Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ.-pouts- But I do own the character Mushu Dragon.

A/N: Hey...sorry this took a long time to do. Sigh..so many ficcies. Anyways...in case you didn't know..this is a songfic..of some sorts. The song that I'm putting in this chappie is from Linkin Park. I do not own the band, song, lyrics, etc. The song..Numb...is being featured here. Do not own...but I like it a lot. Just bear with me. The story will gradually continue.

Lyrics: Bold

Sub conscience: Italics

Warning: Read first chapter...don't really want to repeat

Rating: R (read first chapter for warnings)

Pairings: Goku/Vegeta

Me, Myself, and I

By

Marih Dimitri

Chapter Four: Numb

Goku, Vegeta, and Mushu flew above the skies towards Capsule Corp. All three of them were dripping in sweat from the sparring earlier today. Soon, Capsule Corp. Came into view. The three warriors sped down to the entrance of the door. Upon arriving at the door, Mushu stood at the door and rang the doorbell. Bulma was inside, working on her experiments. She was recently studying about Sayaijin's DNA and their complexity. She heard the doorbell ringing and got up from her table. She walked towards the door and opened it.

"Back from you're sparring?" Bulma said, looking at the three sayains.

"Yep. I was wondering. Can I use you're shower to clean up? Me and the guys wanted to go out and eat some lunch. It's my treat," Mushu cheerfully said.

"Ha!..Are you sure that's such a good idea? You know how they can eat," Bulma chuckled.

"Yeah..Don't worry. I eat as much as they do," Mushu said, smiling.

"Haha..Okay then. It's your money...which you won't have much left of once you three go out for lunch," Bulma giggled, "Come inside and get cleaned up."

"Thanks Bulma," Mushu said, smacking Bulma lightly on the back. Bulma stumbled a bit backwards, but smiled at Mushu.

Mushu walked inside and went pass the kitchen and through the hallways. Goku and Vegeta followed behind her, glancing at each other once in awhile. Mushu stopped to the entrance to the guest bathroom. She opened the door and stepped inside the bathroom. Goku kept on walking through the long hallway throughout the house, turning and twisting through every corridor. Soon, he entered into the main guest room. Inside the main guest room, there was a plush queen side bed, covered in silk sheets. Next to the bed was small table with a small white lamp decorating the main guest room. Soon, Goku noticed that there was a bathroom inside the main guest room. He immediately went inside the bathroom and locked the door.

Vegeta walked upstairs to towards his room, slamming the door behind him. He room was pitch black with a queen size bed, covered in black silk sheets. His walls were painted black all around and he had only one black lamp decorating his entire room. He quickly got out some fresh new clothes from his drawer and went inside his bathroom, locking the door behind him.

Inside the first guest bathroom, Mushu quickly stripped herself of the white, tight garment that she was wearing. She turned on the water for the shower, adjusting the temperature to her liking. She stepped inside the shower, letting the hot, steamy water touch her soft, moist skin. She then proceeded to scrub herself with a bar of soap that was left inside the guest bathroom.

Inside the main guest bathroom, Goku stripped himself off of his normal gi pants and shirts, turning on the water for the shower, adjusting the water temperature for his liking. Goku then got inside the shower and let the hot, steamy water soak his soft, toned out body. He grabbed the bar of soap that left behind in the main guest bathroom and started to scrub down his body smoothly and softly.

Inside Vegeta's bathroom, Vegeta stripped himself of his black shorts, tossing them aside. He turned on the water, adjusting the temperature to his liking. He stepped inside the shower, letting the cool, steamy water flow down his well toned body. He grabbed his black sponge and poured some body wash into the sponge. Vegeta started to scrub down his body gently and soothingly.

Soon, all three warriors had finished off taking their showers. They all got dressed in clean fresh clothes. Vegeta was wearing a black tight leather jeans with a black tank top, sporting black boots on his feet. Also, he wore black gloves with the fingers slits cut out. Vegeta walked out of his bedroom, slamming the door behind him and proceeded to walk downstairs towards the main living room.

Goku walked out of the main guest room, wearing a tight white top with Dark, tight, blue jeans and some white sneakers on his feet. He proceeded to walk down the corridor heading back to the main living room.

Mushu walked out of the guest bathroom, wearing a pink tube top, a pair of dark, tight, blue jeans and some pink sandals. Her hair was pulled up into a pony tail with bangs flowing down the side of her face. She walked out of the guest room and started to travel back to the main living room.

Mushu entered into the main living room, seeing that Goku and Vegeta were already there, waiting for her. She noticed that Goku and Vegeta occasionally glanced at each other, blushing slightly. She shrugged it off and approached the two sayains.

"So...guys. Where should we go to eat?" Mushu asked.

"Hmmm...Why don't we go to that buffet downtown!" Goku suggested.

"Umm...Goku!..We..were banned from that restaurant..for the fact that you ate everything in matter of minutes," Mushu said.

"Oh...yeah. I forgot," Goku childishly grinned. Vegeta just scowled.

"I know...how about..that Chinese restaurant in North City," Goku suggested again.

"If you're talking about that Chinese restaurant in the eastern side of North City...forgot about it. Vegeta got banned from that restaurant...for starting a fight," Mushu said.

"Huh...that place was deplorable," Vegeta scoffed.

"Anyways, we need to find a restaurant," Mushu said.

Bulma entered into the living room, looking at the three sayaijins.

"Hmm...are you guys still looking for a place to eat lunch?" Bulma inquired.

The three sayaijins nodded in response. "Hmm...Why don't you go to that new restaurant in West City!...It's just a block away from here!..I'm sure that you'll enjoy that place," Bulma suggested.

"Hmm...sure...why not! It sounds a good place to eat and we haven't been banned yet from that restaurant. That sounds good. Come on, guys! Let's get some grub!" Mushu exclaimed.

She started to walk towards the doorway entrance. Goku followed her, but stopped briefly, looking at Bulma.

"Bulma, Where is the restaurant?"Goku inquired.

"I told you. It's a block away from here. When you go outside, just turn right and keep walking until you see a sign that says: "Chin's restaurant." That's the name of the new restaurant that opened up," Bulma giggled.

"Thanks, Bulma!" Goku cheerfully said.

Goku turned around and walked besides Mushu. Both Goku and Mushu turned their attention to Vegeta, who was standing at the corner of the wall with his arm crossed.

"Come on, Vegeta! Come with us and eat some lunch!" Mushu said.

Vegeta glanced at Mushu then turned his attention away from her, scowling. Goku and Mushu looked at each other than turned their attention back to Vegeta.

"Come on, Geta! I know you're hungry after our sparring today," Goku happily said. Vegeta pierced his eyes at Goku, seething at him.

"NEVER CALL ME THAT NAME, BAKA!" Vegeta venomously spat. Goku was about to protest when Mushu interrupted him.

"Don't worry, Goku. If Vegeta doesn't want to come with us, he doesn't have too," Mushu said, smirking slyly. Goku looked at her, puzzled. Mushu casually walked towards the door entrance and walked outside. Goku followed her closely behind, walking outside. Soon, Mushu was at the side walk, turning around, looking at Goku slyly.

"Goku...why don't you and I race each other about to the third intersection. No flying...just running," Mushu smirked.

"Ummm...sure," Goku replied, puzzled.

Vegeta was listening from the side of the doorway entrance. "Of course...I would have challenged Vegeta to race me but the only thing that he can run is his mouth," Mushu spat out, smirking.

Vegeta eyes widen and he perked up. "WHAT!" Vegeta boomed out. He then walked out of the house and looked at Mushu, piercing her eyes at her.

"What did you say to me Karata?" Vegeta shouted out to Mushu.

"Nothing...just that I wanted you to race me...but the only thing that you could run is your mouth," Mushu replied, smirking evilly.

Vegeta was boiling and his hands were clenched into a fist. Mushu stepped backwards, smirking at Vegeta.

"Hey boys!" Mushu shouted, smirking at Goku and Vegeta. Goku and Vegeta looked at Mushu, in which Vegeta was seething at her.

"If you can catch me running three blocks down without flying...along with buying you some lunch...I'll buy you some dinner as well. If not, you'll have to treat me to dinner...and I'm not cheap...hehe," Mushu smirked. She walked up to Vegeta, slyly looking at him.

"Catch me if you can...Veggie," Mushu said. She started to run away from Vegeta. Vegeta was boiling with rage and soon, he took off after Mushu running. Goku followed Vegeta, running after him. Mushu keep on running, traveling through the streets, making sure that she didn't hit anybody on her path. Vegeta ran across the street, not paying attention to anybody, even cars crossing the intersection. He focused on Mushu, who was running towards the second intersection. Goku was running right next to Vegeta, gaining momentum. He ran past Vegeta, watching out for bystanders and pedestrians that could be in the way. Vegeta anted up and ran even faster, ignoring everyone in his pathway. Mushu quickly glanced behind her, seeing that Vegeta and Goku were gaining on her.

Suddenly she jumped up into the intersection crosswalk, avoiding the many cars that were coming her way, by dodging them and running along the sidewalk, smirking to herself.

Vegeta and Goku were side by side, running towards Mushu, gaining on her. They glanced at each other, slightly blushing every now and then. Mushu quickly crossed the street, running towards the third block, being careful not to hit anybody. Goku and Vegeta crossed the street, with Goku trying to avoid hitting anybody, while Vegeta just ran by, disregarding anyone and anything that got in his way.

Mushu briefly stopped running to catch some air. She turned around and glanced behind her, seeing that Goku and Vegeta were about to gain on her. Mushu smirked and instantly took off running towards the crosswalk sign. Goku and Vegeta caught up to her, running side-by-side with her.

Mushu looked ahead and saw that the crosswalk sign was a few feet away from her. Instantly, she lunged herself towards the crosswalk sign, pressing her hand firmly on the concrete pole.

Gasping for breath, Mushu looked around and saw that Vegeta and Goku had placed their hands on the concrete pole...exactly at the same time as Mushu. All three sayajins panted and gasped, catching their breath.

"So...Karata...What were you saying?" Vegeta smirked.

Mushu chuckled slightly, smirking at Vegeta.

"S-Since you boys tied with me...I'll treat you to dinner for tonight," Mushu cheerfully said.

"N-No...Sis. You're already treating us to Lunch. You can treat us for dinner another time," Goku winked, standing upright.

Mushu smiled at Goku, wrapping her arm around his. She turned her attention to Vegeta, who was leaning against the concrete pole.

"Come on, Veggie! Let's go and eat," Mushu smirked.

Vegeta sneered at Mushu, putting his face right in front of her's.

"DON'T CALL ME THAT NAME, KARATA!" Vegeta shouted.

Mushu cringed at Vegeta's shouting, slowly backing away from him. "Relax, Vegeta. I'm only teasing you,"Mushu chuckled.

Vegeta scoffed at Mushu, turning away from her. Mushu grabbed Vegeta's arm and dragged him towards her. Vegeta turned away, focusing his attention elsewhere.

"Alright guys. Let's go and eat," Mushu cheered. The three sayajins crossed the street towards the restaurant, with Vegeta being dragged along the way. They entered inside the restaurant, which was fairly crowded. The hostess approached them.

"Welcome to Chin's restaurant. How may we serve you?" The Hostess greeted.

"Yes. We would like a table for three, please," Mushu greeted back.

"Certainly! Please follow me," the Hostess replied, directing the three warriors to a center table. Goku pulled out a chair for Mushu, in which she sat down. Vegeta sat down at her right side while Goku sat across from her. The Hostess then passed the menus to the hungry sayajins, cheerfully smiling to them.

"The waiter will be with you momentarily. Is there anything that you would like to drink in the meantime?" the Hostess asked.

"Hmm...me and my brother across from me...would like some green tea. How about you Vegeta?" Mushu asked. Vegeta just scoffed and turned away. Mushu then turned her attention to the Hostess.

"My...cousin would like a beer," Mushu replied.

"Excellent choice, Ma'am. I'll bring your drinks right away,"the Hostess responded, leaving the table.

Mushu opened up her menu, scanning at the listings of many different meals on the menu.

"Hmm...What sounds good to you, guys?" Mushu asked.

"I don't know...Everything looks so good," Goku said, drooling over the many choices of food.

Vegeta just quickly glanced at the menu, his stomach slightly grumbling. Mushu quickly glanced at the Menu, licking her lips at the listings of chow mein, sushi, and chicken cabobs. Soon, the Hostess returned passing the drinks to the sayajins.

Mushu sipped her tea carefully while Vegeta gulped down his beer. Goku slowly sipped his tea, drinking it in small, smooth sips.

The waiter approached the three sayajins, with a notepad on his hands.

"Hello, my name is Raz and I'll be your waiter for the evening. May I suggest an appetizer for starters?" He said.

Mushu glanced at Goku and Vegeta, then she focused her attention back at the waiter.

"Raz...we would like to start with your sizzling rice soup for starters...a Large bowl order..please. Then..for our lunch, we'll have Five orders of everything in the menu?" Mushu said.

"F-Five...orders...of EVERYTHING," Raz stuttered, in shock.

"You heard her," Vegeta scoffed, gulping down more of his beer.

"Uh...right away ma'am. Your soup will arrive shortly...and..I'll...get your orders ready as soon as I can," Raz stuttered, still in shock. He slowly walked away from the sayajins, getting their soup ready.

Mushu sipped some more of her tea, quickly glancing at her finger nails. Goku sipped his tea, looking around at the restaurant, every now and then glancing his attention to Vegeta, slightly blushing. Vegeta gulped down his beer, impatiently waiting for the soup, turning his attention every now and then to Goku, blushing slightly.

Soon, Raz came back with a huge bowl of sizzling rice soup with three bowls for the sayajins and some spoons. He started serving the soup to Mushu, carefully making sure that he didn't spill any soup on her. He served another bowl of soup to Goku and Vegeta.

"Enjoy your soup. You're meal with be ready shortly...ahem..I'll go and get some more drinks for you," Raz politely said, hastily rushing off to get the drinks.

Mushu smelled the aroma that the soup was permeating. Goku mouth watered at eyeing the hot soup. Vegeta just scoffed, carefully picking up his spoon.

"Alright...Let's dig in," Mushu gleefully said. All three sayajins then plunged into their soups, slurping in content. As Vegeta was slurping into his hot, steaming soup, he quickly glanced at Goku, watching him licking the spoon off with his hot, pink tongue, continually lapping at the juices that flowed through the spoon. He cheeks flushed in a tint of red, his breath hitched at seeing Goku's tongue lapping into the steaming juices of the soup. His blood started to travel southward, his pants slightly tightening at the arousal that he was gaining, watching Goku.

Vegeta shook his head, desperately diverting his eyes towards his own soup. Goku quickly glanced at Vegeta, seeing his hot pink tongue lapping into his steaming hot soup. Goku continue to gaze at him, his cheeks flushing into a pink tint, his breath hitching of watching Vegeta lapping the juices from his spoon into his wet, moist tongue.

Goku quickly diverted his attention elsewhere, avoiding eye contact from Vegeta. Mushu quietly slurped her soup, enjoying the hot, steaming flavor that was traveling down her throat. All three finished their soup, content of the hot steaming flavor that was left in their throats. Raz came back with more green tea and another full jug of beer for Vegeta. He passed the drinks to the sayajins, picking up the soiled bowls, including the large soup bowl, which was completely emptied.

Several waiters then approached him, carrying a load full of food. The waiter placed the food on the table, passing out some plates to the sayajins. The entire restaurant focused their attention at the sayajins...with shocked expressions at the amount of food that was brought to their table. Goku was drooling, his utensils immediately grasped in his hands. Vegeta quickly grabbed his utensils, placing his napkins on his lap. Mushu eyed the food hungrily, her mouth watering at the amount of food that was displayed before her.

"Here is your order, Ma'am. Enjoy your meal," Raz said, stepping back.

"Oh...Don't worry. We will," Mushu said, her eyes never wavering off from the food. Suddenly all three sayajins plunged towards the food, grabbing multitudes of rice, chow mein, chicken, pork, and any other food that was placed on the table. Everyone in the restaurant looked in shock as they saw the sayajins ripping through the food, tearing off Pork, chicken, rice, and gulping down whatever other food was their next to them. In less than five minutes, the entire table was littered with empty dishes, plates, and soiled utensils. The three sayajins patted their full bellies, satisfied at the amount of food that they consumed.

"Ahhh...that was an excellent lunch, huh guys?" Mushu happily replied, patting her stomach.

Goku nodded in agreement, patting his stomach gently. Vegeta leaned back, gently rubbing his stomach, grunting. Everyone in the restaurant continued to stare at the three warriors, shocked. Mushu gazed around the restaurant when she focused her attention at a couple in the far corner of the restaurant, behind Goku.

"Hey...Goku. Isn't Chichi at home?" Mushu questioned, still looking at the couple in the far right corner.

"Last time I checked...," Goku sorrowfully said, hanging his head.

"I don't know...but...I think that I see Chichi..and she appears to be with another man," Mushu said, pointing to the couple in the far back corner of the restaurant. Goku quickly turned around and to his disbelieve, he saw Chichi sitting at the far corner table, wearing a pink dress and having fresh makeup on her face, talking to a tall man, no older than 30. The Man had a blue suit on with a pair of black, leather shoes on him. He had blue eyes and brown, wavy hair. Goku instantly got up and started to walk towards the table. Chichi quickly glanced around the room, spying Goku walking towards her. Mushu got up from her seat, eyeing Goku with concern. Goku arrived at Chichi's table, gazing his attention at the man sitting across from her.

"Chichi...who is this?" Goku demanded.

"Tch..What do you care? He's my date. So..piss off," Chichi sneered.

"I ASKED YOU A QUESTION," Goku shouted. Chichi just smirked evilly, sneering at Goku. The other man just looked onward, not saying a word.

"Look at you. You're pathetic. I thought something reeked inside this restaurant. I should have known it was you. You such a stupid ass," Chichi spat.

Goku clenched his fists, trying to hold his temper. Goku eyed Chichi, grumbling at her.

"Chichi...you're my wife. Why are you doing this too me?" Goku pleaded.

"Humph. I'll do whatever I want. I'm sick of seeing you. You're a pathetic, worthless, and an sorry excuse for a husband. I hate your fucking guts. I rather die than be with you. You're nothing, you hear me? NOTHING!" Chichi shouted. She then rose up from her seat and slapped Goku across the face, causing him to stumbled backwards a bit, mostly from shock.

Mushu gritted her teeth in anger. She was about to run up to Chichi's table when Vegeta placed a hand on her shoulder.

"Kakarott can handle this. Let him be," Vegeta softly replied. Mushu looked at Goku with concern.

Chichi was sneering at Goku with bitter disgust and hatred. Soon, a smirk plastered through her face, twisting with an evil glint.

"That brat of ours, Goten. I wish that I had shipped him off to boarding school. He was a waste of my precious time. He sickens me. Him and Gohan...what a waste," Chichi sneered.

Goku instantly grabbed Chichi's arm tightly, pulling her up to his face. "Those are my sons. I will NOT ALLOW you to INSULT THEM," Goku angrily yelled to Chichi. The Man that Chichi was going out with rose from his seat and punched Goku square on the cheeks, causing him to let go of Chichi, tripping over his own footing, falling on the floor, landing on his ass.

Chichi and her date laughed at Goku's plight. "What a waste of a husband. I'm much better off with you sweetie," Chichi sneered, looking at her date lovingly.

Goku continued to sit down at the floor, tears started to swell up in his eyes.

"What are you waiting for? KILL HER NOW!"

"I...I can't...shed...blood. No matter how much it hurts," Goku whispered to himself. Chichi and her date were still laughing at Goku, while Mushu and Vegeta looked on, Mushu feeling pain for Goku. Chichi's date chucked a bowl of hot soup towards Goku, hitting him in the head. Goku closed his eyes, trying to die out the laughter that Chichi was sounding.

"Fine. If you not going to do something about this, then I WILL."

Goku reopened his eyes, with an evil glow glinting at the corner of them. He slowly stood up, piercing his eyes dangerously at Chichi and her date. Goku slowly walked up to Chichi's date, not sounding out a word, just throwing daggers at him. Chichi's date chuckled at Goku.

"Heh...You're pathetic. Chichi is much better off being with a real man," Chichi's date smirked.

"That slut is not worth my time," Goku darkly smirked. Instantly, Goku slammed his fist at Chichi's date, sending him flying through the wall and out of the restaurant, in which he passed out. Chichi screamed in disbelief, seeing that her date was knocked unconscience. Chichi angrily turned her attention to Goku, seething at him.

"YOU BASTARD...HOW DARE YOU HURT HIM..."Chichi bellowed out, but was cut off as Goku instantly grabbed her by the throat, squeezing it tightly. Everyone at the restaurant was in utter shock, especially Vegeta and Mushu. Mushu was in utter disbelief, a million questions going through her mind.

"What's going on? What happening to you, Goku?" Mushu thought. Vegeta was speechless, his eyes widen as he had never seen Goku react this way.

Chichi struggled to free herself from Goku's grasp, but to no avail, for Goku kept on squeezing her throat tighter. He chuckled at Chichi evilly, his gaze filling with hatred and disgust for her.

"Go...ku...ach...p...please...ack...," Chichi stuttered helpless, feeling the breath escaping from her.

"Tch. You're a bitch. You're nothing but a whore that goes out with men every night, but, soon, the world won't have to put up with you're slutty existence," Goku darkly replied, squeezing Chichi's throat even tighter. Mushu stared in disbelief, eyeing on how pale Chichi was getting.

"Goku...STOP THIS NOW!" Mushu pleaded. Goku quickly turned his gaze at Mushu, eyeing her fiercely.

"NEVER CALL ME THAT NAME, KARATA!" Goku boomed out, turning his attention back to Chichi, sneering at her evilly, "Call me...KAKAROTT!"

Mushu eyes were widen at hearing Goku's reply. Soon, she caught a glimpse of Goku, with his hair flowing back, covered in pink fur with his pink tail waving behind him, and his chest exposed, with dark, cruel eyes. Mushu shook herself, glancing back at Goku, seeing him in back at his normal attire.

"GOODBYE, WHORE!" Goku sneered evilly, squeezing Chichi tightly, who had passed out already. He was preparing to send a ki blast straight at her head, when he was stopped abruptly by Mushu, who was holding his arm back.

"No...Goku..you can't do this. This is not right," Mushu pleaded. Goku sneered at her and pushed her off of him. "MY NAME IS KAKAROTT!" He boomed out.

"We can't do this."

"Watch me!" Goku said, reading the ki blast.

"NO...WE CAN'T KILL HER!"

Suddenly, Goku stopped, letting Chichi go. Chichi fell down on the floor, unconscience. He looked around the restaurant, seeing everyone staring at him with fear. He turned his attention to Mushu, who was sitting on the floor, eyeing Goku with concern for him.

"Mushu...I.." Goku stuttered, "I...I need to go." Goku hastily walked out of the restaurant, tears falling freely down on his cheeks. Mushu got up and was about to go after Goku, when Vegeta held her back, hugging her.

"Let Kakarott go. He need to some time alone," Vegeta softly said, gazing at the direction that Goku had left. Chichi soon recovered out of unconscienceness, looking around the restaurant.

"That...fucking...bastard," Chichi whispered to herself.

Goku kept on walking down the street, his tears falling from his face.

"Why..why have I done...I can't believe...I almost killed her," Goku thought, "What have I done to you Chichi? I gave you love..but...why must you treat me this way."

(Music starts)

Goku walked down the streets as storm clouds started to form above him, rain pouring down upon his head. Goku kept on walking down the street, his tears drowning out from the rain.

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

Every step I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

Goku started to having flashbacks of when he was cooking a special meal for Chichi, trying his hardest to make everything perfect. When he suddenly saw Chichi coming home, he saw that Chichi brushed aside his rose and that she had hastily thrown away all his hard cook meal that he had cooked for her. He heart broke at seeing her harsh reaction and cruelness.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Goku shed his tears, his heart ached at the pain that Chichi had caused him every time. Goku looked at a couple, happily cuddling at each other. More tears stung his eyes as he remembered when Chichi used to cuddle with him at nights, in their first year as a man and wife.

Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertone just caught in the undertone)

And every second I waste is more than I can take

Goku meekly looked at his hands, his mind reeling back to the moment that he lost control, almost killing Chichi in front of Mushu and Vegeta, his heart had darken in that brief moment. He couldn't bare to show himself in front of Mushu if he did in fact actually killed Chichi. Goku continue walking down the street, approaching a glass filled tall building.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

"I'm...sorry...Mushu...and Vegeta...I'm sorry...I lost control," Goku whispered in sorrow, "I don't know what's happening too me. But...please...forgive me." Goku looked at his reflection, his teared strain eyes redden.

And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

Goku reflected back at all of Chichi's abusive sharp tongues that pierced through him. Every word that he remembered stung to his heart, but what hurt him even more was the cruelty that she had spurned about Goten and Gohan, his two cherished sons. More tears tricked down his cheek, remembering all the pain that he endured, watching Gohan go through his mother's abusive words.

I've become numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I've becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Goku continued looking at his reflection, in which it suddenly started to change form. Soon, his reflection changed into his SSJ4 form.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Is everything what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

Is everything what you want me to be

(Music ends)

"You're pathetic. I could have solved all your problems right then and there," his subconscience spat.

"No...I won't kill anyone. I won't kill an innocent person," Goku remarked.

"What!...Did you saw what that Bitch did to you back at the restaurant? She humiliated you. I could've stopped that and put an end to her bitching...but nooo...you had to butt in," his subconscience spat some more.

"Listen...I don't want to kill her. She does hurt me, but, that's not a good reason to kill her. I just can't do that to her, no matter how bad she treats me," Goku sternly replied.

"You're pathetic. You dare call yourself a sayian. Tch..I despise you," his subconscience said.

Goku closed his eyes, trying to drown out the pain that he had felt. He reopened his eyes to see that his reflection had changed back to normal. Goku continued walking down the street, letting the pouring rain dampened his hair.

Well...that the end of this chappie. Whew! This next chappie..Vegeta gets the nerve to ask Goku out...in his own way. Don't worry...I'll update as soon as I can. And I know all of you are wondering...when will you get to the lemon part...don't worry. It'll come soon. Please review this chappie...and I'll update soon.

Here's a special thanks for all the reviewers who where kind enough to view this ficcie. Note: this are not in alphabetically order.

Lord of the pies: Thanks for the suggestion. I'm glad you like it. More will be coming..hehe (smirks evilly)

Kit-Kit: good guess...but...I'm not telling. Oh..and Vegeta will be the one to have the child..sorry...more will come..hehe (smirks)

Milla: Thanks for the suggestion...however..I like my character. She's staying...also..don't worry...she not going to influence Vegeta and Goku getting together...they'll do it on their own. (Smiles)

Super Sayain 4 chichi: Heh...you got your wish...sort of...don't worry...more will be coming soon. Hehe

SinWiccan: good guess..not telling though. Oh...and don't worry...Chichi will die...soon..mwahahaha.

Inumaru12: yay...here's some more plushies for ya. (Hand more vegeta plushies) There...(smiling gleefully)

Well: good guess..not telling...(smirks) I agree...Vegeta is cute. (Glomps on Vegeta) Vegeta: (sweatdrops)