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Chapter 1

Narcissa sat in the Slytherin common room for the first time for the new term. It was her fifth year at Hogwarts. Her fifth year of torment. She watched as the sixth years talked. Her sister, Bellatrix was in that group. The popular Slytherin group and unfortunately so was a certain blonde that had captured Narcissa's heart since they had first met but to Lucius she was nothing but Bella's baby sister. That killed her. Inside everything killed her. Ever since she was little she had walked in her sister's shadows. Bella the intelligent and Andromeda was always the pretty one. Narcissa was more than averagely pretty and actual just as clever as Bella and it wasn't that her mother and father didn't love her just as much but they'd just seen it all before. The only thing she could do now to truly make them happy was to marry a good respectable pure blood.

It wasn't that Lucies didn't like her. She was a nice enough girl but she was just quiet. All the girls in his year were so loud that he never got a chance to know the young girl or to notice her even. She felt like she was pretty well invisible. But no one bullied her. Everyone knew that would be a big mistake. Bella wouldn't stand for it.

From where Narcissa sat she stole glances of the man she desired. He was laughing and smiling enjoying the pleasurable company of his friends.

God she loved him. She felt the tears build in her eyes as she watched him like so many nights before. She wanted to feel him, to touch him. To sleep in his arms. She blinked them back and got up from her chair. Bellatrix looked at her and the whole group wondered why and turned to her. Including him. His eyes were on her.

"Are you ok, my darling?" Bella asked her.

"I'm fine Bella, just exhausted I think I'm going to head to bed." She smiled. "Good night everyone."

"Good night, Narcissa" said Lucies kindly.

"Sleep well Lucius." She told him.

"I'll be up in a minute, Cissa." Bella told Narcissa who nodded. The dorms were in families in the Slytherin community. The Blacks was luxuries. The girls both had a big bedroom, a shared bathroom and a study. In their room two huge poster beds stood with a dresser by each one. She smiled glad to be home. She changed and washed and was soon in bed writing her diary.

Dear diary,

I saw him today. I shared a carriage on the train with him too. Five years to the day I've loved him now. His blood hair. His pale skin. I wonder who he'll date this year. I wonder who he'll break my heart with. I wish with all my heart I didn't feel like this, but I do. I always will. He is such a gentleman.

Well night diary,

Narcissa

It was then Bellatrix walked in.

"I thought you'd be in bed already asleep already." She told her sister, sitting on Narcissa bed in a way a mother might with her child. Bella was one of the eldest in her year and Narcissa the youngest in her own so there were about two years between them. Mrs. Black was a women who loved her children dearly, but didn't show it in a physical way so the girl's had never really had a lot of hugs and kisses from her, but they showed there love to each other in that form. Mrs. Black had been away with there father when they were young and the two of them had been raised by there aunt mainly. So Bella was a motherly figure to Narcissa in many ways. It was once Andromeda but she had been sorted in to Ravenclaw and that had been the end of that.

"No I'm still up." She sighed.

"Are you sure you're ok? You've been so distance all summer."

"Yes, no, oh Bella, I'm in love." She admitted. Tears finally ran down her face. The tears she had fought for so long. "I wish I wasn't." her sister pitted her and instantly had her arms around and was shh-ing the girl gently.

"Who my darling? Who are you in love with?"

"It doesn't matter Bella, I'll never be good enough for him. He is so kingly. Lucies will always have a group of fan girls and I am no way prettier than them."

"You love Lucius Malfoy?" All Narcissa could do was nod. "O sweetheart" she said putting the girls head in her lap allowing her to slowly calm down. Soon just as so many times before Bella lulled her in to dreams. Despite the fact Narcissa was nearly fifteen Bella didn't treat her like it.

Bella was never showed her feelings with other people. Generally she was a hard faced bitch in fact but Narcissa was her little sister.

All the girls loved Lucius but may be Bella could help Narcissa get her dream.

Tell me what you think! Is Bella to nice to Narcissa? She will be more evil in chapter 2 I promise!

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