Well, I finally finished the DNAngel DVDs and they pissed me off. I decided to write on it. It is most likely a one time thing, and soon I will get back to my other story. I hope you all like it. Remember, I am mad at the moment, and sometimes I act rashly. I feel this is justified for watching Niwa kiss Riku and sato and risa checking each other out. Kill them all, or give them to me for manipulation. I can make them perfect.
Disclaimer: don't own. If I did, the plot and pairings would be totally different.
Summary: rantings about DNAngel just after I finished my favorite seres and found out that it isn't all that in the end. Im mad at it. I wish that it was a gay people story… that's all. R+R (rant and rave) along with me… lol …….. TTTT TT-TT TTTT sob
Ranting love letter:
You have hurt me deeply. Just by standing over there, next to her. She looks at you and you smile like there is no tomorrow. How can you smile like that when the person you call a friend is in such pain? How can you smile when the pain is because of you? how, I wonder can you smile? Although I know that you have not a clue that you hurt me, that simply makes the sting feel like a slice, the pinch feel like a slap. That makes it hurt even more. Every day you are with her. You smile at her. You kiss her. I know that I should feel special because I was the first one you told when you found that you liked each other. I know that should make me feel important, but it makes me feel even more distant.
What did you expect me to do? Laugh with you and congratulate you? I guess you did, and you got your wish too. It is strange. You were the one who melted my heart of ice, the one who rid me of my heart eclipse. Now YOU are the eclipse that is causing ice to form over my heart again. You are the one who is making every day a struggle for survival, just like it used to be. I cried myself to sleep the other night. I didn't know I could cry such bitter tears.
I remember when you saved my life inside of KRAD. Those tears were the realization that I loved you. They were what stopped me from going back into the circle. I could have easily thrown you half way across the space, but my love for you stopped that. I do not know why you had to be the one I waited for, the one I longed for, but you are. I cannot deny that now. I love you with all of my heart, but you can't see it. You are blind, just like my family line was for so long.
Now I will end my thoughts with one final thing. I will leave you two be. I will not burden you with my love. I cannot tell you, but you will find out. I will end this pathetic life of coldness without you. I will love you for the rest of eternity and beyond. Goodbye, my love, forever.
Satoshi Hiwatari
