Thoughts Never Said
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. Someone else does.
Summary: Thoughts...Words...Memories...Always processing through the mind, but never spoken of out loud.
Chapter 2: Kikyo
You betrayed me, Inuyasha.
You killed me, Inuyasha.
I despise you, Inuyasha...
...Yet I love you, Inuyasha.
I want to see you die. To see your crimson blood dripping from your wounds and forming a puddle beneath you. To see you beg me to spare your worthless, pitiful life. To see the fear in your eyes when I end your life.
Why do you want to live? Is it because of her? Kagome?
Is she the reason you live, you breathe, you fight? Is she the reason you despise me? Is she?
That girl is merely my reincarnation; an extention of myself. Nothing more. Nothing less. But you still care for her. You would risk your life for her. I remember when you'd do that for me.
If I were human once more, I would cry. Cry because you no longer wish to be near me. Cry because you want her and not me. Cry because you were my only reason for living, only to have you taken away from me by that wench.
Do you ever think about me, Inuyasha? Do you still think about the good times we shared? Even though I despise you, I think about you and those few good memories all the time, wishing we could share more of those good times.
As much as I want to see you die, I want to see you live. I want to see you happy. I want to see you smile. I want to see you laugh and I want to see you enjoy life.
But all at the same time, I want to see you die.
Do you want me dead, Inuyasha? Do you wish me to go back to the grave? As you know, I will not until I accomplish killing you...
...So we can be together for eternity.
Ah...Finally got that done. Anyway, hope you enjoyed that. Next chapter coming soon to a computer near you.
