Last Words...

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Short Summary:

He, was a stranger who took her first kiss and walked away with her love. She, was a thick glasses, top A nerd friend of his.Until, the day when he was drunk... and left her pregnant with his twin sons. Both stubborn, both thick headed, both would neverlearn the true meaning of love... until their last words spoken.

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LAst WoRdS ...

Chapter #4

"SHH!! Sere, sere, my little Sere..." Darien's husky voice whispered in her ear. His hands caressed her face as he kissed her lips..

"I love you." he whispered.

"Darien??" Serena whispered against his lips "Let go!"

"Serena, please don't... don't say you don't love me, it will break my heart." he whispered

"darien....Darien, please you are drunk"

"I'm serious, I love you for you, your little cute smile always brighten up my day. I can't live without you" Darien said as he kissed her again. His hands massaging her back.

"Darien..." Serena moaned.

White heat. Blue lightning. The ground shifted and rolled. Darien dragged her against his male length, his body aggressive, his mouth dominating, sweeping her into a world of pure feelings. She could only cling to him, as his mouth moved to the soft, vulnerable line of her throat, down to the rest on the pulse beating so frantically beneath her satin skin. HIs arms tightened, pinning her to his body, possesive, certain, his hold unbreakable. Serena was on fire, needing, burning. She moved agianst him restlessly, her breasts aching, nipples pushing erotically against the thin yarn of her blouse.

His thumb brushed her nipple through the corcheted lace of her blouse, sending waves of heat curling through her body, making her knees go weak as she fell onto the bed.

"do you have any clues what you can do to me?" He whispered

"Darien...."

"Tell me that you love me too, tell me that you want me"

"I love you, Oh Darien, I love you from the start!" Serena cried.

"Then give me your trust, make love to me"

This lead Serena out of the storm of passion, 'have sex?' Serena thought. She pushed her hand against him.

"darien... don't you think we are going to fast?"

"i love you, Serena. I love you since when I saw you in that uniform." He said as he teared down her shirt. He ripped the offensive cloth off from her body. Serena cried out, blue eyes going smoky with fear at his intensity. Darien calmed her with a touch, stroking his hands over her body, committing every line to memory.

"Serena, trust me, I'll never hurt you."

"Yes, Darien, I love you too." she whispered. 'he loves me, he does. i can be loved'

His hands closed over the nape of her neck in an unbreakable grip, his thumb tipping back her head to expose her throat and lift her breasts to him. His hand moved slowly, tracing the swell of her breasts, resting for a moment on his mark on her neck so that it burned and throbbed, returned to cup velvet softness. He trailed his fingers over her stomach and the ridge of her hipbones, to rest in the triangle of silky curls at the juncture of her legs. She gasped as she tried pushing away again.

"sere, please, you are so beautiful, so sexy, you are the most beautiful woman i have ever seen"

Serena gave away completely then, she had never heard anything like this. She loves him too, the year they had spent together had been the most wonderful years. So adventurous and exciting, anything with him becomes great. 'I love a man, who loves me back' She thought silently and gasped as she felt his hand.

It created a desperate need, a sensation of drowning in a world of pure feelings. His body was aggressive, trappping hers against the bed. He caught and pinned both of her wrists in one hand, stretched her arms above her head and held her there.

"I want you, Serena" with that, he kissed her again.

Serena cried out softly when his hot mouth found her breast, when his fingers probed deeper in her center. Her body rippled with pleasure. He moved lowere, tracing the earlier path of his hands with his tongue. He inhaled her scent deeply, as his tongue slid across her slowly, a long caress. Deliberatly he pushed her knees apart, exposing her vulnerability to him. That was when Serena smelt the alchol in his breath. 'Why, it was all over his body, he is drunk!' She tried to get out, but she felt too late. HEr body was responding to his, and her mind doesn't want to leave either.

"Serena, I love you."

"I love you too, Darien..." Serena whispered hoping what he said was true.

She was hot liquid, ready for him, but as he eased his hard length into her, he felt her protective barrier. She gasped, stiffened. "darien..."

"Just for a moment, my love, and then I will take you to the very heavens." He waited for her consent.

Her blue eyes shimmered, looked up at him with wondrous trust. Darien surged forward, buried himself in her tight, fiery sheath. She moaned softly, and he bent his head to find her mouth, to erase the pain with his tongue. He kissed her gently, tenderly, and then moved, slowly and carefully at first, judging her reactin by her expressive face.

The fire built into a conflagration, turbulent, out of control. Thunder cracked, shaking the house as bolt after bolt of lightning struck the ground. She cried, as he took her with him beyond the earth. It went on and on, pain edging pleasure, needing more and more.

And, finally, when Serena felt that she could survive no more of it. They stopped and fell asleep together with her inside of his arms. 'It is a night to remember'she thought...

oo00oo The morning after oo00oo

The light shined through the curtains...

'mmmm... what time is it?' Serena thought was she turned around in her bed, but found someone else with her. 'What the...' and there was Darien's cute face, facing her. She smiled as the memories of last night came rushing in. 'Oh...' She shifted her head to get a better look at the clock up on the wall.

'9:30 am'

'HOLY SHIT! I have to go, Auntie would be so worried about me!' She took one last look at Darien. She kissed him deeply as she whispered:

"i love you forever and ever"

For once in her life, she believed her dream would come true. 'Oh, I have to go' but, no matter how much she wanted to stay with him till he wakes up, she had to go. IF she want to stay with him, she has to make a good impression when staying with him to her Aunt.

And so she left...

....making the first mistake of her life.

Some time later... Darien woke up...

'God, headache... where am I?' but the more important question is 'what did I do last night after having too much beer?'

oo00oo 7 years later oo00oo

"Ms.Tsukino, here are the documents that you wanted" her sectary said from the door way.

"Thank you, Carl." she replied.

Serena Tsukino, the secret owner of the Toys Inc. (remember the company that her dad owned... yeah) read the document twice before sighing.

"Damn it! Why can't they just buy our friggin products!" she cursed. Flipping through each pages again, she closed her eyes. But, what happend 7 years ago, just couldn't get out of her mind. 'Serena, get a grip. ITs all in the past, he is in the past, you don't even know where he is, what he is now!' But, the picture of Darien Shields just popped up in her mind, over and over again through the past years. 'I am so naive that time...' she glanced at her watch, 'Damn, i have to go and pick up Josh and Jack!'

She threw the documents and ran down the hall way saying good bye to her sectary. 'Damn darien...'

Flash Back (7 years earlier)

"But, Darien! I thought you were going to go to Oxford with me!?" Serena yelled

"ARe you kidding?! No way! I am going to my first choice!" He said as he turned away. Tears rushed out of her eyes... he is leaving? But what about that night?!

"Darien!! Darien!! Then when are you going to leave?!"

"Tomorrow" He was walking away with out even turning back

"Darien???" She ran up to keep up with him

"Look, Serena! what do you want?!" He yelled. Serena was confused. 'He said that he loved me, and he will never leave me'

"I, I, I just want to be with you!" 'because we love each other, right?'

"Okay, aren't we together now?? Serena, people are meant to be broken away. Go meet new people, and leave me alone!"

Serena was in shock "But.. but.."

"Serena, look, all those things we did, are just for fun okay? I thank you for your notes and stuff, but please, I got tired of things. And, besides, I got what I wanted."

"What..."

"Serena, I am leaving, i need to pack" and with that he left.

"I thought you loved me!!!" 'YOu SAID YOU LOVED ME!!' She whispered

"...Of course, Serena, I love you." He said and with a hug and laughed jokingly. "You just don't get it, do you?"

Then it clicked. THis was all wrong. HE was using her after all, for sex?

"What about that night?"

"what night?"

"You don't remember?"

"serena, go home and sleep." He walked away shaking his head.

Serena felt her tears drop. What did this mean? He took her everything... her most wonderous night was him and he doesn't remember. He took her innocence... He took her heart and teared it apart. She slowly made her way home. was Beryl right? Beryl with her perfect predictions?

'No!' her inner mind argued 'he said he loved you... look at his back, he looks sad... he just couldn't leave you! Serena, he loves you!'

'Who am i kidding? Darien.. in love with me?!'

'He told you that he loves you'

She didn't look up as she past her house... she didn't look up as she past the road... all of a sudden... out of no where...a car came.

The little boy standing by, saw the young woman drop to the ground because of the car. He then screamed and dialed for the police...

.,.,.,.,.,In the Airport the next day.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.

"Good bye, Darien!!" His father said as he watched his son aboard the plane. "Come home soon, and write plenty"

"I will, Dad, take care" Darien went in.

He felt his heart emptied. 'Why should it though, I am away now, to start my own life and grow into the man I want to be. I will be free.' But somehow, he felt he was missing something. He looked around for Serena. So she hasn't come to say good bye to him? 'You think she'll want to say good bye to a male slut like you? You think that she will even care for you?' he thought. 'You know that you don't deserve her.'

He shook his head. WHy the hell was he thinking of her. He automatically moved his thoughts onto something else. I will study harder, and even without Serena's study notes, I'll survive. I will somehow survive without her. There was too much meaning to those words...

Flash Back ends

"Mommy!! Mommy!!" two black haired boys ran to her. She hugged each of them as they kissed her cheeks. She beamed as they showed her their work on ABCs.

"mommy, Look here, i made this card especially for you!" One of the little black haired boys said

"Noo... mine is better! Mommy, I drew this star for you!" the other one squealed

"Josh! You said that you liked mine!"

"there, there, i love both of them." Serena laughed at the little boys.

"Jack!! There you are! You forgot your pencil case! Oh, hello there, Ms. Tsukino!" The two boys' teacher Mme.Rose came as she gave the boys a big hug and then let them ran around the school yard.

"I hope they aren't giving you too much troubles" smiled Serena

"Trouble? Oh, they are the most charming two! I simply adore them. I have to go now, I'll see you around."

"Bye bye, good day"

"You too, dear."

"GOod BYe Mme.ROSE!" cried the two boys. Serena smiled. Jack and Josh, Darien and her children, they were her treasures.Who knew that darien and her could produce such beautiful boys. They have jet black hair, just like their daddy, and cerulean blue eyes like hers.

"My little monkeys, ready for supper yet?" She asked while getting into her car with the boys behind her.

"Yay, mommy, where are we going tonight?" Josh asked

"To a very special place"

"WHERE, where?!" Jack cried.

"You will see."

oo00oo L.A. hospital oo00oo

"father! Father, please, hold on!" the young man cried to his father who was on the bed."Doctor? Doctor, get you fucking ass over here!"

"Darien...watch it..." the old man laughed. But, his throat wasn't working, it came out as a choked sound.

"Father..." Darien Shields, the heir to the Shields Inc. was kneeling infront of the hospital bed staring at his soon to be dead father.

"You shall not leave me, father. You promised!"

"Darien" the old man raised his hands to caress his only child's cheek. "Ever wondered about your mother..." he coughed "huh?" Darien's eyes grew large..

"Mother...?" In his past years, his father never ever mentioned his mother. He remembers all those times when he would ask, and his father would just reply coldly: "She left us, and we will leave her"

"Yes, son, your mother." the old man begin a tale: "I met her at my best friend's house. She was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. I fell in love with her, so deep that, I can't get out. I fell in love with her, so hard, that I had somehow hurt her, and turned her away from me. The pain, son, you will never be able to resist." The old man stopped as he caught his breath. And continued on. "I forced her to marry, I can't stand watching her with another man... I can not, would not. I forced her death. She left us. You must hate me, you must have seen her tears..."

Darien searched his memory where his mother would hug him and cry. Her tears was like the water from the sea. Wetting his tiny pyjamas. His mother never laughed. But, only smile at him. An empty smile. His father was never home those days...

"She left us, she died... she commited suicide. She thought dying was better than living with me. I hate myself for that."

darien stared into the space, he didn't hear his father coughing up blood, he didn't see his father choking. His vision was filled with his mother's image.

"Darien..." This snapped him back to reality.

"Father!! DAMNIT, YOU FUCKING DOCTORS, GET OVER HERE!!" Darien cried.

"Shhh.. Son, quiet down...I'll tell you what i learned from my life.... listen well boy, don't be a fool as me..." His father fought to hold on to his last words.

His father breathed in his last breath and said:

"Never surrender to love, for one could lost easily in its depth, it will shatter your very mind or worse... your.. heart....."

with those words... he died in Darien's arms.

Darien couldn't breath. His father, the only family he could remember, was dead. A single tear fell. Father... what do you mean?

All he could hear, was the footsteps of the doctors and nurses... and the rain drops.

oo00oo 1 month later ooOOoo

"Mr.Shields, the Toys.Inc will be hosting a party, and they have invited you again, sir." His sectary said.

"Hmph, they just want to get their fucking hands on my money." Darien replied back.

"Dare, this is the fourth time. I believe that they are important sponsers to our company, you should consider it." Seiya said. Seiya was his friend/ advisor. Ever since he lost his father, he couldn't think properly. It had been Seiya, who had guided him straight through the storm.

"FIne! I will be there!" Darien yelled.

"Yes, sir."

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