Okay! Welcome back and join me in this next fic I'm typing! Now, I know that last time, I was a bit harsh on the thanks. I don't have the right to say that you should've come back-at least they reviewed! I should just be grateful for that. To all of you who've come back-thanks! FireAngleTears, thanks for the comment about my story! I'm glad you enjoyed it! So, sorry to those I under estimated, and onto the fic!
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters from Beyblade! Well, maybe just Kai…but that's all in my dreams and imagination!
Chapter 1
Love is like a curse. You can't deny it, you can't forgive it. Death is probably better than being rejected by the person you love. As blood flows into your hands you start to sink, you try to swim, but you only sink deeper, and deeper…No one's there to help you. You see the light, you go into the tunnel, then you flash back into reality, you look back at your wanted, then run. No one cares. But your not rejected. You never asked…too afraid to get your heart broken. Your walls are closing in, too afraid to let anyone get through. You build it higher. Hide into your self, not knowing what to do. Then you slowly die…you slowly die…from the inside.
Kai put his paper away, hidden. He couldn't let anyone read his poems…his dark poems. He looked across to a raven-haired boy, laughing with his friends. (Ray…) Kai thought, then looked away. (He'll never accept me for who I am) Kai thought getting up. The raven haried boy looked at his sudden movement. The boy left the class. Ray excused himself, and followed him out of curiosity. Ray stopped at the corner of the hall, then looked at the boy go to his locker. He then went outside. He slowly followed, inhaling his sent, along with his cologne. It smelled so beautiful. He was addicted to it like a drug. He caught up to the boy, finally stopping at a large mansion. Ray never knew where the boy lived until now. He awed at the house. He never knew Kai was rich. Ray looked into a lighted window. Sure enough, Kai was in it. He climbed into a tree to get a closer look. (AN: Ahh! Ray's a pervert! No, I'm playing) He saw Kai undressing. Ray stared, then thought, (God, what am I doing?) Being perverted the voice in back of his head said. Ray climbed down, then knocked on the door. A maid opened it.
"Yes?" She asked, looking at him.
"Uh, is Kai there?" Ray asked hesitantly. She looked surprised. (AN: Who wouldn't? After all, who goes by Kai's house, and visits him? Yeah, well, I think us fans do…but we stalk him! Lol)
"Yes, he is in his room. You his friend?"
"Well…"
"Wait here. I'll get him." She said walking, away.
Kai was in his room, sitting on the bed, thinking about the raven-haired boy.
"Master Kai." The maid said through the door.
"What?" Kai responded, annoyed.
"A boy is here to see you." She said through the door, then left down stairs. Kai stood up, mumbling.
"One of these days, I'm going to get her fired…" He said, putting on his shirt. He washed his face, wondering who it was. He went down stairs, then saw the raven-haired boy outside the door. He went up to him slowly, not knowing why he was here.
"What?" Kai said coldly.
"Nothin', just wanted to see if you wanted someone to talk to, or…" Ray looked away. (Invite him in!) The voice in back of Kai's head said. (Shut up!) Kai said to the voice, looking at the boy. He gestured for him to come in. The boy went in, looking at the house in awe.
"You live here by yourself?" Ray asked.
"Partly, yes." Kai said dryly. "Wanna talk in my room?" He asked, turning back to look at him.
"Yeah, sure." Ray said, shrugging slightly. They went up stairs in silence. "Where's your mom and dad?" He asked.
"Passed away." Kai said, using the same cold-hearted voice.
"Sorry." Ray said, looking at him. Ray no longer lived with his parents, but at least they were still alive. Kai said nothing as he opened the door. They went in, and Ray looked around. Kai had posters of rock bands on his wall, and the room was painted black, with red around the corners. Kai sat down on his bed, then gestured Ray to sit in a chair facing him. Ray sat down, then looked at Kai.
"So, do you live with your grandfather?" Ray asked. Kai rolled his eyes slightly.
'Tell me about it." Kai said, looking at his hands. (I guess that means yes.) Ray thought, looking at how Kai had rolled his eyes. They stayed silent for a while, then Kai finally broke the silence.
"Why didn't you go with Tyson and the others?" Kai asked.
"I don't know, I didn't feel like hanging around with them." Ray lied…but it wasn't really a lie…he didn't want to hang around the others…just Kai.
(So why are you hanging around with someone like me?) Kai thought, nodding in agreement.
"Who would?" Kai mumbled. Ray laughed.
"Yeah." Ray agreed, then put his hands in his jacket pockets. Ray was about to say something when Kai's grandfather walked in.
"Hello young man." His grandfather said coldly, extending his arm. Ray shook it, it was cold. (Like every thing else in this house) Ray thought.
"This is Ray." Kai said, going in for Ray. (If only he knew how mean my grandfather is…) Kai thought sadly. His grandfather nodded, then turned to Kai.
"Escort this young man to the door, Kai. We have to talk." His grandfather said coldly. Kai walked right past his grandfather, shoving him slightly. Ray quickly got out behind Kai.
"Did I come at a bad time?" Ray asked, feeling responsible.
"No, he's always like that." Kai said, opening the door for him.
"I guess I'll see you later." Ray said, waving off. Kai waved back, then closed the door. Ray walked home, happier than ever. (I actually got to see his house, and come in…who would've thought it?) Ray thought, satisfied.
Once Kai had closed the door, his grandfather backhanded him, sending him back into the door. Kai held back the tears, then got up.
"You stupid boy, your not suppose to let anyone in here!" He grabbed Kai's hand, then twisted it behind him. Kai gave out a yelp, which made it worse. He thought he heard something crack. "I don't want you to get attached to that Chinese boy, you hear me! We Russians don't allow Chinese in our houses!" But Kai knew it was a lie. His grandfather was just racist against Chinese. But how did he know? Ray didn't look that Chinese. (His outfit) Kai thought as he tried to get out of his grandfather's tight grip. "Don't make this harder on yourself, Kai. I know you have feelings for the same sex, and I won't allow you to shame the Hiwitari family." He said, leading him up to his room. "Now stay in there until I tell you to come out." He said, closing the door. Kai rubbed his hurting hand, then threw a chair out the window. It broke. He got out, then climbed down the tree, and ran off into the darkness…
First chap! Okay, so it's kind of like my other fic, but there is more to it…like the title says…Love is like a curse…figure it out! Anyway, please review, and thanks for your support! Free CD's for every one! (Reviewers shake their heads) (Not with the imaginary CDs again…) Later, peace: )
