Maybe erasing him from my world completely will make the pain go away.
When they passed in the halls at school she refused to look at him. Out of the corner of her eye she could see him looking at her as if he wanted to say something, anything. Just to talk to her again, to hear her voice again, to have her acknowledge that he existed.
She had always been able to feel his eyes on her even when she couldn't see him. Her heart would flutter and her lips would curl upwards into a smile almost as if on cue. But it was different now. Everything was different now.
In math class she can feel him watching her from his seat behind her. He doesn't know, but that's when she hurt the most. That's when he is the closest to her everyday. It takes all of the self-control she has in her to not turn around or speak to him.
Why do I still love him?
She knows that he knows how much he had hurt her. She knows that it hurt him knowing that he had been the cause of her broken heart. She knows that he knows he had made the biggest mistake of his life. A mistake that he would always regret. She knows that he wants her back. He knows that she knows that he wants her back. He doesn't know that she wants him back, too.
A/N: I promise the chapters will get longer. In a few weeks when my classes end and all of my finals are done I'll have a lot more time to write. Please review! Thank you!
