chapter 9

Sesshomaru p.o.v I awoke i remebered last nights activites i smirked a little . Licking my lips. I felt her stir by my side what would i say o we had a good time now lets move on with our lives. Her eyes fluttered open she blushed a bright pink. I saw her look away as we looked at eachother. "Kagome i think we should forget this ever happened", i said softly.real smooth Sesshomaru tell her to forget the best time in your life. I saw her hands start to tremble. In slow motion her hand collided with my face. I growled and touched my cheek it burned softly from her slap. Her face was dripping with tears and her eyes locked with mine . " How can i forget something like that you took it you took it away ", her eyes wattering slightly. "Well human you best forget all your good for is a good fuck ", i growled i felt myself lying through my teeth she was the most amazing woman i had ever bedded .As i got up from the bed i gathered my clothes and exited the room i felt . I smelt her tears . I cringed alittle im sorry dear kagome its best for both of us i thought to myself.

Kagomes p.o.v My tears fell from my eyes slowly and i lay down soflty letting the darkness overcome me . I thought we connected . Am i not supposed to find love . Was it all just a game to him was i just a vessel for pleasure . I felt my blood boil how dare he . I wondered a little about inu-yasha as he ok ,did he miss me. I held my head in my hands and i cried. I had betrayed him i had betrayed him those words chanted themselves in my head over and over . Ringing like a broken record. My fault , my fault , my fault. I could almost hear his loud demanding voice i could hear him. I clutched the wall my tears bubbled over and i cried . I fell to the ground. The pain to much , my life to much. Maybe when i woke up this would be just a
dream . just a dream of memories . I could feel my body slowly start to lose its heat was i dying. I could see through the fog Sesshomaru holding my lifeless body. I saw his tears he lay my body to the floor. I stroked my lifeless cheek . I felt his cool tear drops hit my face. Was he crying for me.
He drew his healing sword tetsaiga . I felt my body float a blue light surrounding my being . The cold lifeless me awoke to a warm body that was my own. Our eyes locked as i awoke. Molten gold met sappihire blue . He spoke nothing only this time mattered to us. He reached forward letting his hand glide down my cheek. He smiled and embraced me. No words were needed his actions told me enough. I felt his wet tears stain my shirt.

"Kagome live for me", his hand stroked my newly warm skin. As our eyes locked i turned his head from mine. he walked away leaving me there . Leaving me to love a man who did not feel the same. The same as my own heart desired.

Was this love?
Was this what i was looking for?
If only he felt the same way as i did?

do you love me for me?

end chapter what did you guys think good bad ?