Always and Forever

×Chapter 5× am I good enough?

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the characters in that fact.

The jewel dangled between them reflecting the soft sun rays. "Inuyasha?" Kagome asked raising an eyebrow "what are you doing?"

"What does it look like I'm doing you stupid wench?" Inuyasha snapped annoyed at the stupid question.

Kagome's eyes started to fill with tears, Inuyasha was a jerk, he was rejecting her another time, hadn't he done it enough? She snatched the jewel from his hands and jumped into the well.

What the hell is up with her this morning? Inuyasha asked himself before jumping into the well.

On the other side of the well Kagome grabbed the heaviest she could find in the well house and threw it into the well. "That'll teach him for treating me like that" She said turning away and walking towards her house.

"OW!" Inuyasha howled as a small cinderblock hit him in the face leaving a deep scratch on his face. He finally came out of the well in Kagome's time. Inuyasha left the well house and went right to Kagome's room through her window; he sat in a small corner waiting for Kagome to get there.

"Hi Mom, Sota and Grandpa, I'm home!" Kagome yelled as she walked into the side door of her house taking off her shoes and throwing her bag to the floor.

"Hey honey," her mother said as she walked into the kitchen "you left so early yesterday, I didn't get a chance to see you", Kagome's mother continued not even noticing that Kagome was halfway up the stairs.

Once in her room, Kagome put her back to Inuyasha not realizing he was there, and took off her shirt; she was wearing a very faded blue bra and on her side you could see the scar the jewel left when it first left her body.

In the corner, Inuyasha watched her, she was so beautiful; her skin was pale and flawless and the flesh under her skin was lean, she had the perfect complexion. She gorgeous, Inuyasha thought, then shook his head because he got a sudden disturbing image of Miroku in the same outfit trying to grope himself, yet he still snickered silently. (Admit it that would be hilarious).

Kagome turned to the right and looked at herself in the mirror hanging over her desk. She passed her fingers over the scar, "already two years" she said to herself and sighed. She turned around to go to her dresser and she spotted Inuyasha staring at her in the corner and yelled "SIT BOY!"

BANG, Inuyasha went smashing into the floor. "What the hell was that for" he growled giving Kagome the evil eye.

"How long have you been there?" demanded Kagome grabbing her house robe off a nearby chair and putting it on.

"Long enough" Inuyasha growled as he sat up rubbing his bruised chest from being thrown to the ground.

"First you run into me bathing last year now you watch me changing in my own room, what the hell is wrong with you?" Kagome yelled turning around and walking over to her closet looking for a shirt.

"Well sorry to know that you don't like people admiring how you look" came out before Inuyasha could think, he then noticed what he said and started to blush.

Kagome turned around and stared into Inuyasha's deep amber eyes, did he really mean it? She went down on all fours and crawled up to Inuyasha and knelt beside him "did you really mean that or are you just saying something to take back spying on me getting dressed?" Kagome asked.

Inuyasha blushed "well…" he mumbled "I think I'm going to go back now", he said getting up as fast as possible and slipping out the window.

"SIT BOY!" Kagome screamed at the top of her lungs making Inuyasha crash to the concrete below the window howling with pain. Kagome then sticks her head out the window and yells "get your ass back up here… NOW!"

"Yes mother" Inuyasha quietly mumbled as he painfully stood up and jumped through her window.

"Every time I ask you a question like that you run away or say something mean like 'why do you care so much you stupid wench'" mocked Kagome sticking out her chest "it's almost like I'm not good enough for you," tears started to flood Kagome's eyes and the more she tried to hold them back the more they came. "Well if I'm not good enough for you go back to your little dead girl, you seem to be really happy when you're with her", Kagome turned around and walked out of her room tears streaking her face with humid lines.

"Kag…" Inuyasha started to say but decided it wasn't worth it, he broke her heart again and he knew it "Oh screw this" he mumbled before going back to the well. He stopped before jumping in 'what the hell am I doing' he thought 'maybe I should leave, Kagome is too good for me' he sighed and sat on the edge of the well thinking.

Kagome had gone back to her room finding it empty 'he probably took my advice and went back to Kikiyou' she sighed. She heaved herself onto her windowsill, letting her legs dangle out and staring up at the clear flawless blue sky. "Maybe mom is right" she said to herself "maybe I am like the weather, never know what your mood is gonna be or how long the clear sky will last until the thunder comes in".

'Does Kagome think she's not good enough for me?' Pondered Inuyasha, he stood up and went to the doorway and looked out into the open. He saw Kagome's legs swinging out her window. He stood there wishing he were looking into her deep green eyes instead of her legs from a distance.

"If he thinks he can pick me up and throw me out whenever he wants, he's got something coming" Kagome growled her face revealing an expression of despise, then it hit her "am I becoming like Inuyasha? Always getting angry at people before knowing their side of the story" more tears formed in her eyes "maybe I really am not good enough for him".

'Maybe Kagome is too good for me, I better just leave and make her life easier', was his last thought before turning back into the well house and going back through the well. He had done this so many times before but never had it felt so wrong, so lonely.

I'm so sorry it's taking so long to update O-O schools a nightmare and exams are coming up… anyone in high school knows how tough it is anyways please r &r.