This was a fic request from my bestfriend, it's a little odd but I tried to make it as believable as possible. I don't know much about Tsunade's past so if things seem wrong sorry.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, if I did it was be totally different. Alot more shonenai, Shoujo ai and crack pairings...and Neji would be the central of many triangles
Dan…everyone thought it was Dan that was her first love, the one who made her a woman and the one she would've died for. He was all those things…but there was someone else before him, someone she loved wholly and someone who had broken her heart. Dan may have repaired her heart but he…he made it feel, he made her blush, he made her smile, he made her nervous. Every emotion she felt had been all because of him.
Orochimaru…
Unbelievable, anyone who knew the three sennin would have never guessed what was going on between them. It was the reason why she ignored Jiriya's advances because of the little glances Orochimaru sent her way when Jiriya started. When they were alone he was different…he was like a child, one that marveled at the difference in their skin color, the way her seemed so much alive compared to his own. He was fascinated with her hands, he was the one who told her she should heal instead of destroy with them. Their sensei seemed surprise when she had decided to become a healer and Orochimaru seemed happy that she had taken his advice.
He was the one who made her a woman…
That had been a beautiful night, a day after hard training had lend to something more, their already sweaty bodies fitting perfectly together on the soft grass of the forest floor. She cried that night, not because of the pain but because of the sheer beauty of it. Hands intertwined till the end where he rested on her chest and kissed her hands, he had whispered against her hot skin how beautiful she was and how he was going to rule with her by his side; make this a better place for them to live in. She didn't know exactly what he meant by rule at the time but felt her heart swell at the words all the same…
She found out what he meant by rule later.
One day he came to her absolutely furious, no words were spoken between them, he just tore off her clothes and took her right there and then on the training grounds. He was rough but she didn't resist, it wasn't until afterward that he apologized and told her what was on his mind. He wasn't chosen to be Hokage as their sensei had promised, he spoke harshly and his fingers dug into her flesh revealing the anger that wasn't on his face. He told her he was leaving; To build his own country and come back to destroy this one…he also told her he wanted her to come with him.
That had been the hardest decision of her life.
She had been half tempted to go with him, the look in his eyes when he asked her to come with him made her want to kiss him with her all and say yes over and over again. However Konoha was her home, her family was here, they died for this place and because of this she couldn't leave…so she told him no, tried to compromise and tell him to stay with her, he could become the fifth hokage. His anger seemed to triple after that and the next day he was gone leaving her only a warning…
"I won't hesitate to destroy you along with Konoha."
The sound of her heart shattering could be heard miles around.
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