Declaimer: I don't own Fruits Basket

Alone

Alone
I've always been alone
No one cared for me
I've never loved
Nor has anyone loved me
I was told when I was young
That I was going to die before 25

I'm a very sick man

I cough
I wheeze
I bleed

I'm a cruel and mean person
But no one knows how it is
To sit here in my room all day
Being alone

I abuse and hurt the members of my family
When I disapprove of their actions
I should have never been chosen
To be the Head of the Family
I'm only 17
What do I know?

I'm a pitiful person who hates
Who is hated
But…I can love too

I found someone here
Who lives in my cousin's house
She's beautiful and smart
She knows how to cook well
But I think she's afraid of me
Because of what I've done
To the members of my family

I wish to be with her
Though, in my condition
I don't think that could be
But I WON'T let Yuki or Kyo have her

I just want to be with her
The flower of the Sohma house