---------------------------------MY LOVE IS REAL------------------------------------------------

Lizzie: ya! I updated. I love this story: pets Jacob while he's in wolf form: he's so cute. I want to thank all of my reviewers!! I love you guys so much!

Jacob: I thought you loved me: pouts

Lizzie: of course I do but I love them in a brotherly sisterly way

Jacob: okay: lays head in Lizzie's lap

Songo: where's Inuyasha?

Kouga: yea your right I haven't seen him for a few days

Kagome: smiles evilly: I have no clue

Everyone: oh well it's not like we care

Inuyasha: mutters: damn whench trying to tie me up I'll teach her:

Kouga & Jacob: stay away from our women

Lizzie: oh well not much we can do so here's the story: crash: damn it you guys, cant we get I minute of peace I'm going to the hot spring: double locks door:

Kagome & Songo: me too

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha I wish I did though

"Oh well thank you, also Inuyasha came looking for you" She put in grabbing the herbs tying them up to dry." I told them that you weren't here and they left."

Kagome felt a bit sad but pushed in the back of her mind, love was not real it was a weakness." Okay guracne" she helped put some herbs up.

-----------------------------------------ONE YEAR LATER----------------------------------------

Kagome was now fully trained as a miko. She had decided that because of this she would be leavening the village often she did not want to endanger them with the fact she still carried the Sacred No Tama. When she left she would go to villages that had demon problems and then fix them (an she would kill demons)

It was a few days before the winters first frost and she had decided to leave for a while. She packed her saddlebag putting in a set or two of clothing, a sleeping bag and also her cd player. "Kiasha I am going to be leaving for a while don't expect me back for a month or two." Kagome yelled while mounting Stormy.

Kagome had received the horse a few months ago for payment, of slaying a snake demon. She kindly refused but they had insisted on it. She had named her Stormy cause of her beautiful midnight black coat, she had a diamond mark on her forehead which was white but that was all. Her tail and main was long and silky, her eyes the color of blue ice, and her attitude was just fitting for the name.

"Okay but don't get caught by Inuyasha" Kiasha joked, as she stepped put of her hut. That had been a joke since Inuyasha had come there a few times cause he caught the scent of Kagome in the village. And as if some weird forces were at work Kagome would have just left. Kiasha telling him that she had left, with her husband.

Kagome gave a smirk then a small laugh, but her expression grew serious, "If that simple minded baka wanted to find he would have already done so," venom tinged her harsh words. Kagome mounted Stormy, and left to help any village that needed it.

Most people didn't see it, but Kagome had changed a lot over the last year, other than becoming a full miko and Kiasha had seen it. She changed not only in body but also in her heart, most only could see in body. The little fat she once had was now all muscle. There were hundreds of scars on her body from fighting various demons. Also her arms were much stronger cause the use of a sword, daggers, and bow and arrows.

The biggest change was in the heart though, only Kiasha saw it, not ever Kagome. Though she was still kind but she loved no one, cause to her it was fake. Her words were hallow, holding no emotion, as did her face, her smile was even fake. The brown eyes that once held so much love and cared for everybody were now cold and lifeless brown eyes.

Even in something that could mean so little, her clothes told that she was lonely and sad. She would wear a black shrine priestess outfit, hair tied up in black, with black socks and shoes. All of her weapons were in as much black as possible, everything she owned cloaked in the sorrow of the past.

Over the next month she traveled one village to the next, fighting and destroying menacing demons. She still had some of the shard from the Shikon No Tama, when and if she was able to find a shard of two she would purify it, adding it to the small collection that was left.

Kagome had just recently battle a large snake demon, and it had ripped a nice big gash in her right arm, she bandaged it up but the blood was seeping throw the think cloth. "Great just what I need!" she said sarcastically throwing her arms into the air while sitting on Stormy's back, ignoring the pain that shot throw her right arm.

Hoping for a village before nightfall, but that dream was quickly shattered when it got dark early. A cave came into sight after a few quiet moments, " What damn good luck Stormy, we get stay in a cave and no one else is here!" sarcasm filled her voice once again, Kagome sighed at least it was better than being outside she figured. She slowly dismounted Stormy due to her arm. Her carefully walked into it. Talking of the horses tack, grabbing the sleeping bag, and then leaving for some fire wood back soon with a good amount. (A/N sorry it's a lil boring but I kinda have to tell it before everything begins to happen)

Kagome solemnly took out her cd player after starting a small but cozy fire. Remembering how Kiasha insisted that she take katian with her when she went to get a few things from her era.

-----------------------------------------------Flash Back----------------------------------------------

"Kiasha I'm going to my era to grab some thing." Kagome mounted a brown horse from the village. Since it was only a few days since she had gotten there.

"Okay Kagome, but do take Katian with you, for your protection of course." This was one more attempt from Kiasha to find Kagome a husband.

"Oh come on Kiasha" Kagome wined throwing her arms up into the air.

"Hi Kagome!" Katian yelled as he waved walking his horse towards her.

"Thanks Kiasha," Kagome mumbled under her breath. Walking her horse towards the young boy. They left quietly enjoying the scenery. "Katian stop here I don't want you to really see what happened," Kagome lied only Kiasha knew and that how it was going to stay. Then Kagome left for her time grabbing her cd player, tons of batteries for it. She left quickly and quietly no one was to know that she was there.

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That day had really gotten on her nerves, she couldn't stand that Kiasha had even suggested it! O-well that day was in the past things like that hadn't happened for a month or two. She calmly turned on the cd player turning to song eight.

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

I'm giving up on every thing

Because you messed me up

Don't know how much you

You never listened

That's just too bad

Because I'm moving on

I won't forget

You were the one that was wrong

Kagome began to cry, tears covered her face dripping onto her lap soaking her clothes hair sticking to her face.

I know I need to step up

And be strong

Don't patronize me

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted

Do you forget it now

You never got It

Do you get it now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Gotta get away

There's no point in thinking about yesterday

It's too late now

It won't ever be the same

We're so different now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted

Do you forget it now

You never got it

Do you get it now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

I know I wanna run away

I know I wanna run away

Run away

If only I could run away

If only I could run away

Run away

I told you what I wanted

I told you what I wanted

What I wanted

But I was forgotten

I won't be forgotten

Never Again

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted

Do you forget it now

You never got it

Do you get it now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Have you forgotten

Everything that I wanted

Do you forget it now

You never got it

Do you get it now

Yea yea yea yea yea

Ah ah ah ah

Ah ah ah ah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

Forgotten

Yeah yeah yeah

As the song finished Kagome wiped the tears off her porcelain face. Sitting her cd player next to her as she laid down on her sleeping bag, she usually cried herself to sleep. This would happen every night or she would silently cut her wrist. No one knew about it. No one at all, it was killing her inside slowly but surely and no one could stop it.

------------------------------------------------Kouga---------------------------------------------------

Kouga had and was still very worried about Kagome he would think about her every night no matter what was happening. Right now they were moving to a new cave for the winter. He silently hated it since Kagome wouldn't be able to find him.

"Kouga I found the cave," A young wolf demon running up to Kouga announced, snapping him out of his usual daze. Ok was Kouga's answer as he slowly walked towards the cave, staring at the ground. The next time he looked up he could see the cave.

"Kome do you see a fire in the cave?" he stared at the cave a faint but familiar scent hovered around his nose and it was salty, 'it can't be or can it?' Kouga just stared at the lit up cave.

"Yea Kouga, why? what does it mean?" Kome was a young wolf demon from the north tribe; he was somewhat tall, with strait black fur and hair. He walked up to his leader cocking his head slightly.

"Just seeing if it was me, I think I hope it's her," he said quietly "I'm going to see who it is, Hakkaku, Ginta stay with the pack." Kouga quickly ran to the entrance this was his chance he hoped it was her, the one person he loved with all of his heart, now she was back after a whole year.

Kagome woke up sensing two of the jewel shards, something that didn't usually happen. She quickly got up grabbing her sword, and dagger, getting into a fighting stance. "Who's there?" her voice quivered there was only one person that could really have two shards ' No! not now! How , how could this happen to me. NO!!!' she rathered a different demon was there, not him, not that one person.

Kouga stood there in the shadow taking in her scent Sakura blossoms, but salt was also mixed in it along with a tinge of fear. He stepped out of the shadows reveling himself to the young girl, he looked at her something was different but what?

Lizzie: that hot spring was the best!

Jacob: lays head in Lizzie's lap: nope your laps the most relaxing

Inuyasha: where that whench

Jacob & Kouga: stay away from my woman!

Lizzie: goes into coffee room, grabs capachino(sp)

Kagome: they at it again

Lizzie: yep

Songo: o well we can get some peace here

: coffee room door thrown open:

Inuyasha: what the hell was the point of tying me up: point to Lizzie& Kagome

Lizzie: Jacob help!

Songo: please review

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