I don't know how it started, but we are pretty much our own worst enemies. There has always been that underlying sexual tension and we could probably never be just friends. Once puberty hit, it was pretty much a given we would get together. Too bad we never did. Sure we got together, just never dated. You can call me what you want, but I am not a slut. Yeah we sleep together on a regular basis, but he is my only one. I love him, I am in love with him. Is he? Well that's something I can not answer.

We are best friends. We fit together, and we barely ever fight. So why did we take this path? Maybe because we wanted someone to be there so we could relieve our sexual needs. Maybe just for comfort. I don't know. But these days I've been lonely. Ever since he came in the picture. Gordo hasn't been around much…

His name is Mitch. He is about 45. No its not what you think. In fact, its worse. See, he showed up after my parents split up. Yeah, my parents divorced. No one saw it coming, except maybe my mom. Mitch showed up right after they split, like 1 week. That was my first sign, my second came later. We were having dinner and he mentioned something along the lines of,

"Lizzie, what is it like growing up with your parents divorced?" That's when I knew the truth, my mom has been cheating on my dad. I don't blame Mitch, he is completely oblivious to the fact that they divorced 3 months ago. I like Mitch, a lot. He is fun to have around. I can't blame him, I blame her though. My mom. There is one thing that I blame Mitch for though

Luckily my dad didn't move to far away. He moved a couple blocks away. That, I am grateful for. Even better, he lives across the street from Gordo. At first this was a gift, we could sneak over each other's houses even easier, but sneakage became less frequent. I blame Mitch for this. My mom is too busy with her life to notice me anymore, and well my dad is oblivious to everything. Gordo and I could get away with it, but Mitch is just that observant. He knows everything about me, without knowing me. He knows everytime Gordo and I meet late at night. I get the feeling he and Gordo has a little chat. So for now I'll be Gordoless, but I swear those won't be my last words. I swear…