MOVING ON
It hurted, to find out that everything you've been through wasn't worth it and promises couldn't last forever. I decided to let everything go, but not just that, I had to erase all the past memories of me and him.
"Yunie, are you okay?" Rikku patted her back gently
"I'll be okay soon" I forced a smile. Rikku moved in a gave me a long warm hug telling me that she'll be there and how much sympathy she had for me. But I don't want sympathy. I just want everything to be over. From Today on, I have a new life.
"Yunie, Gippal is coming over in a while, so I'll let you have some alone time ok"
10 minutes later
"rikku?" Gippah yelled but stopped the instance he saw me. "Are you okay?" he walked over
"yea, nothing could be better" I manage to say "Rikku's upstairs, you could go see her" I got up slowly
"o.. thanks" flashing me a warm smile.
"uh huh" I said walking over to get my stuff and headed outside to the porch to begin the fire.
Warm tears ran down my cheek as I threw the first picture in admiring it. Half way threw I notice a picture we took at a fair. That was one of the best days I had.
"HEY, RIKKU! We be spending tonight with you guys" lulu shouted. She gasped "yuna? Umm, is Rikku home?" she said quietly. I can tell she didn't wanna interrupt me.
I nodded
"c mone guys" lulu insisted as Wakka followed leaving Tidus standing there who didn't budge.
Tidus stared at Yuna "w-what are you doing?"
I didn't move neither did I talk as I threw the last picture in and waited till it burned out.
"Are those the pic"- Tidus was interrupted as Yuna stood up and walked away. "Where you goin?"
I continued to ignore him
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" he shouted suddenly getting a hold of her left hand.
"are you worried?" I began
"NO!"
"Than let me GO!" I insisted. He slowly losen his grip.
Tidus povI walked back to her house broken. 'NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, HOW CANT THIS HAPPEN TO ME' I shouted at myself as I look down at the pile of nothingness. 'you see, its hard for me to show my feelings' I continued talking to myself.
Yuna povDamm it's a chilly night. I noticed I barely have anything on. A white flip flop, a white muscle shirt and a white short. No mismatch.
"It's hard" I hissed to myself
"it is, no?" I heard a voice behind me I couldn't recognize. I turned and came face to face with Seymour, a guy at my school that has been nice to me but it seems like I never came to realize he's there until now. A very popular guy but I cant say he and his friends are more popular than Tidus and them.
"o, you" I hunched. "you live here?"
"Y, you don't know me now? Yea, I live here" he gave a wicked look
"no, im just not in the mood" I felt the cold breeze zoom past me making me shivered.
"you cold?" he asked as he came and pull me in for a hug. I can feel his hands go around my bare waist.
'what is he doing?' I asked myself but I didn't bother to pull away. He lowered his head as I raised mines and we met in for a long long kiss. ' I didn't know what I was doing, but, I don't care'
Tidus povI ran to look for her, I wanted to talk to her, I wanted her to know everything. "yuna, I'm sorry" I whispered to myself as I spotted a couple. 'Gosh, why cant they do it somewhere else' I thought to myself than I realized she was Yuna. Isn't she? Kissing a guy? Since when did she get a boyfriend? I felt tears escape so fast, I cant hide them. I turned away and started running as fast as I can to my car.
Yuna povThe kiss was nothing more than just a kiss. A fake kiss, a kiss to take away the thoughts I had in mind at the moment.
