Dearest love, my eternal knight...
By the time you read this I would have departed from this Earth. But please don't be sad. I'm not. I remember all of those happy times we had. I recall seeing you in your green tux. You looked so handsome. The blush spread onto your face like wildfire. Your eyes sparkled like dust from an angel's wings. We had so much fun that night getting to know each other. Years passed and we knew more about each other. That's something that a disease could never wipe clean. We spent so many days and nights watching the water. While I watched it, you painted me. All those portraits of me, and none of you. I don't see why not. Your just as beautiful if not more than me.
We were so different, yet so similar. Why you picked me to be your beloved I don't know. But one thing I do know is that when you proposed; it felt like I was the luckiest woman on the face of the planet. We spent many minutes in embrace. It felt like an eternity. Then when we were finally going to join in marriage in front of God and society I then fell ill. I need not go into detail. I want to spare you the heartache.
I love you so much. It won't be heaven without you. What is heaven without an angel? You were my Earthen knight. Fate can be cruel can't it? But let's not dwell on that. I may leave you in body, but my spirit and your heart are one. If I had the power then we'd be together for an eternity. My time is nigh I'm afraid. I watched you sleep in that chair near my hospital bed. I wanted to write this so you wouldn't forget me, and you'd know how I feel about you. I'm not going to wake you. I don't want to see you cry. We both know that that is futile, and you'll just be in so much pain.
At least we'll have something special...other than our memories...when both of us are buried...not only will we meet each other in heaven...but perhaps we can join hands in the ground.
Good-bye my husband...my knight...my life...
