Hey sorry it took so long I was having trouble with my computer and FINALS uhg. So here it is chapter three hope you enjoy.

Heero's Deception Chapter 3

It seemed like a long ride home from the hospital, but when he got home it seemed to take him longer to work up the courage to go back to the apartment so he took a walk and thought about how all this had started and how it is going to go know that he can't see Duo until the other and him think that he is ready.

Flash Back

Heero had just walked into the dark and dingy nightclub on the main strip of town. As you walked into the club you were hit with the smell of beer, smoke, and sweat. Heero paid the bouncer and went to find a table near the dance floor. He found just the right table were he could see just about everything and ordered himself a couple of beers.

After he had finished his few drinks he went out on to the dance floor and started to dance, then out of no were this young man came up and started to dance with him, then one thing leads to another and they were having more than a friendly dance. They danced up until closing time and then Heero led this boy to the ally out side the club and continued to make out with this young man. Then one thing lead o another and both boys were half naked and this young mane was pleasuring Heero. He was sucking his long smooth shaft as well and pleasuring other parts of his body. When they were finished this man gave Heero a small piece of paper and walked back out in to the crowded street and if he had just cut through the ally.

Heero didn't look at the paper until several days later and he noticed that it had the young mans name and number. So he decided to give it a call even though he new it was probably a bad idea but he did it anyway.

"Hello" came the voice of the young man.

" Hello this is the man from the other night my name is Heero." He said as he walked into the bedroom and shut the door incase Duo came home.

"Oh yes I was hoping to hear from you again. Tuesday night was great I want to hook up again how about Sunday and recreate Tuesday night." He said in a low sexy voice that all most made Heero get hard.

"Well I should let you know I am involved with some one…" Heero stated to say but was quickly cut off.

"That didn't stop you Tuesday so meet me at the Hot Spot Nightclub at ten o'clock over by the stage." He said and then hung up giving Heero no time to answer him.

Over then next two days Heero thought about Jim's offer and he was torn between going to meet him and deceiving Duo again because he promised that he would work hard to help Duo and himself go through the change of no more war and orders from them. But this is just to tempting and it was so good so finally he made up some excuse to go out and meet with him. This happened almost every Sunday for about a year then they started to meet during the day at the apartment and at Jims house. It got to the point were Heero started to fall for Jim and he spent more time with Jim. He still had the same feelings for Duo but with Jim he felt more comfortable. He contributed these feelings to the burden of helping each other but he did it anyway. Then one day as the both of them were going to Heero and Duo's apartment Heero had a really bad feeling about it but as they started to fool around he pushed the thought out of his mind.

End Flash Back

When Heero looked up from his train of thought he had walked over to Jim's house and was standing in the front yard. So just to see how he was doing Heero walked up to the front door and knocked. Jim answered the door and looked at Heero and then stepped away to let him in.

"What are you doing here?" Jim asked as Heero took a seat on the sofa putting his head in his hands.

" They won't let me see him they put a no contact order on me until further notice. So the last thing that Duo said to me could be the very last thing because they don't think they he is going to last the night. What am I supposed to do I am the reason he is like this and know I can't even make it up to him because the others won't let me get near him and I can't go home because I can't face it right know. So I was hoping that maybe I could crash on the couch just for the night until I can find some place to stay." Heero said trying to keep his composure.

"I don't think that it is a good idea but if it is only for the night then yes I guess you can stay." Jim said as he left the room and then returned with some blankets for Heero and then he headed up to his room with not another word said.

Duo was doing well according to the nurses but he was still not good. His hart had stopped once and his breathing was harsh even with the vent so the boys stayed by his side so that if he did die he would not be alone. Out of all the boys Quatre was the one who was taking this the hardest. Trowa was worried that if Duo didn't make it then Quatre would not be the same.

Sally came in and she took in the looks of the boys around the bed. Quatre was pale and very tired looking. Trowa had a mask covering how he really felt so it was hard to tell and Wu Fei was meditating in the corner so he looked the same.

"I just talked with the nurses at the station and they have given me an update on him and it still does not look good but he is a fighter and I hope that this incedent with Heero does not give Duo a reason to give up." She finished looking around the room.

"He won't he knows that we are here and that we love him so as long as he has that he won't give up on us." Quatre said as he shifted on the seat that he had and then he moved some of Duo's bangs out of his face and kissed him on the forehead.

TBC…

Again sorry this took so long it not my best work but please review and let me know what you think and I will try to get chapter 4 up soon.

Shinigami