Had I really believed it could be kept a secret…?I guess so…but I take I had to much faith…I should've known a secret can't be kept forever right?If I knew my best friend would tell would I have still told her?Probably not…but friends don't keep secrets do they?Or only if they're to deep…for even you…?I don't know…if I try to understand nothing happens…
No matter how long I search…How long I try doesn't matter…
Because it's just a secret of the earth…
Understanding…
Understanding of nature,
Of life,
Of everything I'd need to understand…
To bad..
All the understanding I want…
Is just a dream in my head…
I let it happen…it was partially my fault…that's why I'm leaving…right?Maybe…or is it because I feel betrayed…she made Winrey promise…I know but still…She.Shouldn't.Have.Told.Haruko could've been killed before.If the communists caught her…they could've tortured into telling who we were…who I am.But it doesn't matter now.Haruko's here, no torture,and I'm on my own.I looked at the horizon of the world that surrounded me.On my own…I started to run again,this time to the horizon of the setting sun.No matter how strong a curse,I'll break it.I swear.This generational curse will be broken.I'll defeat Older Sister and stop the curse that she put on this family.The sun became lower. "I promise."
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