Well, the fifth chapter is up. This one's still good.
Summary: it's a Dai and Sato, ok? Don't pressure me to come up with more then that.
Disclaimer: don't own. Plot would be VERY different if I did.
Chapter five: a sad ending to a good weekend
I woke up on Sunday morning early again. I went out into the hall and waited for my teacher to dismiss me to breakfast early. When this finally happened, I raced down to get some food.
I sat and waited for a little while, and then people started to file in. by this time, Satoshi and I were always together, or at east as much as we could be. Tekeshi still tagged along, and we ate together. We finished off our breakfast and did the routine of heading up to services.
Everyone was talking when we got there. We sat down together and looked around. Everyone joined in. we all had fun knowing that we all knew the prayers.
After services, we split up into groups. Tekeshi and I went to learn about the gay and lesbian rights. We lost track of Satoshi on the way. We sat through the whole thing and learned a lot on it. This was good because this was what I would be talking to the senators about the next day.
I then went to gun control. I learned more about that, and it was almost time for lunch. We went and ate all together, and then we split up and went to another town center for fun. We walked around and ate dinner. Then, we went to a Havdalah service at the end of the day.
As the sun was setting, we all sat down on the grass outside of a monument for the Havdalah. We all got candles, and it was beautiful. We sang as the night came and the candles glowed like little angels in the darkness.
Satoshi and I were sitting together. Well, what did you expect? I wasn't sitting next to the tooth faire or anything. So we were having a good time all together. We were a mix of sad and happy. The sad was the fact that we would be leaving each other the next night. The happy was that we were together now. Finally, the Havdalah was over. We got to explore, and then we went back to the hotel.
The next morning…
We woke up bright and early. We all ate, and said our good mornings. We then all loaded up onto the bus for the final activity. We were going to talk to our senate members. All of the people who had been on the bus the day before were there then.
Satoshi and I were together again, and we just sat and talked. I wanted to tell him my feelings, but I was afraid that he would reject me and fear me. So I stayed quiet.
We left the bus and said our goodbyes until wrap up. That would be the last time we would see each other.
Our class went and talked to our senate members, and we did pretty well. I think that we blew them away. We then went and ate lunch. We sat and waited for the other groups to come, and then we headed to wrap up.
We all sat bunched together in a small room and talked quietly among ourselves. I was with Satoshi and we were at a wall. The teacher began to talk to us. Everyone quieted down instantly. We all looked at her.
She gave a speech about how good we had done, and how impressed all of the teachers were with us. She told us that we had done spectacular. We represented our states beautifully.
After that, wrap up was over, our teachers called us to leave. I knew that now was the only time to tell Satoshi about how I felt about him. I walked up to him and without a rehearsal, I said it.
"Ashiteru, Satoshi. I love you." His mouth dropped open, and upon seeing this, I turned. I walked up to the teachers and turned once more to wave. Before he could say anymore, I was gone. My group walked down the street. I looked back once, expectantly, but nothing happened.
My heart sunk. He truly didn't like me. Then I remembered his teachers. They were sort of frightening. I would just wait for his call.
All of the way to the airport, I cried, only my friend Tekeshi was there to sooth me. I felt horrible. He didn't like me too… maybe he did, though. I would find out when I got back to Colorado that evening.
As the plane took off, I left a part of my heart behind at the airport. I knew that I would most likely need that part in the future, but I would have to do without it. For now, all I could do was wait, and hope that he would call.
To be continued…
Go ahead. Flame me. I am feeling evil now. MUAHAHAHA! Well, I was planning this from the beginning, so you know that this isn't the end. I know that I rushed this one, but I want to get one more in here tonight, and it is already 12:13. Well, on to the next.
