Song fics-Tourniquet

Angel lay dying the cut across her wrist showed what she did. As she felt the life drain out of her all she thought of was him.

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more (so much more.)

She could not, would not believe her beloved was dead. She held his necklace close to her chest and fell asleep forever her arm bleeding.

I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

Flashback

Angel walked back and forth though the hallway. 'He's coming home I just know he is. He…has to be…' Suddenly the front door was pushed open and the one who entered was not the one who she wanted to see. "Yoko…where is Kuronue?" She asked of course she had a feeling in her stomach that told her but she did not want to believe it. Lita walked in and say the look on Yoko's face "Yoko! Don't tell her she had…Has some news to tell him. Angel tell Yoko the news" Lita said looking the saddest Angel had ever seen her friend. "Guess what Yoko?" Angel said trying her best to sound happy 'They are not telling me something and I think it's about Kuronue' "What?" Yoko said trying not to let the sadness he felt show. "I'm pregnant! I'm having Kuronue's child!" She said 'I know something is wrong Yoko looks sad. I have never, NEVER seen him look so sad…why?' "That's wonderful Angel-chan, I'm happy for you. Now Angel could you please go sit down?"

My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

"Ok" Angel's sweet voice sounded hurt for a second "Angel-chan I know your going to be sad about this and you going to want to do something but don't. Lita, Kayrana, and I are here for you…" He looked at Lita who patted him on the shoulder. "Here goes nothing…Angel-chan, Kuronue…he's…dead." What Yoko and Lita herd next made them look at their friend. "No…he's not he's right here…" Angel said pointing at her heart "He's alive I know it your both lying." Angel began to shake in her chair "He's still alive. Tell me the truth?" Angel looked up at them fear and sadness in her eyes. Lita spoke "Angel listen to your self! 1. He is dead 2. Calm down please…" "NO!" Angel yelled and stood up "YOU…LIE!" Angel yelled her voice braking. Angel ran to the kitchen grabbed a knife and ran up the stairs with it in hand.

End of flashback

Do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?


When she got to her room she heard banging on the door. "Let us in!" Came the voices of Lita and Yoko. "No!" Angel said as she looked the door and sat on the bed the knife in her hand.

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation


All that ran though Angel's head was…I want to die! He's not here so I want to die…

I want to die!


Angel gently at first ran the knife along the flesh of her wrist.

my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation


Angel then cut a line across her wrist fast and quick so her death would be as painless as possible.

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet

Her life flashed before her 'My love' was all she thought. Suddenly the door was burnt down and Kayrana, Lita and Yoko stood in the doorway. The girls took a few steps in to the room. Lita stopped and fell to her knees the smell of Angel's blood hurt and she felt tears come to her eyes just from seeing her friend like this. Yoko caught her and pulled her to him whispering softly in her ears. "Shh Lita it's ok. Don't cry."

Kayrana made it all the way to Angel's body and collapsed. 'Angel…why?' This would be the first time anyone saw Kayrana let a few tears fall. 'Angel…Kuronue both in one night' Yoko thought angel's soul hovered over her body soon she felt arms go around her. Kuronue turned her around in his arms "Angel? Why did you do that for me?" he asked his voice held sadness to it "I did it because I knew I could not live a day without you." She answered and pressed her lips to his.

My suicide

Angel thought as she passed over to Reikai 'I'm so sorry everyone but, you all should understand why I did this…so I could be with him'

The end of chapter 2

I hope you liked it. Was it to sad? Tell me and just to let you know Flames will be given to my friend Kayrana to give back to you!