This probably isn't gonna be all that great but yeah I'm gonna try and actually fix this up.

I wanna thank all my wonderful reviewers who rock Octopus1738, go-sandy, kris, Moonjava, Essylanna, and Sarah.

I really wanna say that you to Sarah for the constructive criticism and not boring me to death in her review. I got a review for my other story and it was boring as hell and me and my friend both think that this person had way too much time on their hands anyway Thanks.

The next few weeks were difficult for Buffy. Buffy and Willow had been doing the research thing trying to find out what was going on with Angel. The two had gotten absolutely nowhere with their research.


Staying in the library late at night researching for hours at a time Buffy had gotten nowhere and it had been almost a month since everything happened and all she knew was that Angel had lost his soul and that his old self Angelus was the one that screamed at her and told her she was a bitch told her that their one night together had meant nothing at all.

Willow knew how much Buffy loved Angel and she would help Buffy look up curses and stuff about Angel's past, but they would never seem to find anything of use. Willow had no idea though that her friend would come into the unlocked building and sit in the library at late hours of the night trying to find an answer.

Buffy missed her Angel. Ever since Angel had lost his soul he seemed to live for pissing her off, but recently he had just ignored her.


It was two in the morning and Buffy was sneaking into the library. She hadn't been able to sleep just like every other night over the last few weeks. Buffy always was haunted by Angel in her dreams telling her that he needed her to save him. So she snuck into the building at late hours even after Giles was home and she would try to find something in the deep long boring books.

No one but Willow knew that Buffy and Angel had slept together and he had lost his soul. Buffy just thought who else could she tell? Her mother knew nothing of her life as the slayer so that was a no. Xander well it was really none of his business that she had slept with Angel and that really wasn't something to talk to your guy friends about it would just be weird. And Giles well he would just freak her out and keep her in the library more then she already was.

None of Buffy's friends knew that when she was in the library before Giles in the morning that she hadn't just got to school a little early but that she had been there since one or two that morning. As for her mother Buffy would leave a note for her saying she had left for school early no questions asked.


Angel was still against the wall in his apartment. He was thinking about her again and slowly falling in love with her.

He knew how much pain he had caused her and still she loved him, took care of him. Angel remembered the look of pain that had shown in her eyes when he told her that she meant nothing to him the night of love that they had shared meant nothing.

Buffy still took care of him. Angel remembered. When Spike and Drusilla sent those minions to kill him she had stayed and took care of his wounds. He knew she would come by later and feed him like always. Buffy had a way of making things better.

Flashback

"God Angel what happened to you?" Buffy asked worry apparent in her voice.

"Spike and Drusilla just decided to send their regards." He spoke to her truthfully and not growling or screaming which made her think that she was making progress. She then disappeared for a moment. When she came back it was with a first aid kit.

"Here let me clean those up." She had gently cleaned up his wounds not that they would get infected but the cuts were all over his chest and arms.

End Flashback

Valentines Day fun wonder how he'll treat me tonight. Buffy could only wonder.

When Buffy arrived at Angel's after her long patrol she was going to feed him then go home to her empty and curl up with a thing of ice cream and sit and mope. She needed to clean her cuts too.

Stupid vamps don't need swords.

She warmed Angel's blood and stood there holding his mug for him to drink. Angel's hand was stiff from being chained to a wall for the last few weeks and he surprised Buffy by asking if she would unchain his arm. He had been sweet and she unchained him and he drank his blood gave the empty mug to Buffy and told her to chain him back up. Buffy was startled so Angel took this moment to grab her into a passionate and loving kiss. "Angel," Buffy moaned. "Buffy."

Buffy slowly unchained Angel and they moved towards the bed. The last thing heard before they were undressed and in bed was "Buffy love you love you so much."

It might be better now I actually did fix this chapter up so it is better than the orginal well in my opinion PLEASE review and tell me what you think