Sirius's night was sleepless, he always turned in his bed and wondered how Bo was doing. Around two o'clock he decided he'll just read a book or something. He lit a candle and sat in his double bed leaning on the pillows.
"Sirius?" someone whispered.
He looked up, the door was slightly open. "Bo?" he whispered. "What are you doing up?"
"Can I come in?"
"Sure!" he said and straighten up. The candle light was enough to see how his shirt was on her.
Sirius swallowed. "Why aren't you sleeping?" he whispered.
"I can't.." she said and came closer. The shirt looked very big on her. "sleep here.. I hear noises everywhere.." she sat on the other side of his bed.
"That's probably Kreature, he's harmless.."
She stood up and walked around his room, looking at everything, his pictured, books, little statues. From time to time she would ask him about a certain item.
Even if she doesn't want it to happen, it's not healthy for me to wait any longer, this girl is driving me crazy. Sirius turned the candle off and the room was slightly lit with the light from the stars.
"What?" she whispered.
Sirius stood quickly and hugged her from behind. "Bo… you see that star over there?" she showed her outside of the window.
"Sirius…" she whispered.
"That's right…" he replied and moved her hair back. "That star is Sirius…" he kissed her neck.
She turned to him. "Let's stop those silly games.." she whispered. She put one arm on his shoulder and another on his cheek. He kissed her, her soft pink lips were all his now, and the fact Malfoy was there first didn't bother him at all. Soon he slowly opened her mouth with his own, checking her tongue, roughing it, massaging it. He held her as close as it was physically possible.
They walked kissing toward the bed. She lay down and he on top of her balancing himself on his elbow and knees, he covered themselves with the huge warm blanket. He never even looked at the watch, he didn't care how much time passed, he dedicated his whole self to her. He kissed her ear, her neck, her jaw. She moaned. She moved her hands in his hair and on his back and arms. He slip under her shirt, feeling her hip and waist, moving his arm up and down, squeezing slightly.
No doubts now! I'm serious about her, I feel like using the L word! "And then I go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like I love you.." right, then I better not say a word… oww.. I'm so… He growled gently, vocally releasing his lust.
She broke the kiss. She looked at him, in her amber eyes he could see some fear. "I.. haven't done this… before…" she whispered.
He stroke her hair. "It's all right…" he whispered. I don't want to push her, I want to take it slow and enjoy every minute with her… My male'ish wishes will have to wait… He continues kissing her, he wanted to stop, he was afraid that if he'll continue he will do the thing she is seemed to be afraid of…
When Sirius woke up he saw the cute face of his lover sleeping peacefully next to him he was filled with energy. He stroke her hair, and she woke up. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you…"
She smiled and stretched. That smile warmed him and made him smile too. They snuggled together.
"What now?" she whispered.
"What do you mean?"
"Us…"
"You're mine now!" he said and kissed her neck. She giggled.
Explaining to the parents was easy, explaining to my brother was ever easier. He parents didn't enjoy the fact much since I wasn't a welcome family member in my own family.
I remember the great feeling when I stood on the platform waiting for Hogwarts Express along with Bo, hugging her and being hugged back. It was the best. Since then we did everything possible together.
When we finished school Lord Voldemort raised and the war begun. Bo was studying to be an Auror. After a year, James married Lily. Year after they married Bo graduated the Auror faculty and started making money of killing Death Eaters.
We lived together, and of course I was worried to death about her! I asked her to marry me and she agreed! But we couldn't, about every few months some Death Eater died in on of our families, and having a wedding would be too rude around bad times like it was.
Harry was born. I asked James and Lily to move into Bo's house. Her house was probably one of the safest houses in England. They rejected, and soon died. I couldn't stand the pain. The day in happened Bo wasn't home, she was fighting the Death Eaters that chased Lily and James, but all was for nothing – when Voldemort himself was the one who came to kill them.
I got locked up in Azkaban. The only feeling the Dementors couldn't take was my love for Bo and James. Love isn't only happy, it can be painful and sad. Bo visited me many times until she was forbidden to – an Auror, her job is to fight the dark creatures such as Dementors.
She sent letters, full with love worlds that made my heart sing. When I ran away I read that she asked to be on the searching team. This time again, they said it was too risky to let my lover search for me. My first mission was to kill Pitter, I failed. My second was to meet up with her, but I failed with that too.
And now, I'm sitting here back in my house, The Order is gathered slowly around, she must come, she's an auror and she's on our side.
"Sirius?"
It was Albus Dumbledore. Sirius looked at him "Is she coming?"
"She will be here soon." He said and smiled.
His heart jumped, bounced and did the most sophisticated acrobatic exercises.
The door opened and he heard voices. "Hello Dumbledore.." said familiar voice.
"Hello dear.. He's in the living room… The meeting will take place tomorrow… Good day." Said Dumbledore's voice.
Sirius jumped from his place, the door opened and a woman was standing in front of him. He hair was still curly but much longer now. He amber eyes were on fire, but her eye holes looked tired and sad. She was wearing a black long gown exposing enough for him to get excited.
"Bo… my love…"
"Sirius…."
