Chapter: 1.

    It has been five years since I was first raped. Since that day, I would block my door, yet he would still get in to touch and have sex with me. And after he left two hours later I would throw up and cry myself to sleep asking god what I did to deserve this treatment. When I was fourteen my mother and step-dad had a baby boy named ,Alex (He might be a wizard, Cause when he would start crying upstairs things down in the kitchen or another part of the house would break. It would be so strange.) Now my mother is expecting a little girl, Rose, she is due this summer. Even though Alex is my step-dad's kid, I love him so much. I have always wanted a little brother. And now I'm getting a little sister too.

    I haven't told anyone how I have been treated. I never got to write that letter to Ginny. Even now , a seventeen year old girl is getting raped by her 'father'. But today I'm going to tell my mother everything that happened up to this day. I'm home alone at the moment. My step-dad's at work, (he got a part time job for when he's not working at Hogwarts) , this is my 'free time' as he calls it, and my mother is shopping with Alex. I'm waiting out in the living room for them to return. I poured a cup of pumpkin juice for my mother, it's her favorite.

    Five minutes after I sat down they walk in. She puts Alex down to shut the door, as soon as she puts him down he runs over to me. Just because he's three doesn't mean he's stupid, He only listens to what I tell him. I tell my mother that I need to talk with her, now. I tell Alex to go play and that I'll be there soon. After he leaves, my mother asks what's wrong. I serve her her pumpkin juice then I ask her if she trusts me and if she would believe me if I told her some thing serious. She said 'yes, no matter what I told her could make her not trust me.' So I started to tell her what happened, that I was raped by my step-dad when I was twelve, and that every night at 3o'clock since that happened he would come in my room and rape me again. My mother was about to ask a question, but before she could I answered. ' He would cover my mouth with his hand so I couldn't scream .' When I finished telling her everything I was crying. My mother told me to go to sleep and then when I woke up, we would talk about this whole thing.

    When I woke up the living room was empty. I walked in the dinning room to find Alex in his high chair making a mess out of dinner. My step-dad wasn't at the table , which was weird. When I saw my mother crying I came to give her a hug. I asked her what was wrong, she told me that while I was sleeping my step-dad came home. My mother had asked him if what I had said was true. He didn't answer her, but walked past her and out of the living room into the kitchen and got a knife , walked back into the living room and held the knife above my heart and said "you bitch, I told you if you told anyone I'd kill you." Just then my mother kicked him in the legs to make him drop the knife. When he got up he hit my mother across the face. She told him to get out of her house now before she called the cops. He packed up and left without a word said to her or Alex. Then I had woken up .

    In a week I would be going back to Hogwarts. Tomorrow I'm going to Diagon Alley to buy all my new books for my last year at Hogwarts. I had just got my letter from Dumbledore telling my that I was the new Head Girl, but he hadn't written who was the Head Boy. I hate Dumbledore's surprises. Sometimes they can be fatal.

    When I got to Diagon Alley I found Harry and Ron. I asked Ron where Ginny was, he told me that she was home sick and that he was getting all her stuff for her. After we finished buying our school books we stopped at Quality Quidditch Supplies, Harry wanted to buy a new broom and Ron just wanted to look around the store for about a full twenty minutes before leaving to go to Madam Malkin's Robes for all Occasions. I needed a new set of school robes and Ron told me that he need a new pair of dress robes. While Harry waited at Florean Fortescue's Ice Cream Parlor. When we had finally finished shopping we went into The Leaky Cauldron where Ron and Harry said goodbye to me. ( They where staying the rest of Vacation there.) and I Floo'd Home. I felt safe, He (my step-dad) wasn't there anymore.

    A few days later I had to go to my doctor cause I had missed a period. They ran some tests and when they came back in they told me they had some bad news.

    They told me I was pregnant .

To be continued.....................