Don't Leave
Chapter 4- Knowing
Rating-PG
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Told from Sam's Point of View
"Sam," he whispered in my ear. Leave me alone Luka. Don't you know I'm sleeping and pissed at you? "Sam please honey." I turned and faced him.
"What?" I said sleepily. It's two in morning. And all I want to do is go back to bed before Josh wakes up demanding breakfast.
"You know I love you right? You know I would do anything for you? And for Alex, Josh, and Lucy. You know that right?"
"Yeah. Did you wake me up just to tell me that?" If he woke me up to tell me something I already knew I'm going to be even more pissed off.
"They died yesterday." Now he had me freaked out. Is he talking about my kids? I needed to know right away.
"Who?" Please don't tell me you hurt them. Please tell me you didn't hurt my babies.
"Danijela, Marko, and Jasna." How could I have forgotten? I must be the worst person on the planet.
"Luka…"
"Don't. Don't feel sorry for me. I'm the one that feel sorry. I've been keeping something you." I waited patently for him to continue. "That package was for me to go back to Africa." No. Please no. You can't go. "I'm supposed to leave at the end of the week." He used his thumb to wipe away the tears I didn't know where there.
"Please don't leave us."
"I have to Sam. I promised I would come back."
"I've heard the stories Luka. They say you almost died last time you went." I don't want for him to leave me and our kids.
"It's only for five months. I'll be back before you know it. And I'll call you."
"You've already made up your mind haven't you?" He doesn't answer so I continue. "I'm going to miss you."
"I'm going to miss you too. And I'll miss Alex, Lucy, and Josh. I love you." I scoot myself closer to him until our bodies are completely touching and his arms are wrapped around me.
"I love you too Luka." I can't bring myself to tell him that the home pregnancy test I took was positive but I know I must. But not now. Later I tell myself.
A/N- I realize it's short. I hope you guys liked. I promise the next chapter will be longer.
