We cannot
be.
I am
trapped in a life
I do not
want to live.
Trapped in
a love
I cannot
admit.
I care for
her
But love
is not possible,
My heart
lies elsewhere.
The
unbearable façade
Is only
kept because
Nobody
knows.
I feel
like I am
Losing
myself
In a
grasping quicksand
Of murky
lies.
Surrounded
by the
Towering,
uncaring
Mountains
of deceit.
Trying to
balance
On a knife
edge.
Stealing
secret glances
Guilty
kisses,
Hiding the
pain
Of being
torn in two.
What you
see before you
Is a split
person.
One side
in light
The other
in what is seen
As shadow.
Let me be
whole.
See me as
one.
I can no
longer live the lie,
I love
you, my shadow.
