thanks for reviewing and all but I would like to ask if u have any ideas then please let me kno I will work it in and srry it took so long to update between writers block and the damn computer breaking I haven't been able to update.

now lets recap…shall we

" HERMIONE!" ginny yelled

" WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME!"

" I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you made…. I just wanted to see if you were alright and tell you that the train has stopped."

' great here's the start of a new begging!'

now on to the story

well the carriage ride was no fun I just slept because u kno how everything is ginny was all over harry much to ron's disapproval and ron and harry were in a big discussion about quiddich and all well then there was the whole speech thing and yea u guessed it im head girl not that I was surprised or anything because look at my name Hermione Granger, Head Girl TO MANY HG's but yea I was being praised and everything but all the while I was just thinking

'harry and ron would kill me if they new I had to share a common room and a bathroom with Malfoy! yea yea yea the just put them together. they told us about it in the letter they sent us but Malfoy?1'

"earth to hermione! HERMIONE R U WITH US?" harry yelled

"huh? yea I am what?" I asked shaking the thoughts out of my head

"were leaving. u can join if u want or we can walk u to your common room?" ron asked/said/told me

"ummmm…ok…yea…no ill be fine im just gonna head down to my common room" I said kinda stupidly like I wasn't comprehending anything.

"ok suit ur self…..come on harry lets go " ginny said I just laughed and ron glared at harry.

I left with them then we went our separate ways we all said our good byes and left. I walked to the common room and said the pass word 'camaraderie' and walked but all the while I found myself thinking again 'that portrait looks awfully familiar…OMG its me and Malfoy except were flirting! that's not cool at all GOD DAMN IT!'

"GRANGER! I kno im drop dead sexy but u don't have to stare" Malfoy just sat there and smirked.

"the drop dead part sounds just fine to me" I mumbled. I hope he didn't hear that cuz frankly im just not in the mood to fight

"shut up granger if any one needs to drop dead it should be potty" o well I guess people have there own opinions. me for one think that harry should live.

"what no mudblood?" ha I caught u in the act Malfoy!

"just shut up" and he got up off the couch and left. 'who pissed in his cheerios this morning' (and no u cant have that) well I just walked off into my room put my stuff I had in my back pack/purse type thing were I wanted them and laid on my bed and wrote. I had a lot on my mind at that point in time that I had to get it all out.

'Past

Walking

Wondering why

Why the sky is blue

And the grass green

Only to see fields

Fields of grass

And trees miles away

She is free

Darkness comes from behind

She runs to the trees

She is no longer safe

There is more darkness within the millions of trees

All there is to do is fall

And trust

That belief will bring light

But all that comes is standing in tracks

Still walking

Still wondering

But she sees a light

And stops'

'I wish I could just stop but no naturally I'm stuck here with every1 not knowing how it feels to be beaten and not loved every1 here has parents but me every1 here is loved but me yea I know this must sound like a me, me, me but hey r u the "smartest witch of her time" and get no credit for it from ur family and only get credit because your friends with Harry Potter? no I don't thinks so….at least….GRRRRRR I just wanna lay down and not wake up!'

so by that time I was in the bathroom getting ready to go to sleep. but first I'm gonna take a shower and just wash away this…this….filth. as I was getting in the shower stupid prat Malfoy walked in. I quickly grabbed a towel and raped it around myself.

"MALFOY GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!" I screamed but he just stared and started to circle me "what do u think ur doing?"

"what does it look like" he stated and I just rolled my eyes "I'm looking at u."

"I know that much dumb ass" I just grabbed my stuff and walked away 'GOD I HATE HIM'

"hey granger nice legs but work on that ass of yours it's to small."

"WHAT! how dare u talk to me like that…..GRRRRRRRR" and I just stomped into my room. after putting on some pj's which consisted of a white tang top and a pair of red 'oak hills' shorts I jumped into my bed and wrote once again cuz Malfoy pissed me off so bad I had to do something so after I magically turned on my CD player I wrote again.

'Perfection

Looking right

Eating right

Being right

Being with the right people

Being in the right place

Having the right peers

Nothing good comes form perfection

Looking right

Leads to never knowing

Who u r

Or who u were

Eating right

Leads to wanting to look right

And eating wrong

Being right is impossible

Being with the right people…

Well there aren't any

Most of them find a way of stabbing u

Mentally

Psychically

Emotionally

And always permanently

Being in the right places

There aren't any

Because there you will find the 'right people'

Having the right peers…

Takes you back to the right people

And no one should go back there

Perfection is a lie.'

After I wrote that I ended up falling asleep which caused my notebook to slip out of my hand and on to the floor.

DRACO'S P.O.V.

The next morning I woke up to….silence? that's a first. I wonder if granger left already. lets have a look…see shall we? I think we shall. I walked up to her door and crept in. 'damn it she's still here' and in fact she was. she was still…sleeping? ok what am I doing up before granger? o well….what's this? I kicked something. o it's a note book. I wonder what's in it. so I opened it and it was just a bunch of poems. but one caught my eye the most it was called 'you look but you don't see' what could she mean by that? well I'll…..SHIT she's waking up so I dropped the book and left but that title still burning in my head. well I have a lot to think about other then granger. well at least I don't have classes today. so I walked into the bathroom and took a shower only to have granger walk in on me.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" she screamed

"Come on granger am I that scary?" I asked

"Yes u r" she stated

"Well then what r u still doing in here?" I asked

"I….ummm…..ern….i was just…..ummmm….LEAVING" and with that she walked out but not before she saw me naked. HA, HA, HA, HE, HE, HE. ( smirking ) I will never let her live this down. so I took a really quick shower got dressed in some muggle colthes went in search for granger to make her life hell. I found her in her room listening to some crap coming from out of no where o well I should be used to that. she was sitting at her desk doing god knows what. I couldn't tell what she was doing because she had her back turned toward me.

"what do u want malfoy?

"what how did u kno it was me and that I was even in here?"

"1: you're the only other person with the password to the common room and the only person that doesn't knock. 2: I could feel u looking at me and I heard the door open u dumb ass"

"ok no need to get snappy"

"now what do u want?"

"I just wanted to see what u thought of me"

"other then you're a baboon and a prat I thought u knew that"

"1: granger I'm not a baboon and 2: that's not what I meant" by now she was looking dead at me.

"then what did u mean"

"me in all my glory…u kno from this morning"

"it's nothing to be bragging about"

"what do u mean nothing to be bragging about?"

"I have to words for u malfoy" by this time she was walking towards me

"…and they are?"

"teeny weenie"