man is still playing with the baby, but I also talking to me. I can't remember what the conversation is about, but I know it is a happy one. All of the sudden I hear a bang. The man put the baby into the little playpen and silently walks to the window. He opens the curtain a little bit and his eyes get wide. He runs back over to us and grabs the baby and pulls me up from the couch. Now, he starts talking fast and I could understand the conversation. It goes something like this:

"Lily, take Harry and go! Its him! Run! I'll hold him off!" 1

"But James..."

"GO!"

I take the baby Harry from James and look up at him. We share one kiss and I run up the back stairs. I run to a nursery and shut the door. I put the baby into the crib and turn around. I heard a loud 'thump' and I hear foot steps behind the door. The baby starts to cry and I try to shush him. I give him a small stuffed animal (a small black dog). He becomes quiet.

The door swings open and I hear a man coming in. I turn around and look into the eyes of a man. He was the same man that I saw on the train. His face brakes into a smile.

"Expecting your husband?" he asks. "I'm sorry but he's dead at the moment."

I take a sharp intake of breath. Then Voldemort says "Now stand aside, so I can finish what I came here to do"

"Not Harry, not Harry, please not Harry!" I plead. 2

"Stand aside, you silly girl...stand aside, now..."

"Not Harry, please no, take me, kill me instead!"

He got fed up with my stalling and pointed his wand at me. He said some words and I saw a swirl of green light. I screamed and I wake up, drenched in cold sweat.

Isn't it awful? Every time I try to sleep, the same dream comes in my mind. It scares me.

Also, James is in the dream. I think we are married and we had a kid together. That also freaks me out a bit.

Maybe this dream formed cause of all of the events that are happening around me. James and I are attacked by Voldemort. I like James so we are married. But it doesn't explain the little boy, the little baby Harry. Maybe it is in there cause of the marriage and me liking James or something. I don't know...

Anyways, this weekend is Hogsmeade, and Halloween is on Monday. James and I have been planning this dance for a couple of week and we've almost finished the plans for it. And that also reminds me...James always and I mean ALWAYS asked me out to go to Hogsmeade with him. And he hasn't been asking me out all the time. Actually, he hasn't asked me out once this year (school year).

So...how am I going to tell him that I like him? I mean, I can't ask him to Hogsmeade nor to the dance, it would seem to suspicious. So how am I going to do this? I just hope he asks me ...

To Do:

1. Make Sirius apologize to Britt.

2. Buy more ink

3. Buy new quill

4. Figure out way to get rid of dreams

5. Figure out Hogmeade/Halloween Dance situation

Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

By J.K. Rowling

1 p.240 (paperback)

2 p.179 (paperback)

hey everyone! I took some of the quotes from the 3rd book, but I did cite (look above). Anyways, I hoped you guys like this chapter. Please review!